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Andrea Cager Poem
When I was a baby you gave us away.
My 4 sisters & 4 brothers that I never knew I had.
What's more important your kids or the drugs living with AIDS, it makes u weak in & out the hospital at night u can't sleep. So why keep drinking & smoking and living the way that your living. Leave your past behind meaning the men & the drugs, and spend the rest of your time making a future with your kids u claim u love.
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Andrea Cager Poem
Never thought the day would come where I would lose you.
The pain that is beard when I am forced to push you out of my ****** lifeless,
The same way I felt the day your father walked out on me.
Depression sets in as I feel the walls beginning to close in
Forcing me to realize just how much pain I am in.
The pain of losing my first child, who was conceived out of love and later that love died.
Like the machine that beeps when someone flat lines.
I feel like my insides have been ripped out of me
Leaving me lifeless like that body that was found on the cold cement.
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My tears began to flow like the blood from my ****** when he raped me.
It’s crazy how he looks into my eyes & can’t seem to see himself.
The spitting image of him, I wonder if he was raped like he’s raping me.
With every thrust it feels like my insides are being ripped apart
and life begins to seep out of my body.
He starts to pant & jerk letting me know he is done.
As he leaves the room, I am too weak to move.
Closing my eyes, I begin to pray, “Dear Lord please hear my cries”.
I know my mother who’s in the room next to me hears my cries but is to highed up to even care.
She ignores the fact that my ****** looks played with, abused, and misused.
MY OWN FATHER RAPED ME & my mother ignored it.
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Andrea Cager Poem
Looking into your eyes
I can no longer see the glitter
but the pain from the tears you've cried.
You try to hide behind
your beautiful smile & bubbly personality but
when really I know your hurting inside.
A heart of gold you have
never ending love that you share
can be overwhelming, you begin to
cry out this is unfair.
Don't worry for this heartache
season will soon be over
so wipe away your tears,
erase all your pain & make
room for the new you, new life & new friends
that you'll have.
Copyright © Andrea Cager | Year Posted 2013
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Up at night because I can't stop thinking about you.
wondering what you are doing and are you thinking about me.
As I lay here my imaginations of you & I begin to run wild.
It started out by you taking off my clothes & kissing me passionately.
As we lay together you begin to explore my body, kissing me from head
to toe until you found my G-spot & just think of what you would do next...
I closed my eyes & began to shake as the waves of orgasms rushed
through my body & I came multiple times all over the place. Letting me
catch my breath you then deeply penetrated me with long deep strokes, my
moans were no longer soft cries they became loud cries as I exploded on top
of you. sinking my head into the pillow to hide my tears of joy, pain, pleasure,
lovemaking, & f***ing all wrapped in one. If only this was real I guess it goes in my book of fantasies.
Copyright © Andrea Cager | Year Posted 2012
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How could you help bring me into this
world and not take care of me.
17 years later still no sign of u anywhere.
you and mom bailed out not given a shit
about me never in a million years would
I think of this ever happening. If I ever see u
or even get the chance to meet u, I will tell u
that I hate u and I never want to see u. Dad
don't u care anything about me, well just to let
u know I am doing just fine without u. Growing
up without a Father is something that hurts but
I learned to live without u.
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Mister why did you hurt me
the way that u did. you made
me take off my clothes & dance in
the mirror, while u and your friends cheered.
I have never felt so low in my life, picking cotton
is better than being feeled on by grown men. feeled
on by strange men, taken advantage of me because i am a
young black slave. who was sold by her parents in return
who got paid. I lay here on this cold damp floor. crying out
loud to be held and loved by my family who I love the most
in this world. what more can i say but that I am BROKEN.
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I'm left alone to fight this battle.
afraid to speak up because of
what others will think about me.
sorrow feel my soul, tears feel my eyes,
i can't release them because there's no one
around. keeping things buried deep inside
lying to others about whats going on around me.
saying I'm okay when inside i die each day. a soldier
for everyone but myself. i know i have to tell someone
but who can i tell, when I'm left alone to fight this battle.
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