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Christian Collins Poem
The rage I feel now is boiling inside, pressure in my head
I have never liked this feeling when I’ve felt it before, too close to being dead
I am tormented between jealousy and guilt, not sure how to deal
If I could figure it all out and make it all right, to tell only which is real
My head is throbbing hard, my eyes real sore, something’s gotta break
I lie in my bed and think it all through, not sure how much more I can take
No one on the phone, no knock at the door, no answer to my call
If it does not change soon, honest to God, I fear I am going to fall
With one final thought, I head for the door, a crime I am to commit
Rage filling me now, unable to stop, damned, this I will admit
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Christian Collins Poem
Rainy Sunday morning lying in bed
Stroking your hair, watching you sleep
My heart beating every beat for you
The way it used to
The train rumbles by waking you
Your sleepy eyes look up at me
I wrap my arms around you
The way I used to
Sitting having tea, enjoying the company
Talking about life and the rain
I can’t take my eyes off you
The way I used to
You lean against me, cuddling up tight
I hold you closely against me
Kindly, gently, comforting you
The way I used to
You lead me by the hand to your bedroom
We undress, kissing passionately, desperately
We hold on tightly and make love
The way we used to
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The moonlight reflecting the red in
your hair
Your jacket pulled tight, a slight chill
in the air
Few words are spoken, a wide
distance apart
Looking to the stars, the ground,
somewhere to start
Our hands touch softly, gently, our
fingers entwined
I whisper, my life, my love, my
one true friend
Please tell me not that this is
our end
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Christian Collins Poem
Three years ago, we started from nothing
Nothing at all, just us and the will to go on
We worked and we worked, we fought for each other
Stood up alone and together, looking out for one another
But early last year we got off track
We got lazy and bored, it was resistance we lacked
As time wandered on our lives became sour
We need each other but only for a few hours
Then life turned upside down and everything was broken
What was real became haunted, we felt close to choking
So here we are now in the same situation
Problem is now that we don’t have us, different sensation
Now what do we do, which way do we turn, where do we go
I miss what we had; I regret every move now even more so
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Christian Collins Poem
I feel the tears come as I half close my eyes
A familiar old song plays in the background as my personal
torment grinds down the old bones of wounds not yet healed
I carry the burden of my actions with
few or little outlets
My brain is turned to broil, hotter than
hell and ready to burn
Rest is all I truly crave, I beg anyone of you,
when will it be my turn
Dark forces are at work tonight, the
embers burn down low
Time is my enemy, a constant confrontation, it
moves so bloody slow
As I watch the moon rise over the mountains tonight,
my angry festering thoughts move to you
My confidant, my only true friend, my partner in crime
I am hurting deeply and I can’t get what I need,
to stick to you like glue
My outside shell is strong as ever, determined to stand
strong, resistant to attack, ready to conceal
My inner portion, soft and vulnerable is torn apart,
bleeding and wounded now, ready to reveal
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On leaves of burnt gold
For a moment dew sparkles
To the ground they fall
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I carry this burden, this weight round my neck
I’ve carried it so long, it’s left scars, sure, you can check
I am searching to find some new way to lighten my load
Without feeling the guilt of doing as you’re told
I wrestle inside me for what might be right
It seems sometimes I am not willing to fight
A signal, a something, I want to receive
And perhaps then I’d be willing to believe
If I just relax, sit back and think it all through
I have the answer I am sure, let me tell you
No need to go looking any further than here; I haven’t yet tried
All that I need, everything is waiting, it is all right inside
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Christian Collins Poem
We had talked at length for hours, we had held hands
Sharing the innocent intimate touch that matters so very much
We had gone for a walk in the moonlight along the creekside park
Watching as the lights twinkled on the boats in the bay; it was pleasant together
in the late spring
We ended back at her place in a roundabout way, it wasn’t predicted, it just
happened like that
She asked me in for a coffee or two, the night was still young, what else could I do
She put the coffee on and sat down beside me, putting her hand on my leg
There is something I should tell you before we started just so you know from
where I have parted
Her eyes got real sad as she started to speak; I knew it was straight from the
heart
I took a deep breath and listened intently as she told of how her heart was once
broken
My late husband was a wonderful man, he was kind and gentle with a warm
loving touch
I miss him daily as he was my love
But you now come along as wonderful and kind in so many ways
If you are to love me and we make a new start
All that I ask is you be gentle with my heart
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It is in this unfortunate time
Where man has no feeling and
Death has no meaning that
We find ourselves lost and alone
We run headlong into darkness
Hiding from ourselves and what
We perceive, old lies and old lives
For our many sins we must atone
Around in circles we go, in our
Minds and in our lives, all in a day, all in a year
Never really going anywhere
The purpose not at all clear
As we look towards the light, waiting for some answer
Wondering if faith or chance will triumph
All the while in the back of our minds
Who will deliver us from fear
One day in the future, it will come without warning
Out of the clear blue sky, the answer we seek
Will resonate on the wind, giving hope and purpose
To a people in need
From a time where madness used to reign
A new day is borne, out of necessity
And with that day will come peace and understanding
So that we no longer have to bleed
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The sweat pours
Down my back
Exhausted
Swollen, sore
Unrelenting
Thundering
You say
Can't take anymore
Too little time
Too much space
Our time is up
Monday, your
On the way back
Home
The torture
Rocks my core
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