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Camilla Williams Poem
I love you, I hate you
I trust you, i don't
you a messed up person
you're the love of my life
i can't stand you
you keep this flame for you lit
din't say nothing to me
i miss you i must admit
you so sexy
A ugly personality
you sweet since i'm confused you must leave
i don't wanna be with you that's what i believe
no please don't leave
we can work this out lets talk save your breath i need a long walk
come and walk with me lets get some fresh air
stop giving me more memories as the wind blow threw my hair.
I want you away cause you still turn me on
I want you here to fulfill my needs i'm confused can't you see
Copyright © Camilla Williams | Year Posted 2007
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Camilla Williams Poem
The morning is here from the night of passion
the sickness i feel, i tried 2 calm down I tried to chill
But I'm nausea in a deep thought your touch, I don't feel
I tried not to stress but how can I tell my man?
Will our relationship change
I pace back and forth praying day by day to menstruate
Our relationship is good i have no worries
but little did i know 3 weeks later
i still didn't tell him he have a little bate
a week later it was too late
After still keeping it in I met up my ex
which i thought will cover my story
but came to reality
the father of my child is you,
the one that took my virginity
2 months later now he knows of is child
the pain that i have inside cause he doesn't want nothing to do me
Why did i put myself in this predicament?
I should of had an abortion
I start to play fight i get a call
saying that you wanna be with me and our child
i let it one ear out the other although you were my first lover
i still wanna play fight doing thing that's crazy .......
...... Thought once again I wanna keep it but I'm unconscious
ooohhh no I lost your baby
Copyright © Camilla Williams | Year Posted 2007
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Camilla Williams Poem
I reflect on the way you treated me
the way you used and abused
left me young, dumb, and confused
At that tender age i could never choose
and i thank my sister for bringing out the truth
I never had a chance to cherish my "sweet pea"
You left me for years struggling with low self esteem
no one not even you paid attention to my screams
i reflect on how i didn't even want to go any farther
i reflect on you my own father.......
........ Reflecting, looking at my own reflection
you was friendly the only one on the block introduced yourself to me
Yea i remember I was 10 you was 12
At 15 you left me,
Had me going through emotions felt like hell.
You was like only family the only one who understood
The only one that allowed me to cry all I could
the best thing is she never let me cry alone
I reflect on how 6 years later we still maintaining strong........REFLECTING
Now some years has pasted and the troubles run deeper
The state is involved and the top hill I was on run steeper
With all the programs, youth shelters, foster homes, and new people
No one around me to trust, now I'm a light sleeper.
I sit here in the dark crying is all I can do
As I get older, I have more things to think about and choose
I'm paying for my father's sickness day by day
Just because he was a pedophile and decided to penetrate
Who ever thought us all five of his daughters
Now everything I do I have to protect it
Not every man knows what respect is...
So I end my reflection turning away from the
person staring at me in the mirror
Next person who experience this God please protect her.
Copyright © Camilla Williams | Year Posted 2007
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