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Kasey Love Poem
The girl sat up at night
a mountain of tissues by her side
trying to wipe away the memory of him
All the happy memories
going through her head
"What did i do wrong?"
She yelled
A mixture of anger
and sadness
came together
"I will never love again"
She thought
Something was building up
inside of her
The earthquake inside of her
had split her heart in half
She now understood
the true meaning of heartbreak
She thought, as the clear capsules
holding all of her emotion
dropped from her eyes
She remembered what he last said to her
"It is better to have loved and lost
than never have loved at all
-Alfred Lord Tennyson"
She wiped away her tears
as she said
"Tennyson was an idiot"
The girl's heart was shattered
into countless pieces
After all she had been through
she couldn't help but think about
what might have been
It was then she realized
She still loved him
She stared blankly at the wall
able to feel nothing...
Numb
The memories went through her head
replaying over and over again
Like a song
eternally on repeat
Suddenly anger
nothing but anger ran through her
She grabbed at what ever was close
and threw it at the wall
She picked up what she had thrown
It was a picture of the boy
She sunk to her knees
and cried
The night was a lonely time
No one was there to comfort her
as she cried softly into the pillow
Darkness filled the room
and her heart
The doors of her heart
had now been locked and chained
With the key thrown away
And the candles of light
blown out
So nobody could find a way
She sang herself a lullaby to go to sleep
A slow,sweet song
to numb the pain
and the feeling of loneliness
She twisted and turned
For the pain was too great in her heart
She ran the happy memories through her mind
once more
"How will I live?"
"How will I survive?"
She said
As she drifted to sleep
Copyright © Kasey Love | Year Posted 2015
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Kasey Love Poem
There once was a girl
and she loved to draw
She started to get really good
so the people around her couldn't tell
if what she had drawn
was real or fake
Everyday
she would look in the mirror
and draw a smile on her face
she'd add the twinkle in her eyes
and the laugh lines on her cheeks
She would cover up the trail on her face
that the tears had left behind
She would cover up the worry
that showed on her forehead
She would cover up the tiredness
that illuminated across her face
As she walked around
people saw her face and assumed everything was okay
But it wasn't
It hadn't been for a long time
Copyright © Kasey Love | Year Posted 2015
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Kasey Love Poem
It all started on a summers day
but my world was dark and gray
It was about 4 months and two weeks ago
The sun was high but I was feeling low
We were just beginning to be friends
I didn't know how well this would end
PART 1
Anyway on that faithful day
My day of gray
You comforted me in my time of need
Please don't be sad,you started to plead
From that day forward
My days of gray
started to brighten up
In each and every way
I started to notice
The twinkle in your eyes
It would not let me despise
all the bad things you did
Slowly and rapidly
I began to fall in love with those eyes
But that's where I went wrong
For everything that falls
Breaks
My love for those eyes
Grew deeper and deeper
Everyday you would sit next to me
You would look at me with those eyes
Those eyes that twinkle in the sun
Things got a bit more serious
But I miss our late night chats
We used to talk to each other about everything
I remember when you revealed your love of cars
There was something in those eyes
That made it twinkle more than before
You were like a child not a care in the world
You took me to to the Halloween dance
Held me through that haunted house
And the day ended
with a hug
Then you started posting WCW pics
I started to ignore you
Hoping I'd be missed
And I was right
You tricked me into hugging you
At the moment
It seemed your heart was true
That memory had me smiling for days
I thought we were on the same page
Maybe I was misunderstood
Or mislead
By those eyes
Then the unthinkable happened
Your heart went to someone else
I'm happy for you
You finally decided
Now these days
No words are spoken
Only the memories
Replaying in our minds
But every time I look at you
I fall in love with those eyes all over again
If I could spin back time
I would go back to the day of gray
And fix my mistake
Of falling in love
with those eyes
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Kasey Love Poem
PART 2
But my mistake
Was a beautiful disaster
That i would never take back
If only I could find
Where it all went wrong
But I would never have noticed
Because I was blinded
With the love for those eyes
I tried not to make eye contact
But I was addicted
You were my drug
But also my disease
You were saving me
but also killing rapidly
I long to recover
From the love of those eyes
But I don't want to recover
I want the memory of those eyes
