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Kia Coady Poem
When I’m with you love me and care
unconditionally
Don’t hurt, play, laugh at my feelings or take
advantage of me
When I cry you’ll cry because you’ll feel my pain
and anger
Don’t complicate things and not be there and act
like a total stranger
Be my friend, understand me, touch and tease
me
Say the words I want to hear like everyday saying,
the little things, these are the words that please me
Don’t rush and be my lover like we did in your dream
before
I’ve been broken by love and I need time to heal from being
treated like a score
YET I STILL ADORE…
The love I feel when someone makes me smile and
laugh
It’ll finally feel good to not sit up and cry not kiss
everyone’s a$$
All I ask is for you to hold my heart honestly in
the palm of your hand
Not asking for much only for you to be my friend and
understand
That I am human and I make mistakes and it
seems
That everything can’t be right all of the time because life
is a cold breeze by any means
So what I’m trying to say is that all I ask of my lover is for
them to hurt
because if they understand how I feel or felt maybe
the happiness for me will finally work
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I picture this being more than a friendship even
though we just met
Your conversation is so strong and seductive with
plenty of intellect
It appears your very mature with the words that come out of your
mouth
To find someone like you is what I’ve dreamed
about
I know I don’t know you and we only talked this one time
But I like you
It’s beginning to be scary, crazy, but yet exciteful
and delightful
Maybe one day you can send chills up my spine, better yet
make me smile
Wait; maybe you’ve done that from giving me you
piece of mind
The way you talk and your words sound
so sincere
And if I’m wrong say I’m wrong but I know you’ll always
be there
It’s a must that I know right now how you feel if there’s
anything
Because one day I would like you to be my
everything
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I look at the world's population, formation and the nation does not know how to
build a foundation because of temptation..
so i put in quotation from my own translation "LET ME AND MY GENERATION BE
FREE OF MIGRATION!"
Our reputations are sometimes destroyed by allegations, then that causes
aggrevation, and this leads to bifurcation, so the only thing left is the jail
association...
and that combination leads us again to segregation, with no classification, just
suffocation, and being kept from exhilaration...
Let us have a celebration as our ancestors give us motivation, information,
stimulation, and our jobs give us compensation...
so that we could no longer be in isolation, frustration, desperation, alienation,
consideration, or feeling like we're on a plantation...
No longer should we worry about segregation, cremation, hard medication,
relocation, termination, immigration, or hibernation...
We do have education, occupations, operations, reservations for that nice
restaraunt that jay-z owns or maybe b a guest at that new radio station...
I WANT TO BUILD A FOUNDATION...
But take in consideration that world's organazation may not truly evovle around
water conservation, water hydration, binary operation, legistration, legalization,
liberalization, or negotiation because this world's a lie...
the happiest moment in your life might be the moment you die
and peole ask why...
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My heart often wonders what's my deepest
fear
Yet, my deepest fear is not to die or even to lose
someone I loved throughout the years
Or even to lose everything I worked hard for because
someone took it way
Not even to go to hell just to hear and listen to what the devil has
to say! I MEAN I HEAR THAT EVERYDAY
M y deppest fear is not to have a disease that'll make me suffer
for life
Or even to get pregnant and lose my baby to a
fight
Nevertheless, I've endured pain throughout my whole life so
that's no where near my fear
SO WHAT'S MY DEEPEST FEAR?
My deepest fear is to meet GOD as he tells me what I did wrong throughout my
life, as he forgives me for every sin I committed, hold his hand, to talk to him
and finally understand the walk through the promise land
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I loved you… even at times when I couldn’t think about
loving myself
had thoughts about the worst, but the worst was love
itself
I mean… I did everything to make you happy and maybe
Everything to make you sad but I still loved you
I opened my heart and welcomed
you thru
You were… not the apple in my eye but the reason I was living
and is the reason I’m dying
and also the reason I was always crying, lying, denying,
and whining
BUT I STILL LOVED YOU
I don’t understand why I still love you I mean you
broke my heart
maybe the end started the beginning and the beginning never had
a start
Maybe the grass is greener on the other side of the mountain or
maybe there is none
Or maybe to you love is and will always
Be just for fun
SO WHY DO FOOLS FALL IN LOVE? BETTER YET WHY DOES LOVE FIND
FOOLS?
Because “ONLY A FOOL CAN DEDICATE THEMSELVES TO GIVE AWAY
THEIR HEART, SOUL, AND FEELINGS SO QUICKLY, YET EAGERLY, TO FIND A
LOVE THAT’S TRUE!”
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THAT DAY, I STAYED THERE FOR A WEEK ONLY TO FIND OUT
BAD NEWS...
SOME PART OF ME WAS DYIN AND I DONT KNOW WHY GOD CHOOSE ME AT
THAT TIME TO LOSE...
I WAS SCARED, SHAKING, ASKING WHY ME OF ALL PEOPLE BUT WHAT WAS I
TO DO...
I LOST EVERYTHING MY JOBS, MY SELF RESPECT, MY HAIR, AND I WAS
SCARED TO BE TRUE...
