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Carman Smolinsky Poem
i give up my life, with you. i give up my all i had with you,to be here with
parents ,aged and old ,guilt upon my head ,like rain up on torment,ive lost ,lost it
all, you, my children,my life ..do i even have a soul?ive loved and lost ,lost so
many times over .but ,when is it my turn ,to have a slice of happiness?? nearing
54 years,what have i to show?lost babies, lost husband ,whom i love so
much,,but guilt ,guilt rains heavy on my head and heart,to leave the parents who
raised me ? to leave the husband ,who loves me?death would be ,but a closer
thing to me ,to love and embrace...to leave the sad and soulful memories, far
behind ,to dream no more ,to love no more...to be no more.....
Copyright © Carman Smolinsky | Year Posted 2007
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Carman Smolinsky Poem
they laid you in my arms,with all your innocent charm,i prayed to god above, for the
rest of her life,let her live in love." your first word, your first smile, your first day of
school,my how you grew.. through sickness and in health, rain or shine, god gave
you to me on loan,for a short time. now a grown woman with a child of her own,my
how shes grown {shelby},with hair as red as when her mama was born,given only to
you ,on loan from god above, to you jenny : with love. they laid her in your arms,with
all her sweet charm,you prayed to god above, for the rest of her life let her live in
love.. her first smile, her first word, her first baby step. MY ... babys face lit up like
gods stars, as i watched them grow together,my memories from afar... theyre first
word, theyre first smile, theyre first baby step,for the rest of theyre lives,let them
live in gods love.....
Copyright © Carman Smolinsky | Year Posted 2007
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