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Selena Hernandez Poem
Love me
I beg for love with every encounter
just for a touch or a nibble
to feel a warm chest against mine
I want to feel the love of a man
a man who possesses a heart of pure gold
I yearn to feel hands on my hips
and a tongue entwined with mine
such temptations shouldn't take over my youthful mind
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A slash here
A slash there
The blood keeps dripping
As my heart continues ripping
Look at my wrists and tell me what you see
Do you see weakness or do you see me
Look at the stains seeping through
Make sure you pay attention to the story too
They show all my struggle and pain
Torn between being sane and insane
Some would think I have it great
But its just me that I hate
It's not even just me I despise
It's the addict in disguise
Most days I wish I was dead
Look at all the blood and tears I shed
I'm not living anymore
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How can one person make you feel on top of the world
Making me feel more alive with every kiss
He dug me out of my hole of sorrow
Now driving me down the road of internal bliss
He makes me feel so alive
by making all my dreams reality
I'm floating on cloud 9
he saved me from the world of brutality
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Selena Hernandez Poem
Fire Burning
Beginning with a spark to the heart
light arraying through my body
A head to toe adventure I relish
The spark grows with every glance
his soft blue eyes begging to be loved
My heart is swelling with lust and infatuation
A craving so eager and unbearable to hold inside
These flames through my body refuse to be tamed
I have no one to help me extinguish this wildfire
I'm burning...
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Why me?
Every single day is a genuine battle
constantly feeling like I'm what's wrong with society
I know I'm a savage, but not ignorant
How do I change without support?
I'm an addict, I'll shamefully admit
I long for the day the shame will help me change
The beastly scars engraved into my wrists show the pain I feel inside
But it just pushes me to pursue an escape
I know it only masks the problem until the regret kicks in again
A cycle that seems impossible to break...
I'm not as strong as I hold myself to be..
They say fake it til' you make it
I need help.. You were to think a suicidal attempt was mighty enough of a plead
Maybe I'm not as important as everyone keeps telling me..
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Valentine's day means nothing if he's not mine
It crushes me I can't cross this line
Although my hopes and spirits are still high in the sky
It kills me all I can say to him today is "hi"
I put on some red lipstick and did my hair
But I know when I See him, my heart will tear
I will pretend it's just any other holiday
For my feelings today are far from gay
Seeing all the girls with sparkles in their eyes
While all hope in my heart begins to die
I know it won't be like this forever
But just for today, I wanted us to be together
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Most days I am alone
but every day I am surrounded by faces
Some stop and say hello or ask about my day
But why ask if you don't care?
Sometimes I will meet a man
Who makes me the apple of his eye
He would fill my heart with ecstasy
Then he will find my flaw, and away he goes
I try to talk and laugh along with a crowd
Only to get ignored
The pain of rejection has been my roughest
I often feel neglected and abandoned
I have somewhat gotten used to this
but I will always strive to make things different
I often wonder what it's like to have friends
I wonder what it's like to feel wanted..
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Who is society to say two men can't seal their love with marriage
Why can't they let two people be happy
They're human beings with beating hearts
Someone tell me why...
Who is society to say a woman can't get an abortion
If a woman knows she can't love and support a child
Why should anyone argue with that
Someone tell me why...
Who is society to say marijuana is bad
Show me the research that says it can take a life
Marijuana helps thousands of people every day
Someone tell me why...
But it's okay for two women to make out, it's sexy!
But it's okay to dump a child off at someone's front door, way safer than abortion
But it's okay to sell cigarettes, it's never killed anyone
**** SOCIETY
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A razor to the wrist
A knife in my back
A hole in my heart
No going back
A shot of whiskey
A pop of the pills
A foggy future
Going over these rocky hills
A confused mother
A hurt father
A sex addict daughter
Too complicated to bother
A choice from God
A second chance
A suicide attempt
It almost worked...
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Giving up is so easy, so natural to me
No one else cares so why should I...
I don't have the strength in me to battle
things have gone back to how they were before..
I figured everyone would come to the realization I need serious help
Not just a stay at a hospital for a few days and nights
She promised a vigorous amount of therapy
To mend a mood disorder and addiction I can never come to mends with
I've had a plethora of thoughts of making bad decisions
Most of them I made reality
I wish I could say after my suicidal attempt I've done better
I wish I could say I will never do it again..
I wish I could say I won't give up.. but I know I wouldn't mean it
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