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The walls to my soul scream for you to help me
But you let me walk blindly
I trusted you to protect but now I sit balled up on the floor suffering silently
Trying to understand why I keep trying to fight and there's nothing to fight for
Do I just stand still or turn around and run
Too bad I ain't seen this coming when my new beginning begun
I lost my heart when I lost the sight of the sun
I lost my faith when I seen the white line disappear
I lost my strength when I noticed good is followed by evil
My only question is where was you in my pain
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The last battle for the Throne
Funny how they think that all of this is a show
Or, perhaps a intriguing story of some kind
But either way this is my reality and the chapters will soon blow your mind
The Last Battle For The Throne is the only battle that never ends in real-time
It all started with a thoughtful glance a picture of reverence a devotional sound or a sweet melody
Something that strikes as my destination in the family royality But then I learned of others true intentions
and the difference of the true meaning of loyality
The last battle for the Throne
Is it up to me I dont know let us see
As I sit alone and find new thoughts to discover I lose myself once again in the battle the fight you have prepared my heart mind body and soul for
Caught between The poetic vision and dedicated dream and gives me the ambition to explore
but the angels that watch over me whisper wisdom of patience for me to just wait and more than you will witness and see
That you are not just a legacy but the beginning of a new dynasty
The last battle of for the Throne
Is the battle of my lifes destiny
A Clash of current contemplations have me preparing for the best but thanking you for bringing me through every test
Even loving me beyond my self created mess
Too many times life has gotten the best of me through the strongest hits
But most of all I see you tought me how to pray my way out it
Thats why I know The Last Battle Throne is a battle that God has Prepared for me
Storms of confrontational battles fought with Wordy Swords The biggest battle that comes with judgmental wars
But if you can remember that he is there and will never put more on you than your soul will ever have to bear
For the my last destination is to.get to the city of Mansions and I know its a throne with my name on it when I get there
The Last Battle For.The Throne purpose is clear
But For now I must starve the demons that are like crows that try to Feast upon my soul
Almost lost my focus no too long ago
Then he sent you to get me back on track
because you see the Goddess in me
You was my eyes when I was blind emotionally mentally even physically
I know they gonna trip when they find out it was you that came to rescue me
But we both know alot of it is based on the foundation of insecurity and infancy of the mind
And the real ones know that your one of a kind
So what he the reason I shine
Silly goosey thats why he is mine
If it wasnt for him I wouldn't ever known my pens inspirat
The Last Battle For The Throne Is my motivation
So understand I aint got time for the contemplations of haters Currently working on my future wife status even though thats 2nd nature
I told you devil I was coming back to get whats mine and I'm not leaving till Ive posses the promise of my land
I am reaping the harvest that still only a few could understand
Ive cried my last tear because the storm is finally over now
Im coming out with robe and crown because Im destined to.be great
The Last Battle For the Throne is for me to take
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If I knew it would end like this I would given my parents there last hug and kiss,
I'd sit down and have a discussion with kids about the day I'd be dismissed.
I would hold my lover tightly, and pray the Lord their soul to keep,
If I knew it would be the last time that my family would watch me walk out the door.
I would probably enjoyed life alil bit more.
Them boyz in blue
Didn't even give me a clue
I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
But who knew death would be the punishment of such a petty crime
They took it to another level
Shot me like I was the devil
Now it's rumors and lies cause ain't no video tape
Misinterpret actions and confused word play.
If I knew this is how my life would end,
I swear I would have stolen extra minute or two to stop and say.. "I love you," and ask you to say "I do".
If I knew this is where I would die, I would have asked God why, so I could fight for my life than to let it slip away.
There are no more tomorrows, nor will I get a second chance, to make everything right.
There won't be anymore family times after today just memories, And I didn't even know my dreams would be deferred by this type of tragedy
My last breathes are me realizing all this, and this is all I get. I wish I never took the simplest things for granted like those who showed me love and loyalty, but I won't leave this world in moments of regret.
Right now is my yesterday and tomorrow will never come. So I pray my last prayer that someone will take this chance to save the others to hold your loved one tight and speak for fathers mothers sisters and brothers.
It's the police job to serve, honor, and protect but for some that's exactly what they've chosen to neglect. And hence the reason for those like me tomorrow never comes, you who care have a job to be done.