I USE TO CRY EVERY NIGHT, WAKE UP WITH TEARS IN MY EYES, I WAS DYING
FROM A SICKNESS BUT HAD NO ANSWER...
THAT DISEASE WHEN I CRIED SO MUCH WAS A FORM OF
CANCER...
CHEMO-THERAPY TREATMENTS, THROWING UP MY GUTS, QUESTIONING
GOD SO MUCH ON WHY HE SENDS TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS TO US...
I'VE NEVER EVER CRIED SO
MUCH...
WHAT WAS I TO DO? JUST LET DA DEVIL RULE WHAT WAS NOT HIS FOR HIS
JOY AND HAPPINESS...
I THEN REALIZED I BELONG TO GOD AND HE WAS DA ONLY ONE THAT
COULD HEAL ME AND IT HAPPEN...
I'VE OVERCOME SICKNESS BUT THERE'S NEVER BEEN A TIME I CRIED SO
MUCH...
AND MY TEARS WHERE WASHED AWAY AND I DID IT WITH MY
GOD'S HELP...
WHEN I CRIED, I CRIED TEARS OF SADNESS AND SORROW BECAUSE I
NEVER KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN TO ME...
AND WHEN I CRIED I TOOK MY HEART DOWN SO FAR
WITH ME....
SO WHEN U CRY MAKE SURE YOU ALWAYS KEEP THIS
IN MIND....
THAT THERE'S BIGGER THINGS TO CRY ABOUT BECAUSE I
ALMOST DIED...
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I use to wonder if you cared or loved me because we’ve been
through a lot and I’ve always asked God to show you I needed you more than
ever in that special spot
I use to ask God what it felt like to feel your kiss
on my cheek and I prayed to god that you and I would created a bond that way
you could have finally seen why you should’ve been loved me
I use to always want to feel what it was to be in and out
with you and now the time has come and I don’t want to live without
you
We go to dinner here and now, party and do whatever
but why did it take so long from the ages 10-20 I always felt
alone
And honestly I believe if I would have never got sick when I
was 21 you still probably wouldn’t of been there but I’m thanking
god for that lighting bolt he gave you with that broken crystal stair
Things are great now, I can’t get you away, have to call you everyday
and if I don’t you’ll have a fit I truly believed god planned
this
Thanks for now being there and showing me your love
nevertheless, God knows what to do in order to get people to see
what’s their best
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I open my eyes to see a life so unclear and untrue but
I still don’t quiet understand
because when my eyes are closed I’m in a fantasy and I see life
so clearly, but yet planned
I dream a dream of white roses as they lay on my bed
scented for my desire
but the reality is their thorns waiting to kill
on me like fire
I close my eyes to understand life and to see my heart smile
and safe
Coming back in reality my heart is ripped out of me as it
lies and shakes
My eyes are always closed because I’m scared to wake up to
my own sins
I see in reality a good loving person, always has to lose
more to end up to win
I want my eyes shut because every things so clearer that way, no tears that way,
fears that way, everyone will love me this way, I have no troubles that way
and it seems this way, I’m happy this way and the rest
of my dasy
My reality is… death
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You’re such a great person but I accuse you of everything when
you do your best to please me
You’re the perfect person and in return I give you a million reasons
to leave me
But you don’t, you stay right by my side through all the good
times and bad
Even when I’m sad you give me the perfect reason to be
glad
I had the chance to let go pains but I couldn’t let you
in
I couldn’t give you my heart, I just couldn’t let you
win
I couldn’t love someone who loves me I had to endure
pain
I didn’t want anyone to be there to hold me tight like
you did in the rain
I couldn’t kiss you passionately because I had no feelings
for someone as perfect as you
I couldn’t let my heart be at ease because I’d probably hurt
a person as perfect as you
I did hurt you by pushing you so very far away and today
I wish you could hear my cry every-time I said your name
Now your gone and how I wish you would come back and
forgive me
I’ve matured over the years, got hurt again and I’m tired of
the same scene
I want to relive those helpless nights you held me in your
arms and said “IT’S OK!”
I want you to hold me tight in the sun shine and on my cloudy
days
Please! Come back to me love I’m begging you to
listen
Loud and clear the “chance to let go pains” was there but I was death
and the only thing I heard was a whisper
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It lives deep down in my soul, my heart, makes my body shiver and drives me
insane....
and the real reason it lives in me because it understands
my past pains...
I go crazy when I hear it, cry because I can feel it and
it neglects me from every negative or positive thing
it keeps me silent and aware of everything and hides me away from
the rain...
It keeps me warm in the winter and it helps my heart beat full
of life...
it cools me in the summer time and waters me like a flower with a ray
of sun light...
It picks me up when I am so far down, it observes
my surroundings and it excites me when I'm sad...
it takes me to another place, remembers that I mean something
and take my bad days and turn them into yesterdays …
Poetry is my earth, wind, and fire, my desire, my love song, my lullaby
My winter, summer, spring and fall…
Poetry lives in me that’s why I give it my best and my
all…
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