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Aphiwe Sikobi Poem
What if I took another turn
Walked up straight and never
turn
What if I closed my ears that
everytime you yell it echoes
back in your head
What if my heart was made of
steel That when its broken it
never bend
and stand still
What if this wasn't real
The feeling, and emotion
The action and drama all a
fiction
What if I lied to my own self
This doesn't make any sense
Because what's done is reality
All I just wish for is clarity
Some closure to hide this
sorrow
Since every day its getting
narrow
Copyright © Aphiwe Sikobi | Year Posted 2013
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Aphiwe Sikobi Poem
He doesn't love you if...
He treats you like a sheep
Puts poison infront of you to drink
Shoves you against the wall while you weep
He looks you with lion fueled eyes
Smack your beautful face sore-dry
Tells he loves you when he lies
Punch your stomach with a fist force,
that you'd puke out yesterdays food
He shouts and pin poke ur forehead
Compress while that sad tear is shed
He doesn't stop not even when you beg him to
His anger has led him into a gangsters room
Tomorrow he is so remorseful,brushes ur hair and kisses you gently
telling you how pathetic and a jerk he is
Wrapping you all around him to soften up the shame
As much as the touch arouse and heat the system in the love-cave
Don't give in, its deception
He will make love to you with intentions of making you forget
When the storm comes again he will dig you a whole and bury your remains
Like a dust in the surface you will no longer have a soul
He will squash your inner being and leave you a corpse
A part of you will forever be lost, because you allowed yourself to be a victim of abuse in the name of love
I understand maybe you are scared of loneliness and rejection
You value the time you have invested
But it is not going to end
Until you pack and never return
Maybe u fear nobody will ever love you again but trust me its not true
You are unique,beautful and a special woman, you deserve the best
The right love will find you again
And it won't leave you with scars and bruises in your beautful body
Never settle for less than your worth!
Copyright © Aphiwe Sikobi | Year Posted 2016
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Aphiwe Sikobi Poem
Every soldier needs a gun and a bullet proof
This is not a battle, but baby i need a hiding-head roof
a gun, for power and ability to give out affection
Bullet proof, for heartbreak control and soul protection
a soldier like me must be armed with flexible minds
Strong enough to defeat the changing times
Today you are beautiful and loved
Tomorrow who knows you would be pretty and naive
every soldier needs a gun and a bullet proof
A gun, to make a voice when you cannot be heard
Bullet proof to accept response that is said
Baby im not forcing things, I'm being prepared
Who knows what's next,I can't be chained, i'm scared
Copyright © Aphiwe Sikobi | Year Posted 2016
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Aphiwe Sikobi Poem
I'm riding into a sinking boat
Into this sea its so deep, I
drown
For these scars in me, I've
fought
Struggled so today you see this
crown
I'm laying underneath your
shadow
That when you move I'm
stucked within
Your compassion for me is
narrow
Excrutiating so hard to fit in
This feeling is a burden for the
soul
Yet music out loud in my ears
Loving you became a goal
A bridge, still I cross wth these
fears
Within this wounded heart you
are loved
Though these marks can't be
removed
Copyright © Aphiwe Sikobi | Year Posted 2013
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Aphiwe Sikobi Poem
You are just a girl..oh wait.... A mother!!!
with ceasing dreams
ematiated talent
fading destiny
repeated history
yet you never learn.....
You are just a girl...oh wait.....a mother!!!
almost forgotten responsibilities
of growing up with undefeated needs
binded in chains of uncertanities
lost in the ground where you would flash insecurities
You were just a girl
planted fatal seeds
shattered dreams
played wrecklessly
you are fumbling with no direction
outreached the stage of progress due to age
you are still in the foundation phase
why woman won’t you learn? why can’t you adapt?
You are just immarture but yet and adult
selfish and selfless
with hands and fingers you can not utilise on
consecutive erros you don’t acknowledge
wasted time you can never replace
I feel sorry for you mate ,
but thers still hope in regrets,
to fix the mistakes
Copyright © Aphiwe Sikobi | Year Posted 2016
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Aphiwe Sikobi Poem
My power point I lost
My ink to the roots of reality's
closed
My stick to walk when the edges
of my ankle sores
Sinking slowly in boat I've
watched
My inner builder just a one
faulty step it fell
Like winter tree leaves it blew
away
As there were no foundation it
never stood
Died like little rats poisoned in
food
My power point I lost
In the heart it ache so bad I
weep
With tears in my pillow can't
sleep
So much of what I don't need
Planted in my path with a strong
seed
Developing no matter how I try
cut the ties
Copyright © Aphiwe Sikobi | Year Posted 2013
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Aphiwe Sikobi Poem
I love you, but...
I love u but there shouldnt be any BUTS
I love u but, its this lost dignity to love that drives me NUTS
I love you but, there should be no DOUBTS
For love know no bounderies, should be dancing like friday NIGHTS
I love you but
Love alone is not efficient there'll always be misunderstanding and FIGHTS
I love you but, complete and leave no space for DOUBTS
Erase and limit all chances for those BUTS :)
And i will love you still, but this time differently
Copyright © Aphiwe Sikobi | Year Posted 2016
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Aphiwe Sikobi Poem
Losing my brains
Because of love I'm insane
Thoughts of him remain in the
head
How on earth do i live again
How do I get it in my head his
not the same
Fantasizing has just became a
pain
Torture that's is so heavy to
maintain
In finding his sight I lost my
touch
So much now doesn't feel right
Maybe it was all in the head
The perfect picture I've drawn
to everlast
It's painting so bright convinced
me so fast
So ignorant and dump I got
doomed loving a soul that is far
to be zoomed
Copyright © Aphiwe Sikobi | Year Posted 2013
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Its sweet and tricky cushioned with compassion
Faded with dense affection
You sleep in a massage
compressed with love
His touch is smooth you swear you are inlove, and its nice
Little do you know
The touch can turn to ice
Freezing as snow
A Touch so dry and warm at the same time
Its like a test of a season you mostly
Like
To stay throbbing in ice and cold
Or dance in the sun and be bold
Its your choice at the end you know?
To choose the touch you want to feel and know
Be it the one that makes you cry in closet
When its dark
Or the one that makes you feel closest
To finishing an ark
The one which will provide you safety to bounce
Let it be the one that makes you see stars during a random boring night
His touch should be relief to the constant pain of life
Not addition to the carved scars
Of an intended knife
Copyright © Aphiwe Sikobi | Year Posted 2016
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Aphiwe Sikobi Poem
I have spent 1460 days chasing you
When u play that hide and seek game, I start to panic as you forget I'm turning grey
You told me before
The desires we have contradict
And I chose to ignore
The seeds I needed for defeat
Now I'm here once again
Introducing myself like im insane
As you already know my name
Is it bound that things will be the same?
Is it wrong that I long to finally touch you by my rough and swollen hands ?
That have been twisted that every time I'm an inch close my mind bends
Is it because you have a class or standard that i dont meet
The mere fact that you are too difficult to greet
Or I am too damaged to even be considered and fixed
I'm talking to you Destiny
Are you even listening?if so.....
How long does one have to run and finish the race?
I'm tired of running I really need to see your face
Copyright © Aphiwe Sikobi | Year Posted 2016
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