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Never Forget You: Spoken Word

I’m in love and I feel lost,
No one ever told me with love there comes a cost,
My world is becoming unclear as it’s being consumed by moss,
Most of myself I’ve loss.
Pardon me as I get blunt,
But only I know what I’ve experienced the past 6 months,
So go ahead, judge me, because I won’t give a f*ck.
All of this angst has built up inside of me,
Despite my requests my heart ignores my brain’s pleas,
My heart can’t take it when you just randomly leave,
And my heart can’t take when you have an episode and are so cold 
and mean,
I’ve actually noticed that every month this repeats,
Yet my heart won’t accept defeat,
You see you’re what it feens,
And it never lets me forget not even in my dreams.
I never know when I should allow myself to call,
So sometimes I don’t and just crawl in a ball,
It also bothers me that I’m not the only one you call doll,
I’m scared just like the rest that you’ll let me fall,
And I really don’t want to go through a state of withdrawal,
So to prevent this I’ll always be here for you to stand tall.
From the day that I met you I knew my life would change,
I’d really appreciate it though if you stopped playing games,
My mind is no longer the same,
And myself is the only one I can put blame,
For what we both want is not the same,
I’m a lioness that wants to be tamed,
But I don’t know how much longer my heart can endure pain,
I’ve even asked assistance from the man in vain,
And myself is the only one I can blame.

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Never Forget You: Spoken Word Part Ii

Why can’t you hear me?
Why can’t you see me?
If you refuse to be mine then set me free,
This person you’ve become I still can’t believe.
Just why did it have to be me that you deceived?
I think about it all and I feel like I can’t breathe,
All of this for a player status and greed?
Sorry not sorry but I can’t agree.
I can’t listen to certain songs because they remind me of 
her and what you put me through,
I’m done giving you hints and clues,
For what when you never do anything new,
But after it all I still got love for you,
And I hate that it seems like you feel we’re incompatible,
Yet you didn’t leave me alone to fight this battle.
You stuck around and somehow we keep coming back to each
other,
Despite the helpful warnings from my friends and mother,
I’m not a fighter but a lover,
But I will fight for what I love.
See I love you, but I’m done, but I still love you,
So actually I’m not done,
But I’m getting very tired of living this re-run,
I’d rather you just give me a loaded gun,
Together we’ve had tons of fun,
But the game ended when the falling for each other begun,
And crazily enough it’s you I still love.

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No Sleep

Last night I had the hardest time going to sleep,
       No matter how hard I tried my mind just couldn’t seem to find peace,
       No matter how much I pleaded, my thoughts just wouldn’t cease.
	
	I’ve been thinking too much,
	My anxious thoughts keep coming at me in an uncontrollable rush,
	All that seemed to help was my boyfriend’s touch,
	It confused me but either way it happened as such.
	
	Sometimes comfort helps my anxiety,
	The things that seem to help my anxiety are in a variety,
	Though my anxiety seems to be worse when I’m in a state of sobriety,
	Yet what I hate most is when Ana lies to me.

	Sometimes Ana makes me feel like some kind of pun,
	I take ten steps backwards and a huge plunge,
	For I know there are still more sleepless nights to come.

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Welcome To the Adult World

Tired,	
Monday-Friday I have to stay up and wired,
Though sleep is what my heart truly desires,
Through my work I’ll continue to perspire,
For there’s no way to go from here but higher.
Welcome to the adult world, 
Where there’s no chill and all of your deepest fears begin to unfold,
We’re all fighters and we’re bold,
Bold to live in a world that is dark and cold,
Through intentions and actions is how we as humans truly mold.
Work, school, school then work, work then school,
Having no break until the weekend is considered to me as just plain cruel,
Saying I couldn’t wait to grow up when I was younger were the words of a fool,
I thought growing up and being on my own would be so cool.
 I was wrong, so very wrong,
And I hate to say it but my mumz was right all along,
I’ve been wanting to grow up for so long,
Now I regret it because all of my childhood is gone.
Don’t get me wrong I do love being independent,
But my days are no longer counted in minutes.

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My Story

My life has been a series of misfortunate events,
My string of bad luck gladly continues to persist,
Now above all I’m more than convinced,

Convinced that my transition into the adult life has commenced,
The girl you use to know should now be used in past pretense,

For I’ve given into things that I’m against,
And I’m almost positive that in the process I’ve lost a little bit of common sense,
So from that point on I’ve remained perplexed and tense.

I lost my dad at the age of 15,
And from that point on I understood what forgiveness means.

Forgiveness isn’t for the other person, it’s for you,
It’s an opportunity for you to start fresh and new,
And believe it or not, they can too.

I got sick after that and by the age of 18 the cause was known,
I wasn’t shocked nor was my mind blown.

It’s because I already knew,
Coincidently my battle scars define what I’ve gone through.

I’ve lived with anxiety my entire life and was finally diagnosed at the age of 21,
I tried every way to cheat death except by the use a gun,
I felt like I lost my definition of any and all types of fun.
	
Now I’m 21 going on 22,
And in my corner I keep a select trusted few,
With my life I’m still figuring out what I want to do,
Lights, camera, action on cue.

