Rage Personified

The rage I feel now is boiling inside, pressure in my head I have never liked this feeling when I’ve felt it before, too close to being dead I am tormented between jealousy and guilt, not sure how to deal If I could figure it all out and make it all right, to tell only which is real My head is throbbing hard, my eyes real sore, something’s gotta break I lie in my bed and think it all through, not sure how much more I can take No one on the phone, no knock at the door, no answer to my call If it does not change soon, honest to God, I fear I am going to fall With one final thought, I head for the door, a crime I am to commit Rage filling me now, unable to stop, damned, this I will admit