Suicidal Sorries
All I can do
Is think of you
At two in the morning
While everyone is snoring
So loud that
no one can hear
The demons that
were drawing near
The world fell silent
You are now violent
I want to run
But my heart is numb
I love you too much to let go
But I'm forced to put on a show
I fake a smile
Because I love you
If only you
Could love me too
The end draws near
I'm no longer filled with fear
This is my goodbye
I'm sorry I couldn't satisfy
Your needs
They came first
But I couldn't fulfill them
So now I'm gun loading
My body went cold
I just wanted
Someone to hold me
But that was too much to ask for
So I'm sorry.
Copyright © Kelly Gose | Year Posted 2017
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