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Gay

We are all children of GOD
We all sin 
But this is what I find really odd
What kind of world are we living in
If being an abuser or rapist is the same as being gay 
I don’t like that at all
What is wrong with the world today 
I can see some some one goin to prison for an 8 ball
But being dogged out cause of who u fall in love with is crazy 
How can being homosexual be a crime 
Im bisexual and I feel that maybe
GOD does chose who we fall in love with and the place and the time 
Some killers get off scott free 
And the prisoners have it made in the shade 
This is not how life should be 
Its not fair 
I am a Christian so does it make it wrong that I question a lot of what is in the big book
Just take a good hard look 
Around gas is up homeless people are fighting to stay afloat
War is going on If this is how it is always goin to be I don’t want to be the boat
I don’t understand how people can vote 
And then we end up in so much debt 
And crises bills have not been met 
The world is going to hell 
But don’t think I am just cuz I am bi
Dealers want their stuff to sell
And then wonder why 
They go to jail with out bail 
U don’t go to prison for being homosexual 
But when u come out of prison u may have had the experience of being one 
So how can it be you’re going down there
For being gay 
I will never understand it nor will I believe it is a sin in my eyes
Well that is all I have to say
At least im not full of lies

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Lonley

SO I AM SCARED 
TO LIVE ALONE THE REST OF MY YEARS
IF ONLY SOME ONE TRULY CARED 
AND COULD TAKE A WAY MY FEARS
MY FIANCE PAST AWAY 
IN JUNE OF 2010
I MISS AND LOVE HIM EVERY DAY 
I THINK HOW MUCH WORSE IT COULD HAVE BEEN 
FOR ME BUT I PRAY 
I DIDN’T LASPE BACK 
IVE STOPPED JUST JUMPING IN THE SACK 
WITH ANY GUY 
I WANT TO GET TO KNOW THEM 
IM AN OPEN BOOK I DON’T HAVE ANY REASON TO LIE 
ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME AND CONDEME 
ME OF ALL MY UNRIGHTOUSNESS AND SIN 
FOR NOW I WILL BE OKAY 
BEING ALONE IS BETTER THAN A LOT OF RELATIONSHIPS I HAVE BEEN IN 
TODAY I FEEL WILL BE A BETTER DAY 
I WRITE POEM AFTER POEM TRYING TO GET IT RIGHT 
I LOVE EMINEM AND HE INSPIRES ME 
IN THE LONG RUN I WILL BE ALRIGHT 
IM JUST DOING LAUNDRY AND WATCHING TV 
I MISS MY GRANDMA ALL THE TIME 
TALKING TO HER AT NIGHT 
IM STAYING OUT OF THE LIFE OF CRIME 
SHE WOULD BE SO PROUD THAT I AM ON THE RIGHT 
TRACK 
AND NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO GET FOOLED BY THESE GUYS THAT TRY AND SPIT LINES AND MAC
IM SMARTER THAN THAT 
I HAVE A PRETTY FACE
EVEN THOUGH I AM WAY TO FAT
BUT THAT SHOULD NOT MATTER OR BE THE CASE 
I SHOULD BE LOVED AND WANTED FOR ME 
I AM A GREAT WOMEN A HELLISH PERSON 
IM IN CONTROL AND IF U WOULD TAKE TIME TO SEE
I KNOW HOW TO HOLD A CONVERSATION AND HAVE FUN

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God

Lets hear a joyful noise
Of worship and song
Get up and praise GOD all u girls and boys
Sharing in the lords love is so strong 
Watching the clock tick by
Slowly waiting for a miracle to take place
Lifting the lords name on high 
As tears roll down my face
Helping us through our times of sorrow 
Helping us ride this wave
Helping out others who don’t want to steal beg or borrow 
Eminem helping me pave
My way through times of pain 
By listening to his music and relating to his word 
GOD is stearing me in the right lane 
Im not insain not matter what u may have heard
GOD is humble 
He is there when I fall 
Hes the one I can turn too before I crumble 
He is the one that fights for us all 
GOD forgives
Even when we can not
GOD lives 
In our hearts he can not be bought 
GOD has a plan 
For us 
Just reach out and take his hand 
And have faith and give him all your trust

