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Judy Cennami Poem
I have a hard time expressing myself
letting friends know how I feel.
I keep my emotions locked up tight;
they are safer in a bottle.
Once in a while the bottle will open
slowly an emotion comes trickling through,
but as you start to see the real me,
I disguise it with a laugh.
I'm afraid of getting hurt when I show my emotions,
years of abuse; my feelings are tender.
I am steadily learning how to let go of the past;
it's the hardest thing I ever had to do.
You are there for me as I am for you,
a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on.
We support each other in all that we do
I couldn't have wished for a better friend.
Nothing will erase the memories we made
I will always cherish the good ones.
Just like my love for you; they will never fade.
Not once did I think it could have happened to me,
but now I know
I deserve to be loved;
I thank God for giving you to me.
We have our ongoing struggles,
but they only make us stronger
we can get through anything together;
of that I have no doubt.
5/21/2016
Copyright © Judy Cennami | Year Posted 2015
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A comforting shoulder to rest upon;
to absorb the trickle of sadness.
Encouraging words to ease your struggles;
a loyal friend you will have in me.
I will get you to smile
forming a tickle in your chest.
Releasing a soft chuckle;
causing the laughter to explode.
I see the good qualities in everyone I meet
in addition, never ignore what I see beneath.
I do not judge on one's appearance
for each imperfection has a story.
I must admit that I am a perfectionist
rewarding at times, but also frustrating.
My passions are to draw and pen my words
getting lost in creative stimulant.
Copyright © Judy Cennami | Year Posted 2016
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All too sudden gone from this earth,
there is a void everywhere I look
that will never be filled; at no time ignored.
Forever in our hearts, you will always be.
Time has passed yet it stood still.
We need to heal; the hurt is deep.
I think of you throughout the day
I will never forget your radiant spirit.
In a gentle voice, I hear you speak
a message to all whom will listen:
"Do not grieve; for I am home
in Gods' warm embrace surrounded by love.
Just say my name, and there I'll be
with memories past to make you smile.
While you dream, I will go to you
to share my love, and to give you peace.
I will soothe the ache within your heart
and find the strength when all is lost."
Copyright © Judy Cennami | Year Posted 2015
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There is a path within the glow,
where loved ones will be waiting.
Walk forward on the winding road
that guides you to your eternal home.
The shadow of your existence
flickering in the light,
around every corner, there is a memory;
your spirit is everywhere.
Flourishing from your twinkling light
radiates an orange glow.
I will always think of you
when I look at the illuminating sky.
As you dance alongside the angels'
a sweet melody is flowing from your soul,
the choir gives voice to your song
and sings a heavenly chorus.
A small sigh escapes your lips
when you realize inner peace.
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Wish I could see you one more time
to give you a hug and say good-bye.
I am having a hard time believing you have passed.
How do I accept the loss of my good friend?
I will miss the loud knocking on my front door;
you would stop by on the slightest whim
you whirled me away like a hurricane.
With only a moment's notice, our wanderings began.
Whether we hopped into your car to shop
or spend time with friends
a day with you was quite the adventure;
even when we talked about nothing.
I can still remember when we first met;
two hours after midnight and I was sitting on my porch.
You started to throw rocks at a skunk; to scare him off.
I told you to stop, he was not harming anyone.
As I saw you walk towards me, I felt a little intimidated
I remember thinking: "oh my God, what did I do?"
But the concern I felt was for nothing;
for you had a pleasant disposition.
Admitting to me that it was wrong
you apologized; and promised to never do it again.
Not for a moment did I think we would become friends;
unaware that a friendship was already forming.
"Oh dear Lord, how I miss my friend."
Copyright © Judy Cennami | Year Posted 2016
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Shadows of doubt hiding in the blinding light;
following the waves of darkness.
Waiting anxiously to delve into the depths of my mind
to unleash words of despair it will loudly shout.
The battle becomes deafening with my silent screams;
a war is raging inside my head.
A hostage of my damaging thoughts,
in a constant motion the words continue to flow.
An overwhelming desire for freedom
there is no escape; its grip is tight.
Steadily impeding my inner vision
a formidable obstacle; massive in size.
The towering wall appears to be endless
faintly touching the sky.
Immediately detecting a frailty,
an outsider approaches the ominous wall.
He chips away the protective barrier
and guides me out of the dark.
He gave to me a precious gift
the key of hope; the key to a lasting future.
Basking in the glow of midnight
the beauty it designs I gaze intently.
A teardrop glistening on my pale cheek
as I whisper softly into the warm summer breeze:
"Gone now is the power it attained,
not another moment my thoughts shall be persuaded."
Copyright © Judy Cennami | Year Posted 2016
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Yearning for the simple joys that were missed;
secluded by depression and anxiety.
Boundless pleasures eluding each grasp;
with growing concern of ridicule.
Singing out loud to a favorite song;
voice resonating inside the house.
Dancing to the rhythm of the pounding beat
as it vibrates the core of emotion.
The wind flutters around like butterfly kisses,
the heat from the sun caressing one cheek.
As he thoroughly sniffs every blade of grass
walking the dog is most enjoyable.
Judgmental glances behind the window;
probing each private thought.
The hidden reality will be exposed
by opening that sealed door.
If closely peering, it will be seen
the heartache and rage coursing within.
The shame glowing like an aura
that is hard to miss.
Praying to God to find inner peace
from this loneliness that is unbearable,
sadness seeping from tired eyes
each morning that they open.
Silent words are spoken
through the eyes desolation shouts.
Copyright © Judy Cennami | Year Posted 2016
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All alone trapped with my thoughts
excessively fast they would swirl in my head;
an abundance of words too many to evade.
Extremely loud it's hard to ignore
my heart would ache for solitude.
Appearing from darkness a window glides open,
with a glow made of kindness that gently shines through.
Afraid to move forward for fear of the unknown,
I slowly approach, but stay at a distance.
You welcomed me with open arms
with your words of wisdom; words of support.
You've helped me more than I thought possible
without hidden assumptions, there are no judgements.
Because of that I will continue to grow,
and for you that is why I write this poem.
Copyright © Judy Cennami | Year Posted 2015
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Even though it was unexpected
it was my time; I had to go.
In a place of peace and eternal love,
to God's warm embrace; oh how he loves me so.
Wipe away those tears for me;
for I am standing beside you.
Whispering in your ear with love;
of memories past to calm you.
The days of when you find yourself lost
and feel you are sinking in quicksand,
close your eyes, and there I'll be;
with a gentle smile to take your hand.
When you think of me, my dear,
please do not cry,
my eyes will be upon you always
from the heavens up in the sky.
Copyright © Judy Cennami | Year Posted 2016
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You are the first to be seen
after he walks through the door.
From that second on
I exist no more.
Granted he made the choice long before;
my tolerance is painfully thin.
I cannot compete with you;
you will definitely win.
Suggestions are made; a day of fun is the intention,
but then you come forth with a hissing sound.
Cracked open once again, the seal is broken
just like the promises when you are around.
You alter his personality,
until he gets to be difficult to take.
He is blind to the cunning of you;
of how you provoke heartache.
Physically drained from the stress you induce;
he must uncover his eyes and look at me.
If the day arrives when he has to decide
I wish that he will finally see.
An ultimatum might be a dreadful mistake;
it may be the only thing to do.
The hardest part is understanding
that every occasion, he chooses you.
Copyright © Judy Cennami | Year Posted 2016
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