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I hear the pain in his voice as he sing the song from his soul
Making me wonder why did they chose a memorial marathon to bomb was it to inflect more pain upon the Boston souls
Man on T.V. Said all he could do is pray
Lord dont they know your the light the truth the way
Even though sometimes I demolish that same truth
Even though its the same advice that got me through
Maybe its because even knowing the fact God is not a God of confusion
But in flesh we fall short of his glory and for the.devils illsion
Listened to others and that same advice almost killed me
All because in todays time people can't let others live happy
The man I sacrificed my pride life yeah my all and all for tried to turn me into some type of crack whore
Found out after his daddy proved to his mother that they wasn't gonna make it anymo
Lucky somebody prayed for me
because I could've been dead with my body floating up sea
Why you putting out this story that gives reasons for them to talk about you
They talked about Jesus and he was perfect through and through
I need to let the weak know they can be stand tall
Ive been done dirty by the ones I trusted the most but the names I wont call
Watching them.live their lives like nothing wrong passing judgement on others like you aint got no sin
Now you got kids and my day starts off with a prayer for them
My parents dont struggle because my Education is my hustle
I am a Goddess A Queen A hero ready to take one for the team
I hate watching the news just to hear my generation shatter there dreams
Drugs sex violence the world that surrounds me
But I wont let it hold me back another day
Look in the mirror with me and what do ours eyes say
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Have you ever let the center of your deepest contemplation sneak off to the moment of words conception no not when they get to the infancy stage of ideas but really let each letter move passionately to the next till the generations of words come together and form realities coldest truths to the point of revolutionary self exposer oh no well I have and that's the way I form poetry
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One Look
Equals a double glance
Subtract the problem
Replace the stance
Tomorrow whispered this algebraic problem in life's ear
yesterday I thought you was sent to make this type of shit clear
now I see the fight in me is still there respectably I am in the moment of gain
Observing as you sit you back and your chest pumps with a lump of pain
Tears fighting to let go from my eye lids like a actress celebrating the road of fame
I have no guilt for your shame
Thanking the people told her that she couldn't ever make it
Respecting the opinions people that dropped her off the in the land fill
can you feel the pains that the soul plays
as the water dries up by the days
I cant find a reason to fear you
I just have a lot of numbness from what you have put me through
i see you don't believe in but I got Jesus with me
So just know its a legend living inside of me
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Lately, I've become accustomed to the way the cold world and how it effects me
Each time I go out in society or hear the wind being cut by the broad edged of my personality
They have no choice but to see I'm a perfect imperfection...
I've almost crashed and burned but I found you while discovering correction.
Still I feel locked in with no options and all I taste is toxins
And now, each night as I count the stars I think of my word play while giving birth to my muse.
As I get lost I allow my thoughts to break loose.
And when the day breaks,
I transform back into the beast spoken of in beautiful revelation.
Inhale and exhale this creation.
Nobody writes poetry anymore.
And then last night I tiptoed on the line of life cause I began to shed tears at the sight of myself dying inside
So much for trying to hide
To everyone all they see is aggression and yet I'm just saying things with passion
Don't they understand the concept of what's happening
Talking to someone, who is hungry like me and the only way we can eat is through determination
Too many full of hesitation
If the door opens don't panic, cause no one's there...
And be disappointed because you thought they cared
lonely me on bended knees, writing my painful realty
Bow my head let my hands meet and remember that Poetry is the only way I can break free
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Poetic vision. Lord you told me if I stood still you wld fight my battles so as it rains down upon my broken vessel considered a soul I find myself fighting to stand strong as the warrior I know I am on lifes battlefield with my mouth shut and my ears open wide to hear the message you speak softly into my heart to overflow in the land of prosperity
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The painful truth hit me hard as a ton of bricks
I got so scared I beat it with a reality stick
Ran to liars lane and cried on loves chest
Then haters told me I was under arrest
Looked for family and friends but there was none
How could this be where's all the people I was with when I was having fun
The devil looked into my eyes and said I can see my reflection
The soul is a revelation to ones self definition
Smile the crowd is looking waiting on your response to your conviction
Funny same kid same crime must be repetition
Said got scared by the truth
Consequences from an abusive youth
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