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Depression Is Real

Depression is real,
but people ignore it.
tell me what's the deal?
why make people feel worthless?
Nothing about it is funny,
laughing makes them laugh less.
why do something,
that makes them want their life less?
Depression is a battle,
like riding a horse without a saddle.
you shake, and fall with no one to catch you.
now tell me,
does this effect you?
because if you answer no,
im here to tell you wrong.
1 out of 4 people could write a song.
About their battle without a saddle,
and how it effected them.
and without you,
they probably would have left.
This world is a cruel place,
people would rather leave than look at their own face.
feeling like a disgrace,
is like living underwater.
everyone's still breathing,
but you're being slaughtered.
the demons that live inside,
give you no place to hide.
and when you reach out for help,
they only scream louder to make you welp.
your ear drums are shattered,
you feel like you don't matter.
no people don't listen,
they only take the ladder.
away from you is where people stay.
and they always ask,
"why did she take her life away?"
- Kelly Gose

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Kick the Stool Away

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we cut to know we're alive.
we strive to survive.
there's no way out of this hell.
you're always kept in a cell.
no matter how hard it was,
you always smiled just because.
teachers would always ask,
why you were never on task.
but the truth was,
your mind was full of fuzz.
you kept wondering
why things were always hard,
but all you could think of
was to grab a shard.
of glass was all you needed,
you were hardly ever feeded.
you contemplated death every night,
hoping one day to be out of sight.
this is all you ever thought,
ever since you took your first shot.
the man that took advantage of you,
didn't care what you would go through.
so you hid in the dark,
you thought it was smart.
your feelings soon began to fade,
and came the time you needed a band-aid.
the cuts got bigger and bigger,
as the voices got louder and louder.
the thoughts in your head,
were sure to leave when dead.
so you went for the rope.
the only way to cope,
was through death.
and before you took your final breath,
you had left a note,
stating you would soon float.
you wrote the word goodbye in your blood,
the thoughts in your head began to flood.
all that was left to do,
was kick the stool out from under you.
and within a few seconds,
you became a memory.
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Senpai Love

lemme just say a little sumden for a sec
don't type anything common now have some respect.
i love how no matter what you are always there for meh.
and i know how complicated i can be.
so thank you!
for staying by my side.
and know that no matter what happens,
i will always have this feeling inside.
the love that i have for you is as rough as a diamond.
and you make me shine so bright on the inside,
its kinda hard to hide it.
senpai meh bro
you mean so much to me.
if you ever feel down
just think of all of the things you do for meh.
you make me smile and laugh
without making me feel like crap.
you say all of these things
that i thought i would never come to believe.
but now,
there's you.
I'm no longer a shoe.
that people use to walk on and look down on
just like i used to on myself.
no help,
until you came along.
and i couldn't say thank you enough
so I'm stuck writing this poem.
to hopefully show a tad of how much you mean to me.
because without you,
i have no meaning.
i love you with all of my heart.
and i trust you so much
hoping you wont tear it apart.
because you,
my love,
are the reason I'm still here.
and if it weren't for you,
i would have already jumped off the near...
est bridge.
the one that is closest.
which reminds me of us in a way
because i have never felt this close.
to someone so perfect
i never would have thought to adore.
but now its because of you
i was able to open another door.
to take a look into the future
and see you brings a smile to my face.
and just know that what i see gives me lots of grace.
this place.
first place.
when i am with you.
no one has the right to tell me what to do.
because you
i know are here to protect me.
and thank you
for taking away the empty feeling i once had.

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My-Love

You are the person i look at when i want to see the world up close.
You are the person that means the most.
To me you are the best.
I love it when you let me lay on your chest.
Your eyes are yes, dark.
But you have the biggest heart i know of.
And when i look at the clouds above,
and spot a single lonely dove;
I think of how i was before we met.
Alone.
Out in the cold,
living with regrets.
But then i met you,
achoo.
sorry I'm allergic to perfect.
I wasn't worth it.
Nothing seemed to work.
I was always hurt.
But you were soon enough there.
And i felt a feeling in the air.
A feeling of care,
It came from you.
I would never think it was true.
But you proved me wrong.
Like lyrics to a song.
Stuck on repeat you played through my head.
I thought i was dead.
Because it was too good to be true.
But i realized you,
My Lover,
Are the one for me.

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Dead

if i died tonight,
would you be alright?
if things weren't the same,
would you wonder why you came?
i know some things may suck,
I've had tons of bad luck.
but trust me on this one thing,
although it may sting.
crying for so long,
makes me wonder what i did wrong.
if i showed you my scars,
would you look at them like stars?
wonder how they got there,
and ask me if i would share.
my story may be long,
and may have done everything wrong.
but I'm not the same person as before,
although looking back makes me feel sore.
I'm trying to do better,
but you're making my eyes wetter.
the weather makes me cold,
you're cruelty filling me whole.
the marks left on my skin,
start to sink further in.
the bruises are now on my heart,
yet you just watch it fall apart.
wishing i was dead,
now I'm lying in my bed.
the gun is at my head,
3...2...1
dead.

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Suicidal Sorries

All I can do
Is think of you
At two in the morning 
While everyone is snoring
So loud that
no one can hear
The demons that
were drawing near
The world fell silent
You are now violent
I want to run
But my heart is numb
I love you too much to let go
But I'm forced to put on a show 
I fake a smile
Because I love you
If only you
Could love me too
The end draws near
I'm no longer filled with fear
This is my goodbye
I'm sorry I couldn't satisfy 
Your needs
They came first 
But I couldn't fulfill them
So now I'm gun loading
My body went cold 
I just wanted 
Someone to hold me
But that was too much to ask for
So I'm sorry.

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Chronically Dying

I just want to die already. No one cares about me anyway so what's the point in suffering? I'm almost dead. No rush. Just pain. Blood rushing. Its all happening too fast. Im done. Im tired. Everyone left me. I'm just withering away. No one wants me to stay. My body is nothing but a decay. Some day, soon enough. I'll pass on. I'm nothing more than a long paragraph on paper admitting to the death cursed upon this fleshy tomb. I'm buried up above the surface of the earth. Not living, just breathing. Not even surviving. I'm bleeding memories out of my eyes. The blood is dripping onto my cheeks, then falling onto my chest. It's warm for a second then cold as ice the next. What is this foolish test? I'm waiting until my last breath. It draws closer and closer with each move I make and every minute spent on my death bed. My life is something to dread. No one noticed that she would soon be dead.