Every single day is a genuine battle
constantly feeling like I'm what's wrong with society
I know I'm a savage, but not ignorant
How do I change without support?
I'm an addict, I'll shamefully admit
I long for the day the shame will help me change
The beastly scars engraved into my wrists show the pain I feel inside
But it just pushes me to pursue an escape
I know it only masks the problem until the regret kicks in again
A cycle that seems impossible to break...
I'm not as strong as I hold myself to be..
They say fake it til' you make it
I need help.. You were to think a suicidal attempt was mighty enough of a plead
Maybe I'm not as important as everyone keeps telling me..
Copyright © Selena Hernandez | Year Posted 2014