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Alyssa Johnson Poem
I want to forget your memory
Forget our past
But every morning I wake with a gasp
They consume everytime I doze into slumber
These dreams I dont understand why we are over
You were a king in my eyes
my everything not knowing it was all a disguise
you fled one night, leaving nothing but tears in my eyes
Showing thr true colors that I had continued to deny
gasping for air confused as to why I find myself in so deep
you were part of me and I cant escape my dreams
are u ok? do you think of me?
was I really the nothing that I now seem?
Was I really something like u told me or was it all lies, a convience you found in me?
gasping for air every morning now i battle for these dreams to leave me
comsuming, demanding, controlling
I almost rather not sleep.
Trying to erase you but you can't escape me
cold and shaking as I lie here awake
Tears flowing the saltiness burning my face
empty inside I suppose thats where u hide
zzzzz... O goodness let me sleep let me have unrelated dreams
Let you exit let you be gone let me heart body soul and mind be done
empty my head so as I lay in this bed to close my eyes wont be something I dread...
I want to forget your memory
Forget our past, not wake with said dreadful gasp
you didnt care all lies you told me
o goodness please just leave me. leave you stupid memories. They weren't as good as I think...
STOP Alyssa take control , stop letting him comsume me
forgetting you and the what seems distant past
starting fresh on a new path
I will forget ur memory
I will forget our past
hopefully one day it'll all be a laugh
Copyright © Alyssa Johnson | Year Posted 2015
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Alyssa Johnson Poem
going insane just hearing your name
emotionally drained feeling detained
raging pain deep within my brain
nothing can block you out
no amount of drink or drug
no amount of sex or a new Love
U were sneaky yes you were
you worked ur way in oh so deep
with ur slow and steady creep
I gave u my all my everything
more then ive given anybody
You left me high and dry like I was nothing
left me there to cry wanting to die
my days go by slow im ever so weak
because ur memory just cant escape me
going insane just hearing ur name
I lose myself more n more each passing day
when u left u took with u all of me
emotionally drained feeling detained raging pain deep within my brain
I hate ur name I want it to dissipate
I want it out of my vein out of my brain
god I just want you to go away
Give me back me and keep you
help me find a way to undo this glue
I cant keep on I can't keep going
do something say something For GODS sake help me forget u.
I am so drained and Im going insane
so ready for the pain deep within my brain to just go away
Copyright © Alyssa Johnson | Year Posted 2015
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Alyssa Johnson Poem
Will you remember me when I'm gone? Hear that one song and always sing along... Will u wonder how I am and wish to hold me again... Will u see a picture and start to laugh have a memory that just cant pass...
Will you hold it down, keep true to your word.... Or to you Will i be just one of those other girls. Will you write just to say hello or when I'm gone will ur life go on without me like i never belonged ...
Will you remember me when I'm gone. Keep true and hold strong. Will u remember this friendship will you remember the bond. O will u remember me when I'm gone. ...
When I come home will u be waiting by the phone when I come home will it be like nothing else was known when I come home will it be like it was before and continue to grow...
Will you remember me when I'm gone or will this part of your life be a distant memory like the melting winters snow??
When I come home where will you be. When I come home I already know ur the first person i wish to see. . when i come home I want to laugh and cry remembering all those times.
When I'm gone will you forget me?
When I'm home will u fight to see me?
The questions run in my veins making every bit of my heart strain... A friendship a bond a love not easily forgot so step up boy and let me know your thoughts...
When I'm gone when im home will our thoughts be as one and keep on keeping on come on boy let me know...
Copyright © Alyssa Johnson | Year Posted 2015
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