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Breanna Curry Poem
Nothing is turning out like I wanted it to.
Everything is now black and blue.
Wrist cut up with a sharp blade.
Blood rushing out like it's being made.
Thoughts of death running through my mind.
Nothing is clear to me, I am blind.
What's going on?
Scissors are suddenly being drawn.
My end is near.
I can see it start to appear.
What you thought were funny jokes.
Made me want to choke.
Prank calls, blocked messages, statuses all calling me names.
You all have caused me so much pain.
Whore, slut, *****, cow, fat, ugly reappearing in my head.
I don't know what to do anymore but lay in my bed.
Who am I supposed to turn to?
I have no one but you.
I dream at nights about not being here anymore.
I don't think I'm a whore.
I have a plan now.
Explain it to me now.
I've got a gun.
It's all been done.
I'm leaving now.
Goodbye everyone, Goodbye forever.
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Breanna Curry Poem
Telling people we were never friends.
That our whole friendship was a lie.
No need to lie anymore cause this is where it ends.
I don't need someone who starts rumors about me.
And I'm done with all your crap.
You didn't know how I felt.
But I guess now you do so open your eyes and tell me what you see.
Stop telling people it's my fault you got caught.
Cause it's not right making assumptions about things or people.
Maybe if you think about it this is just a lesson that God thinks you need
to be taught.
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Breanna Curry Poem
Tears may fall, but I won't cry.
You can ask, but I won't say why.
And although it hurts, I won't let it show.
I still want you so, but no one will know.
I may think of you, but not say your name.
Even though I'm so lonely, to you it's all the same.
I will miss you so much, but you won't know at all.
And I'll write down the words, but not say them aloud.
There's so much inside me, but I'll never try.
My heart is broken, but I can't say goodbye...
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Breanna Curry Poem
How do I say sorry?
You have kept secrets from me before!
I don't have anything to say fit now.
Everything has just happened so fast.
I don't show emotions because tears show weakness and I'm not weak.
Happiness well that's out of the equation.
And anger I'm just good at keeping that inside cause if I do show it I will
be in more trouble.
I can't say anything because well if I open my mouth all that will come
out are things that are better unsaid.
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Breanna Curry Poem
You need to stop and think,
Cutting and death will make you sink.
If I lose you,
I don't know what I would do.
You're too smart to listen to them,
Keep doing this and you might disappoint him.
What's going on in your mind,
You are so very kind.
I almost lost you last night,
It gave me such a fright.
I love you boo,
Just remember you are beautiful and amazing too!
If you need to leave than get up and walk,
Instead of pain taking over use you voice cause I will always be here for
you if you want to talk.
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Breanna Curry Poem
The day has gone the night has come.
The moon is shinning bright in the cool of the night.
You are on my mind while I'm thinking why?
You aren't my type but how do I say goodbye?
As I lay in my bed with my face turning red,
I try to clear my mind but I could never leave you behind.
My dear is what you call me, not beautiful, love nor baby.
Honey you are no good when you don't even act like a real man should.
I try to say bye but instead I just cry.
You hold me in your arms and ask me what's wrong.
I shrug and say nothing even though it's definitely something.
He says he already knows, great someone told.
You ask me if it's true, I now feel blue.
I don't know what to say I have been thinking about this since last May.
Dear you are mine please rethink this for me in your mind.
I can see you're getting mad. Am I really that bad?
Running away saying good bye as he says he is sorry but it's all just a lie.
I had made my own choice and didn't listen to anyone else's voice.
I did what I feel is right as my face turns bright white.
Here you come asking me what you have done wrong.
I tell you I love you and then you say it to.
I smile and smile and great sensation I haven't felt in awhile!
I ask if I'm yours again but you tell me we never met the end.
We are the perfect match as we are always attached.
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Breanna Curry Poem
It's difficult for me to remember my past.
From my very first memory to my last.
I have put my friends, family and myself through so much.
No longer am I able to feel God's touch.
The scars are here forever.
I obviously wasn't very clever.
Overdosing, suicide and cutting.
The doors that were open to me are now shutting.
I have almost ended my life a lot.
But before I could I got caught.
No longer will I try.
I just wish to die.
I say that all the time.
Everyone complains saying these are crimes.
I have been through quite a bit,
as the cigarette is being lit.
When will my pain go away?
Not until my body is in the coffin where it shall lay.
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No more pain. No more tears. No more worrying. No more heartache. No
more heartbreaks. No more us. I love you. You say you love me too. But
who knows if you mean it? Why do I keep coming back to you? What
would happen if tomorrow you woke up and I was gone? What would you
do when I am no longer here? No one cares. I have no one. I am alone.
Who would care if I was gone? I feel worthless to this world right now. No
point at all.
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