Deep

I loved you… even at times when I couldn’t think about loving myself had thoughts about the worst, but the worst was love itself I mean… I did everything to make you happy and maybe Everything to make you sad but I still loved you I opened my heart and welcomed you thru You were… not the apple in my eye but the reason I was living and is the reason I’m dying and also the reason I was always crying, lying, denying, and whining BUT I STILL LOVED YOU I don’t understand why I still love you I mean you broke my heart maybe the end started the beginning and the beginning never had a start Maybe the grass is greener on the other side of the mountain or maybe there is none Or maybe to you love is and will always Be just for fun SO WHY DO FOOLS FALL IN LOVE? BETTER YET WHY DOES LOVE FIND FOOLS? Because “ONLY A FOOL CAN DEDICATE THEMSELVES TO GIVE AWAY THEIR HEART, SOUL, AND FEELINGS SO QUICKLY, YET EAGERLY, TO FIND A LOVE THAT’S TRUE!”