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Tonya Young Poem
Stranded in the moonlight
In the middle of the pouring rain
You left my side so peacefully
As I tried to call your name
Getting wetter by the second
And colder by the minute
You left the past behind you
While I was standing in it
You never took one glance back
And never said good-bye
You just turned and walked away
As tears fell from my eyes
You said you could not trust me
Nor could you believe
That every word I told you
Was another part of me
You walked away for the last time
And my world shattered apart
For I knew that you have forgotten me
Though you lived within my heart
Now the night is growing darker
And the pain will never fade
As I am stranded in the moonlight
In the middle of the pouring rain.
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Always dreamed of a white picket fence
But in time you'll see
Not everything you want in life
Comes very easily
Growing from child to teen
You think you'll always find
The one you'll love forever
The one who looked so kind
Then after years of searching
When you expect it the very least
Someone will come along
And sweep you off your feet
When you find your one true love
Don't let it fall apart
Never hide what you're feeling
Deep within your heart
You never know if tomorrow
Will bring an unexpected change
Do not take love lightly
Don't let it slip away.
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I hoped to one day love again
But today I am not sure about me,
I thought of myself as lucky to reach twenty-one
Yet I am not sure about twenty-three
If I will never marry or have kids
What else is there to live for?
In the end you lose all you had, standing alone
Was it all worth fighting for?
I had dreams just like you
About a house with a picket fence,
But all my dreams are fading fast
And it’s not all present tense
I sit at home and cry at night
After you have gone to work,
Asking myself if you are happy
Because sometimes you look hurt
You sometimes say you never wanted
Anyone else in your life,
So I take a step away
No chance to be a wife
I do not want you to go through it again
Cause you have seen it once before,
Now all I can ask is one question
Do you want me out the door?
Whatever it takes for you to be happy
I am willing to do,
So now that I have said my peace
I’m leaving the choice to you.
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As the sun shall set another days at end
And the moon shall rise knowing we'll always be friends,
I sit and listen to silence from the night
When everything sleeps until daylight
The moon is shining with stars aside
The dark night covers with clouds and hides,
The night is so patient with its calmness stare
In the morning the sun shall be up there
The moon has left, the stars went too
The sun came up and there was you,
You come to my side at the break of each day
You come to see me and what do you say?
The first words I hear are good morning, dear friend
This day has brought another night to an end,
Remember as you lay in bed tonight
The sun goes down and brings moonlight
Remember another day comes soon
When the sun leaves our friendship up to the moon
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When you look back there will be nothing there
No footprints where you just walked
There will be no light in the world you knew
For all the candles have melted away
The people you thought were your friends
Don’t remember who you are
The home you never wanted to return to
Is just a pile of firewood now
The family you thought you knew
Has packed up and left this town
There is not a school there anymore
And no children on the playground
The life you thought you knew
Never really existed
And the memories you once had
Will just fade away and be forgotten
This town that you once lived in
Fell to pieces when you went away
My life will never be the same
Because here I no longer have a home
My life has changed since you have left
And there is nothing here anymore
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I tried to change my life, so I fit in
But still I am another outcast in the crowd
I wanted to be liked and just to have friends
But I was only another face in the picture
I have been through all the rough times
That you probably never knew of
And I took my life down the road less traveled
So black, damp, and cold with a candle to light my way
I have lacked the self-esteem and never had the confidence
And the diet pills never seemed to change the way I felt
I tried to change my appearance so I could fit in
But I still sat in the corner
So shut away from the world, I am not me anymore
I once tried to be like you but I cannot do that to myself anymore
For the pieces lay everywhere like shattered glass
That no one can pick up and piece back together
I am sorry I have done this to myself
And I want to say that I never told you because you would disapprove
The only advice that I can give is the words I barely heard:
“Please, Just Be Who You Are”
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There are some days
I don’t want to see,
The person in the mirror
Starring back at me
Society has messed
With all of our heads,
Females have surgery
Until they are dead
It’s very frustrating
When people don’t find,
A smile on my face
A smile that’s mine
“My face is not pretty
My nose is too big,
I’ve had five surgeries
Just barely a kid”
“My legs are too fat
My stomach too thin,
Go in for more surgery
I just can’t win”
Airbrush my body
To hide all my flaws,
I sit by the phone
But no one calls
Watching t.v.
They all look the same
They say it’s society
Who is to blame
A huge change in 30 years
The world has seen
Individuality?
What does that mean?
Copyright © Tonya Young | Year Posted 2007
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Always dreamed of a white picket fence
But in time you'll see
Not everything you want in life
Comes very easily
Growing from child to teen
You think you'll always find
The one you'll love forever
The one who looked so kind
Then after years of searching
When you expect it the very least
Someone will come along
And sweep you off your feet
When you find your one true love
Don't let it fall apart
Never hide what you're feeling
Deep within your heart
You never know if tomorrow
Will bring an unexpected change
Do not take love lightly
Don't let it slip away.
Copyright © Tonya Young | Year Posted 2006
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Every morning I look into the mirror
I see myself afraid to step nearer
I face myself each day with sorrow
How will I face myself tomorrow?
I face many people every day
Do they see me in the same way?
On the outside I feel ugly, lonely, and torn
On the inside I feel loved, wanted and warm
Ever have the feeling you’re wearing a mask?
Ever wanted to know, but afraid to ask?
The feeling is scary and should never come to mind
The feeling is terrifying to many of our kind
The mask on your face no one can ever remove
The mask that we see is a reflection of you
On the outside it may be hard for you to see
Until you look down under to the real true me
Each time you look at this face of mine
You’ll see the same thing every time
If you look at me then sit and wonder
You never took the time to look down under
I am afraid to show you what my mask will hold
It’s a better story if remained untold
When I see what I don’t want to see
I take the time to see the real true me.
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