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Shannon Callaway Poem
I sit in state of wonder
as my mind does ponder
over thoughts
which compared to thought are fonder
than t' prefer that thoughts no longer
would linger and finger about the essence
Of reality's encompassing presence
While'st I stare through care
To do all that I may dare
To alter all to do what in our minds is fair
as we find fair left behind
and that care is lost in time
all the point is lost in rhyme
the rhyme however is not a loss of point
infact the joint of with without
means no existance without could be
with and out of sencerity
and doubt begins to fade
the truth of lie has been made
we work with what we know
to let the spirit go and see our "destiny"
to come and no winds blow
o'r our path to let world show
that arrow follows path of bow
and further will the spirit go
with than without the firing bow
and string which wrings and sings
and begins to bring the thought to action
and begins the unaction of the unthought thought
as becomes what is now not and once what was
is only thought which stays unthought and reality's reality soon will rot
to grow the truth of lies and death
and life's cycle is now at best
when all is equal, leaving end and sequal
Copyright © Shannon Callaway | Year Posted 2007
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Shannon Callaway Poem
Looking into stony eyes,
knowing well, what inside lies.
As I feel you,
my soul dies.
Created by tears, ripped from my eyes
is the river you flow down,
the river of lies.
You found a believer.
-converted to receiver-
-your perfect achiever-
-you lost your believer-
Only beaten down,
Now the pain receiver.
Slowly do I crawl along
the banks nearby, still filled with song.
I now see, my happiness does not to me belong;
Instead, 'tis carried off by you, to take along,
anywhere you wish.
I go!
I wonder why you wish me down?
Why do you wish this silence upon my loving heart's song?
Slowly do I walk on by.
Giving, until my last breath,
all hope and try,
simply loving 'till the day I die.
The reason I’m always weighed down
…
While I dream of a smile
…
And although, I try to fly.
Your gravity just passes by.
And it takes all that I have left, to pick my head up.
I’m left without the desire to try,
not for you, when I'm afraid to die
This struggle kills my soul.
I know you’ll never leave me whole.
My senses are left dull.
"My God this hurts! My poor, fading, torn up soul."
Though tough this place may be,
I’m destined to break through!
I'll do what must be done. Always with my head kept up.
Living, Loving, and Learning as my world becomes more whole.
Always “forward“, my new word.
Now a free bird,
no more thoughts of the absurd,
no more ideas, hush, not another word.
Just fly to the top. I'm on my way up!
So now just watch as I fly away.
Into the endless blue stretch of beauty above I soar.
Just watch me fly away - this beautiful free bird.
Copyright © Shannon Callaway | Year Posted 2010
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Shannon Callaway Poem
Ohh the hidden thorns of my love
when truth and care's not held above
when snake is symbol of white dove
Ohh the hidden thorns of my love
Secret glances Secret thoughts
when friendly truth begins to rot
and "friends" become what they were not
innocent in gestures act they all as jesters. The hot
fire of the nova; you catalysts cause the explosion
the implosion, and imposing of fake reality to which goes my emotion
and I react to my pact, "Do best by all I see". I react to my reality
this can't be helped, but you can't see
Blinded are you for eternity. By your
Secret glances Secret thoughts
What right to love if by but my own will and Soul?
I'd Rather die.
'Tis dark I see when harked to me
is ever only constantly
that truth lies in but mine eyes
and good is all but what I see
What right to love if by but my own will and Soul?
I'd Rather die.
But 'tis you in fact who'd rather see
my untimely end than truest me.
So I'll bind to my pact, "Do best by all I see".
And I'll live life on my own through my reality.
Such ignorance on your part that
But 'tis you in fact who'd rather see
my untimely end than truest me.
