Searching

Searching for answers Trying to find the light I close my eyes As a tear drop falls And I pray with all my might Praying to be happy For the pain to go away Hoping that I'll make it To face just one more day Searching within myself To find the hidden me To find the happy person I know I deserve to be Tired of deception Tired of all these lies Searching for who's guilty.. I look up to see my eyes Warn down from the deceiving Warn out from all the lying All my dreams are shattered It's me inside who's dying Help me now, For I am weak My soul and spirit I'm fighting to keep I don't want to fall I don't want to cry Help me now Before my soul dies Searching..searching I cannot find The real me Who's crying inside