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Mariann Fenske Poem
The day grew dark, the sun had set
twightlight & silence we have met,
as i gaze at the midnight sky
i start to wonder, "if god exists why does it hide?"
your bitch ass god is no god of mine!
looking left then to the right
There is no blasted god in sight.
To he who prays, you're such fools
there must be something really wrong with you
like a joke not so funny but try to laugh
& try defend it though you cant
all such prayer remains unanwered
such a god is a bastard.
There's no such thing as 1 true master
i fall over in hysterical laughter
what a retarded thing to believe
shot down for all to see
in what kingdom is he king
i cannot be so stupid as to believe
its only for some, only for the mentally weak.
Copyright © Mariann Fenske | Year Posted 2015
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I am in a daze
Yet not dismayed
I have hopes & I have dreams
but a reality; they can't be
I have feelings but noone knows
They think my heart is frozen cold
He allows you to fall in love then he leaves
all that matters that he is free,
I still think and reminise
I close my eyes & remember his kiss
I smell him still & the way he gazed into my eyes
I guess his feelings changed and mine only denied
He left me the most precious thing
Before he left, he inplanted a seed
Inside my body a part of him stayed
but he left before he could see the beauty together that we made
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Brimstone & fire
for the liar.
The false accuser
the abuser
Words written & carved in stone
u will die alone perversion consumed
your mind entombed.
Wrong you are with your judgements
& because of this i suffer unfair punishment?Will u ever grow u,p? or do u like being an infant?
Blind 2 ur own mental illness!
Step outside urself if only just this once
rid ur mind of sex & lust
your soul created in hell
a heart too frozen to ever melt.
I guess u'll remain living in your sad ignorant bliss
One thing i truely wish
Is that you would of been honest about yourself
years of mine life & time wasted now
Like my gum you chewed me up & spit me out
Copyright © Mariann Fenske | Year Posted 2014
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Mistakes occur, last of our days
different beliefs in individual ways,
to come forward & speak your mind
is not accepted by the human kind,
Being slayed because of what one sees
being descriminated for what one believes,
Is there freedon? Tell me where
numbness conquers, no one cares.
Uncontrollable urge to fade away
but something here makes you stay,
Being restrained against your will
anguish robs you,pain,disgust,fear is what you feel
Unnecessary weapons forced upon you,
noone around to tell you what to do
Alone again, did u think
that after today all that you were would be exstinct?
How does it feel to walk this path
knowing that today will be your last?
This is an example of what is to come
when time is lost and the worst has begun
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Mariann Fenske Poem
By Mariann Martinez
Cry if u need, go ahead yell n scream
be angry, be madbut u must understand...
If the choice waus mine
id be here with u for all time
i'd never leave u
'never' is still to soon
U changed my life
u made it right
u changed my moods
from bad to good
Always something to smile at
the things u did just to make me laugh
i will keep all those memories w/me
now and throughout eternity
so dont stay sad
try getting over being mad
i will remain in ur hearts
so we'll really never be apart
I LOVE YOU more then u could know
but u must say goodbye, U've gotta let me go
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With a straight n vicious thrust
i leap forward n take the plunge,
your throat standing bare
n ill slice it open, whats fair is fair.
Cruel & unusual punishment
i didn't deserve it.
My life torn apart
A hole in the place where my heart used to be.
I no longer smile, i only cry
only pain driven all the time,
no goodness can one see
within , around , nor close to me.
I feed on vengeance get strength n feed on my hate
cant ignore the demise written on my face,,
for thats whats left for all its worth
my heart once broken but an eternity it hurts.
you convince yourself of honesty n graxe
the truth is you are one of satans slaves
for jesus condems
all that i am
n so for all this hate
you are to blame,
accept it or dont, either way
i curse ur soul 2 hell, 2 burn everyday
watching ur flesh melting off,
as u are here for as long as im lost.
mirroring the saddness uve sentenced me to
now i am forsaken n given permision to torture & crusify you!
8-5-15
mariann fenske
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Vengeance glares from my eyes
visioned thoughts of tour demise
Makes my eyes tear with laughter I am ur disaster
Wicked dark morbid sinning images
consume my mind and all thats in it.
I am truely happy when doing my best
working my magick, screwing with your head
mind raping you till your lost and scared
crying and tormented, i do not care.
I awake in the morning I fall asleep at nite
with a smile on my face
cuz i know im taking your life
taking with it, in my hands
and with a suffocating crush your life fades away
your existence was nothing much
So behold and beware of my power and my wicked stare
that if u decide to cross my path
behold...u will meet, one hell of a wrath
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He comes with denial
and all the while
with a crooked smile,
worthless disgusting & vile.
tired of not getting to cut on his face
as to mark him as shamed and a digrace
and shortly after, id get out with such haste
for i have come to agree i dont belong in this place.
Birds of the same feather
always fly n flock together
I do not fit in with the others
I am not selfish, atrocious or a liar.
I am pretty sickened for being a fool
now theres 1 more piece of crap floating in this cesspool
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Faith is something i never had but my hopes were high
Laughter i befriended now i know only cries.
A victim i have fallen, lost in my subconcience
Learning lies, liking hate, losing my emotion.
I have a heart, but does it feel
do i pretend to know what is real?
Do i believe obvious lies
so that noone can see the truth inside?
I stare into a mirror, but i don't recognize
the image staring back, those empty eyes,
who is it looking back at me?
have i lost myself and all that i believe?
A reflection, i kind of despise
a saddness that never dies
Some days i wish i wasn't breathing
i envy the nights i am wissfully dreaming
I seem so happy when i am asleep
Awake and tolerating the day, my reality must change this grief
Copyright © Mariann Fenske | Year Posted 2015
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