Copyright © Shannon Callaway | Year Posted 2007
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Shannon Callaway Poem
My dear friend
whom I loved soo much
you now lay
in a mahogany bed
your face is pale
and your hands; pallid
the sun shines on you now
for the last time soon you will be one with the earth
never again to be seen
by people that live
but your spirit will live
with me
and through me
forever more
Copyright © Shannon Callaway | Year Posted 2010
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Shannon Callaway Poem
I am the crazy man
I do my best to do what I can
to see all that lies at my hand
and by process I see myself damned
But to live the life of man so crazy such as I
will set you free and yet leave you tied
Follow will you forever on
the reality you create so that dream may live on
But one hour you fear you may wake
and your innocence the world will take
your fantasy reality will be gone
as you hear the toll of wake's song
death of some sort will turn on
to become a new song
how many songs musts we learn
before we no longer must yearn
to feel complete and feel life's sweet
instead of bitter being all I meet
welcome mind of crazy man
where sanity is not at hand
only truth is in demand
Copyright © Shannon Callaway | Year Posted 2007
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Such a beautiful flower I hoped to find
to gather your affections to close bind
but no such flower could I find
Instead, I plucked these words from mind
I thought about this flower and the hour
in which the time will grant
a gift from me to you, creating lover's slant
ohh, much time did come to pass
before I saw myself as ass
undoing my desire
better you are than my passion's fire
for without the fuel the fire dies
for this, the flower in my eyes, to you fails to compare
but the flower within you, to show my care
is the object I must find
to watch and help you grow and myself to you must bind
So I'm still looking for this flower
but no longer but an hour
do I hope to see my thoughts and desires become reality.
I look for flower within you, what will you find in me?
Copyright © Shannon Callaway | Year Posted 2007
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Within my heart burns desire
always being doused by longing
waiting for sweet passions fire
alone i search for my belonging
falling down a spiral staircase; dark
to the straight narrow arrow of light I hark
Ascend from current state of dark
Change, react I see the light
oh, to me my answered plight
now I see that all is white
Dark is day and day is night
I feel no reason
for the season-ing
of my believing
and my need is leaving
as I stop believing
but the crushing wont stop being
and all that I am seeing
isn't worth believing
waiting being light and feeling
also I am dark
and no answer in the dark
can I find
but the light of my own hark
Copyright © Shannon Callaway | Year Posted 2007
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How do the eyes draw so much
even 'till sight becomes touch
that the fall of a stream or a beam
produces such a curious gleam
that these false thoughts become real
as I imagine what I feel.
My reason to kneel, the end or fulfill
-ment of this plan to kill.
And when such beauty makes desire so bright
that temptation begins to rule the night
that horrible goodness that comes
from the jump and the run
leads me to life and yet also the gun
as I find myself staring and tricked into caring.
But find I
only distance in eye
while in mind
left behind
to the search I bind
myself to this hurt
constantly rubbing face in dirt
looking for a way to speak
to be strong when I am weak
and these secrets I must keep
so ever on inside I'll weep.
Knowing I've known Already
with my head up and beat steady.
Copyright © Shannon Callaway | Year Posted 2007
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the world according to my eyes
allows the human sevral tries
to find the truth
the right from wrong
and gives you dusk when all is dawn
we see the dusk as dirt and dust
instead of seeing this is as must
should be to see that destiny of "right" is not
merely plight to fight the flip of good
for even hereo such as robin hood
does so take by giving good
and even the persecuter of the Jews
does so have his many hues
that twisted were the minds that
thought the thought would come of what was not
there actions all askew
we see the off with all the on
and that's what keeps me going on
there is no right, there is no wrong
but opposite of my belong
my right without the right of fight against
my soulful song
the happyness
that does me best
will surley prove me gone
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Such a chance leap
that I may loose my sleep
to attain what pulls so deep
and how do my emotions creep
whilst my inner thoughts do seep
out into the world.
And unto me the pressure seems
to weigh a weight so bold
and the weight crushes me this 'tis final unfold;
of my fall what lies beneath unknown to all below,
'tis greater death than life without the know
of giving all; unafraid of fall, to really give the go.
And if blood seeps my quest will surely show
that innocent and trusting breast will soon prove white as snow.
Copyright © Shannon Callaway | Year Posted 2007
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