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Alexandria Loren Poem
They say it's better to have loved and lost
Then to never love at all
It's a hard thing to swallow
For by the time you think you're happy
It's already time to fall
The bitter-sweet taste of happiness
Only lasts untill you blink
By the time they are reopened
You don't even have time to think
It teases you with envy
Throws mercy in your face
When you start to believe in forever
Its just in time to be replaced
Life demands bling chances
Sometimes you just have to take them
Do what your heart tells you
Even if others condemn
Hold your head up high
Even when it feels too tough
Because the truth is
No matter where you go
You'll always be followed by love
Copyright © Alexandria Loren | Year Posted 2006
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Alexandria Loren Poem
Daddy's drunk again
Why am I surprised?
Because I had faith this time
In his decietful cries
Why can't he come home
Into these arms of mine;
Tell me "it's ok", daddy
Give me some peace of mind
Daddy don't want me around
So he kicked me out the door
He slammed it in my face
To him I'm just a chore
What did i do wrong?
See, I was just a child
Yes I made mistakes
And got a little wild
But don't you see that you're not perfect?
The way you say I must be..
I pay for your mistakes
Maybe someday you'll finally see
You don't show me real love
But why, I need to know
I thought I was your angel..
But i guess now you've let go;
You've erased me from your memory
In your mind you have no daughter;
I hope you know what you've done
My heart and soul you've slaughtered
Now my spirit's tired
i must now face defeat;
I refuse to take anymore
Of all your lies and deciet
Goodbye my dear Daddy
Now I fall apart
No matter how hard I fight
You'll forever have my heart
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Alexandria Loren Poem
As I'm looking in the mirror
I don't know the girl I see
I see someone who's tired
Of being what others want her to be
She doesn't know what she wants
Or even who she is
She's dazed and confused
So thats why she writes this
Her spirit is broken
Her eyes all outta tears
The only way to stop this
Is to finally face her fears
But how to go about this
Is where she sits confused
She doesn't know what's to gain
Or if she has anything to lose
"Trust no one" she repeats
But that's no way to live
Not for someone like her
Who has a heart full of love to give
People say shes touched them
And opened up their eyes
But she doesn't know who to trust
How to separate truth from the lies
She decides to take her chances
But now she's lost her soul
So there's nothing left to do
But sit and pay the toll...
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Alexandria Loren Poem
Searching for answers
Trying to find the light
I close my eyes
As a tear drop falls
And I pray with all my might
Praying to be happy
For the pain to go away
Hoping that I'll make it
To face just one more day
Searching within myself
To find the hidden me
To find the happy person
I know I deserve to be
Tired of deception
Tired of all these lies
Searching for who's guilty..
I look up to see my eyes
Warn down from the deceiving
Warn out from all the lying
All my dreams are shattered
It's me inside who's dying
Help me now,
For I am weak
My soul and spirit
I'm fighting to keep
I don't want to fall
I don't want to cry
Help me now
Before my soul dies
Searching..searching
I cannot find
The real me
Who's crying inside
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Alexandria Loren Poem
Confusion and pain
beat within my heart
Like breathing I cry tears,
Not knowing how to live
How to face my evil fears
Life's a sick game
Not sure what to do or say,
Empty with no directions
Untill 6ft. underground you'll lay.
Dreams are my release,
Happines my illusion
Along side it's mother love
Just another one of life's cruel illusions
The twisted lies of friendship
Trust replaced with pain
They leave you as loose your mind
It makes you wish they never came
Wondering..Waiting..
For the pain to go away
Nothing left to do
But to take it day by day..
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Alexandria Loren Poem
How do I convince you
My love for you runs deep;
It runs all through my body
Deep within my veins it seeps
Forever was our promise
We'd always be best friends;
But now you've took it back
So we sit here at our end
Our friendship was so perfect
Never-ever did we fight;
Something rare and special
Like my brother, we were tight
You were half my heart
My right hand man;
Together we faced the world
And fought with life's demands
Then, silent with no reason
You decided to leave my life,
To face my fears alone
Flooded with pain and strife
I miss your arms around me
And your silent words of comfort;
I know you don't want to hear this
But my heart still really hurts
My best friend has left me
All because we crossed the line;
I wish it never happened
Im convinced we'd still be fine
I wish you'd come back someday
And realize what we had;
It was special and one of a kind
That's why Im left so sad
Although you hurt me deeply
I'll move on with that aside
I wish you lots of love
Wherever you reside
Copyright © Alexandria Loren | Year Posted 2006
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