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Cuayani Carr Poem
Once upon a time I was in love with him beyond any balance of the imagination
that you could ever imagine or even read in the story. My heart was so content it
was full of the passion for love . My heart pumped ambition through the veins in
my body and I did everything everything any good woman could to ensure that
the temporary happiness and content would last forever.
I gave all of me everything all I had all the time relentlessly never taken
anything back. To the point and times I love him more than I love myself even
though there was many days moments minutes that I know he didn't deserve it
but I wanted to be loved so that I refuse to let go I just clutch on to the thought
that the will of the fact knowing that someone loves you so much that you
couldn't help but love him back.
I'm never gave or ask for anything that would ever comprise the human body.
Or even anything that that I wasn't willing to give or bear upon myself! But now
I'm lost and lonely my heart has been abused tattered Shattered and broken I'll
because I chose myself to love someone that was incapable of loving their self or
me enough because of their own insecurities.
My personal feelings should never ever have to be compromise or put on hold
or never taking into consideration ! I should never have more bad days then
good one especially with someone that you want to love forever why should
Fight to prove that I love you or that I'm still in love especially if you fighting a
battle within yourself where you wake up every morning I hate the man you
are?
Your Falsified the attempts of loyalty are extremely embarrassing and they
coming really at high-cost. Always worried about how other people think of how
I should run my house but you never paint accurate picture because if you did
to see how sorry are. Even as an artist you cant take a canvas and paint a
picture because you're too busy trying to find you.
Everyday my life is a struggle because I try to take the broken little boy and
create a man. And unfortunately in this battle that you seem to think is a
relationship I was injured because I gave more than you ever could so as wipe
continuous tears off my cheek Not not because I finally mustered up the courage
to pack my bags and walk away but the fact that I can never get all the time and
relentless hours that I put in to this into the bottomless pit called you.
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Cuayani Carr Poem
I feel the warm of the sun shine as it kisses my skin with every ray that fall on
me from the fluffy clouds of happiness. Although my instant warm of sun shine
has a name that I dare not say because I might lose it and blow away. He is a
drug that sending me turning and spinning to physical and mental state ecstasy.
He shines so bright I fight not to break down and fall apart. He smiles send
me bubbling over with excitement and the ambition to please. I want to scream
O daddy take me as I resist the need to fall to my knees. O Mr. sun shine why
must you make me feel this way your smile take me to a special place leaving
me yearning for taste.
I stare across the room at your face I admire your masculinity from the top of
his head to the tip of your toes. Please Mr. Sun shine don’t ever let go. Your
eyes wheel me in with every flutter or even a glance my way. I feel Like a lost
puppy begging you to stay I can’t handle you looking or even walking away.
Your eye are like small round dark brown islands of paradise that ignites all
these feelings of pleasure like fireworks that soon send my body on
astonishing passionate overload yearning for more.
The thickness of his lips as tongue slides across the ribbons of temptations
racing thoughts began to rage with in me like festering pit of desire. I’m weak
Mr. Sun shine I want you to be mine all the time. Let me kiss those plump
twins of inclination until they are engorge with desire then I nibble not missing
a spot until feel like you’re going to explode then I’ll stop leaving you yearn for
more.
I’ll use your body like a empty canvas let me be the artist and my tongue be
my paint brush Mr. sun shine. Ill paints every detail with continuous passionate
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The room is dark and empty as I lay with my mind racing with thoughts that I
can’t control or even attempt to contain to the point I feel my heart filled with
fear. My eyes swell with tears of utter frustration and deep regret as the tears
burns while cutting in to my cheek escaping to my soaked pillow.
The pressure seems to only increase with every shallow breath that I take. I
feel as if the pain has put its hands around my body and began to squeeze and
refuse to let go the more I cry out the tighter you squeeze. I’m trapped in this
dark tunnel with tons of sorrow and emptiness all alone while the life is being
sucked from me with every breath I take.
I clinch on to anything right before I black out from the intense battle I soon
lose to something much bigger than me. Defeated and beat up and sobbing
uncontrollably I gasp for air crawling to the spot of light in the pitch black well
of misery.
With every bit of me I pull my lifeless body filled with nothing more but pain
and bitterness with shooting thoughts of all my past bad choices stabbing me
continuously so I just lay there hoping it will dissolve although it only
intensifies with opaqueness of the open space.
Why do I feel like I’m fighting a battle that I Destin to lose No matter how
much I cry. How does your mind turn on you and your not even sure why. Why
take what little sunshine I have left and replace it with despair and leave me
with the only emotions that will break anyone you leave me no other escape.
I began to brake then I soon shatter in to nothing sweating and shaking No
voice to scream, moan or whisper. My eye filled with emptiness, my heart filled
with flames with to the point of combustion, leaving a scorched massive hole in
my chest. I’m officially empty and I have nothing left to take of give I’m broken
beyond any repair how did my mind ever drift off and take me there.
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The twins are all combined into one individual that fight a constant battle to play
to come out to fill with emotions that neither one could truly explain.
Friendly or very unkind will never know which one will come
One is loving friendly and very kind she could be your best friend and she'll give
you the shirt off her back when the lights go out she can be all that you have a
desire and dream you better be careful because she can turn very mean
The other side can be mean heartless bitter empty and bottomless she can lash
her tongue is vicious as a whip. Never forgetting what you done she will hold
you to it until it's done. Never mastering the art biting her tongue she's going to
give it to you every time. The look in her eyes the dismay on her face this twin
better be careful she has no problem dragging you into the dark place.
Very loyal person and easy to love but will not allow to be taken advantage of.
Evil bitter and very spiteful when she wants to be so be careful those twin are
very charming and sexy.
Gemini mastered battling good and evil till the end but don't estimate them
anyone that's loyal makes a great friend.
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