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The Shadows of the Night

02/3/16

No one knows how to find me, 
I scream in agonizing pain but no one hears me,
Still no one gets it, no one can see,
I’ve tried telling everyone even by begging and pleading,
How this darkness has taken every emotion and drained
me completely.
Empty, 
I feel empty,
I’m trying to scream for someone to help me.
I’m suffering trying to find my way out of this darkness,
But it’s difficult when the thoughts in my head are turning to madness,
Strangely enough I don’t even feel sadness,
All I feel is the consumption of this darkness,
And it’s starting to feel like I’m not even conscious.
I’m a walking body wandering around aimlessly,
Steadily thinking about ending it shamelessly,
I must ask of you to not think any less of me,
I was a girl with a soul and now I’m completely empty.

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Not Giving Up

04/24/16

I wish I could have more good dreams about you,
I think everything is a sign if my dream reveals something new,
Or maybe I'm just continuously reliving the traumatic events I've gone through,
Strangely I've only cried about it to a few,
But now I'm starting to feel that my honesty is way past due.
You see I haven't been completely honest about a few things,
It's amazing what useful thoughts impatience brings,
I'm a Queen fighting for someone she believes to be her King,
And if you've been in love you know exactly what I mean,
I'm a frog waiting to be kissed and seen,
I relive these thoughts in a lot of my dreams,
I've said it once but I'll say it again because you're what I feen,
Like my poetry my feelings for you run deep,
And I'm just so petrified that this will all end in defeat,
I'm here to inform you that my heart cannot be beat.

**Thanx so much to my friends and family who never judged me for being in love as well as their support for it's not an easy battle**

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Ode To Sleep

02/02/16

	I called last night to relieve my separation anxiety from you,
	And you were busy which is nothing new,
	Did you stop to think WHY I called out of the blue?
	If you didn’t know then, that was your cue,
	Or did you forget that I have really bad anxiety too?
	I went to sleep anxious,
	I woke up anxious,
	I’m slowly and surely starting to lose you and my patience.
	Your face haunted my dreams every time I awakened,
	It felt as if you left me there in my bed forsaken,
	And your face kept haunting my dreams every time I awakened,
	And as I lay there I couldn’t help but feel forsaken,
	In a blink of an eye you were there and gone in a second.
	I can’t help it and it’s so unfair,
	Sometimes I selfishly wish that I didn’t have to care,
	The pain of your absence I just cannot seem to bare,
	I sadly shut my eyes and braced myself for the tears,
	It was the only way I could make my anxious thoughts disappear.
	I called last night to relieve my separation anxiety from you,
	And you were busy, which is nothing new.

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Where Are You Now: I Want You Back

My heart is broken,
Never would I have thought that my love would be traded for a measly token.
	
All of this was done to ME when I should’ve been the one who was provoked,
I was the one who was nearly choked,
I’m the one who feels like I broke.
	
I feel everything and nothing all at the same time,
I’d be lying if I told everyone that I’m fine,
And even though it’s completely over I’m still trying to find my way out of this bind,
And even though it’s completely over the answers I will never stop trying to find.
	
I’m still in love with him and it feels like someone has shot me in the heart over and over,
Again from a third person stance they’ll say how could you ever wrong her?
This woman doesn’t know how to love healthily because she grew up without a father,
And in the sense that even then she still tries to bother,
AGAIN HOW COULD YOU EVER WRONG HER?
You were suppose to love HER,
She even fought for you against her mother,
But now I say to myself, honestly why did I even bother?
	
I know that I don’t need you but I WANT you,
With you literally GONE I’m not exactly sure what I’m suppose to do,
A life without you? I haven’t the slightest clue,
One minute I’m ok and the next I’m blue,
Though I do thank God for no longer allowing me to look like a fool.

I fell for him hard,
I tried my hardest to keep up my guard,
But it was he who convinced me that it was ok to fall,
It was he who called me and every other girl “doll,”
Now it is I by MYSELF who has to remain standing tall.
	
You said you didn’t tell anyone that you were leaving but you 
KEEP seeming to forget that I’M not just ANYONE,
After everything that you’ve done,
I’m still really and seriously considered “ANYONE,”?!
You amped me up and helped me load the gun,
You strayed me from darkness and led me straight into the sun,
You reminded me how to have fun,
But I still won’t and can’t forget that you amped me up and helped 
me load the gun.
	
My mind is loaded with straight facts,
And stupidly enough despite the facts, I still want you back,
But I’m not trying to retract,
But my heart has been hi-jacked,
And despite my earnest pleas, you're all that it wants back.

Now that it’s over I’m trying to do healthy things to get over this heartbreak,
And along this process nothing will be faked,
And for him I don’t have the slightest ounce of hate,
But it’s time to move on for me and Ana’s sake.

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Erick

Your skin is dark like you on the inside,
Instead of showing yourself off to the world, you run & hide,
& in me you'll always solemnly confide,
& this is because you know I'll always be by your side.
It feels like an eternity since I've seen your face,
A week too long without your longing embrace,
What I'm experiencing is not a phase,
A girl in love that will never win this case.

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