To linger in my mind
Forever
Maybe if I could move on
Maybe it would go away
But the problem is
I fell in love with something
That will never change
I fell in love with those eyes
As we all age
Everything will change
But those eyes
Will forever stay the same
So no matter what you do
How long we are apart
Where your heart is
Every time you look at me
I will fall in love
All over again
With those eyes
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Kasey Love Poem
I hate people with sweet chocolate eyes
I hate people with mocha skin
I hate people with braids in their hair
I hate people who can do art
I hate people who love to write
I hate people who remind me of me
I hate people who love to smile
I hate people who love to laugh
I hate the people with a twinkle of curiosity in their eyes
I hate people who love to love
I hate people who remind me of what I used to be
Copyright © Kasey Love | Year Posted 2016
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Kasey Love Poem
Sometimes
you make me so angry
I never want to look at you
ever again
But i know
I would not be happy
without looking
at those eyes
Sometimes
the jealousy sweeps over me
and I never want to talk to you
ever again
But i know
I would not want to
stop hearing
the sound of your voice
Sometimes
I see the way
you look at
other people
and i want them
to go away forever
But I know
that I could not do that
because it makes you happy
and that makes me happy too
Sometimes
I just want to leave you
for all the bad things
that you do
But i know
I could not leave you
for my heart
would long for you every day
Sometimes
I want to erase you
from my mind
never to be thought of again
But i know
the thought of you
would linger in my mind
and i want it to
I don't want you to fade away
ever
Sometimes
I want to leave
because i know
you are bad for me
But i know
my eyes
will always look at you
as perfection
Sometimes
I want you to leave
because i know
Im heading for a heartbreak
But i know
I wouldn't mind
It would be a privilege
to have my heart broken by you
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Kasey Love Poem
Little girl lost
Alone in the dark
What she might feel
No one will know
Thoughts in her head
All locked in cages
Nowhere to get out
No way to run
Little girl lost
Alone in the dark
Curled in a ball
With her stuffed cow
As she walks with a smile
Back straight chin up
Not a care in the world
As people laugh
Little girl lost
Feels truly alone
Sitting in the corner
A tsunami of tears
She looks up the number
Then fails and calls
It rings twice
A female voice sounding warm and inviting
Says "may I help you"
Little girl lost
Hangs up the phone
She can't talk to anyone
She won't
She looks up as her mom
Comes to the door
Saying to her
"Why can't you listen"
"Clean your room"
"You hurt my heart"
Little girl lost
Waits till she's Alone
And the tears start to rain down
Moving over
The rolling hills
Of her face
She looks in the mirror
She doesn't like what she sees
She slaps herself twice
As punishment
Little girl lost
All alone in the world
Little girl is lost
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Kasey Love Poem
They say
to truly live
you must die a death first
They say
to love
you must be heartbroken first
They say
for good times to come
the bad must roll in first
But what about those
who will be dead forever
who will be heartbroken forever
who will never get out of the bad times
Their death is their eternity
for them there is never a good
only bad
a deep hole
of sadness and woe
they forever try to get out of
but they never can
death is their life
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Kasey Love Poem
The words they say pound into my brain
Both becoming one
The memories of things
Once said and done
All come rushing back
She comes back to the world
People laughing and talking
As she sits alone
Staring at the window
The world goes rushing by
She remembers the things
Once said and done
As the tears stream down her face
She sat looking into the night sky
Wondering why her?
What did she do
To deserve the things
once said and done
she remembered
sticks and stones may break my bones
but words shall not hurt me
Broken bones will always heal
but the memories of the hurtful words
will stay forever
Perhaps it may get better
Over time
But the scar of things
Once said and done
Will never fade away
Copyright © Kasey Love | Year Posted 2016
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Kasey Love Poem
And it begins again
I know you're different
You're not the same
Yet fear seeps in
I'm scared of pain
Of restless nights
Of endless tears
Of racing thoughts
No pain compares
To that of knowing that I am not loved by you
But a chance, I have not given you
My heart, I have not shared
Your eyes have not seen my love for you
For it all, I cannot bear
This is all thought out preemptively
Emotion, I will not show
This immense love that I have for you
Is one you will never know
Copyright © Kasey Love | Year Posted 2023
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