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Another

Another black eye
Another go around
When will it be good bye
Before u throw and push me down
Cant u change I love u 
Isn’t that enough 
To get both us through 
I don’t want u ending up in cuffs trying to prove you are so tough
I don’t want to turn u in 
If I did I wouldn’t be a snitch 
U say im out with other guys but where have u been 
With your mistress ***** 
Another punch in the face
Another broken bone 
You are going to end up catching another case
Stop checking up on me stop blowing up my phone 
Just another guy 
Trying to get his point across 
As I ask GOD why 
I stay I don’t need a boss
Im over it 
Im done 
You are facing prison time so rot in that *****
I hope u have fun

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Men and Me

MEN COME AND GO
SOME FRIENDS LAST A LIFE TIME
ITS OKAY TO HAVE MORALS AND SAY NO	
LIFE IS A HUGE MOUNTAIN TO OVER COME AND CLIMB
IM NOT ABOUT TO SLIP BACK 
INTO THE PAST 
IM NOT GOING BACK TO THE METH AND THE CRACK 
DAMN HOW LONG IS THIS DEPRESSION GOIN TO LAST
MEN LIKE TO PLAY THEIR GAME 
I GUESS SOME WOMEN DO THE SAME 
I AINT THE ONE 
I LIKE TO HAVE A GOOD TIME I LOVE TO HAVE FUN
BUT I AINT BOWING DOWN FOR ANYONE 
IM DONE 
BEING A PUSH OVER
AND NOW THAT I AM SOBER 
I CAN THINK CLEAR
I MISS MY GRANDMA SO MUCH HAVE A LOT OF FEAR
AND DEPRESSION WITH OUT HER HERE
BUT MY BRAIN
STILL AINT RIGHT 
I FEEL LIKE IM GOING INSAIN 
I NEED MY LUTHUIM BACK OR I JUST MIGHT 
MEN SAY THEY ARE FOR REAL 
JUST GET TO STEPPING SO I CAN TAKE MY KLONIPION PILL
I DON’T NEED THE BS IN MY ALREADY MESSED UP LIFE
I WOULD MAKE A GREAT GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE
BUT I GUESS ITS NOT FOR ME 
SO UNTIL IT IS I WILL REMAIN SINGLE AND FREE
I AINT ABOUT TO SETTLE FOR LESS 
THAN I NEED AND MAKE ANOTHER MESS
IN MY HEAD
IM NOT ABOUT TO JUST JUMP INTO BED 
AND GIVE U WANT U THINK U NEED 
AND IM NOT ABOUT TO CUT TO SEE MYSELF BLEED 
IM ABOUT TO CLOWN ON ANYONE WHO WANTS TO PLAY 
THE GAME CUZ NOW ITS MY TIME IT’S A NEW DAY 
AND IM STRONGER
AND IM WISER 
AND I DON’T CARE IF IT TAKES LONGER 
TO FIND SOMEONE GREAT
IM JUST NOT THE ONE TO MAKE IT ON THE FIRST OR EVEN 4TH DATE
I NOW HAVE MORE RESPECT AND MORE CLASS
AND ANYONE WHO AINT DOWN CAN KISS MY FAT ASS

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My Life

THIS IS THE WAY
I WOULD LIKE MY LIFE TO GO
I WAKE UP AND GO TO BED AND PRAY ALL DAY 
MAKE FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE I DON’T KNOW 
HAVE A LIFE AND GET OUT MORE
GO SOME WHERE
I KNOW THAT I AM TOTALLY POOR
BUT THIS ILSOLATION I CANT BARE
MY WEIGHT IS OUT OF CONTROL 
I HAVE REACHED MY LIMIT MY HIGH 
WHEN RIGHT NOW IM AT A VERY LOW 
POINT IN MY LIFE LOVE LIFE LOSS
I HAVE A CONFESSION 
THIS DEPRESSION HAS THROWN ME FOR A LOOP TOSS
ME UPSIDE DOWN 
I GET SPACE BOUND BY SOME GUY 
I WAS NOT EVEN ACTUALLY WITH FOR ONE NIGHT 
AND I FELT FOR A WHILE I WAS ABOUT TO CLOWN 
BUT I JUST CANT BE WITH SOME ONE THAT WOULD LIE 
BUT IT WAS ATTRACTION AT FIRST SIGHT 
BUT ITS OVER NOW 
I CANT LET MAKING OUT 
MAKE ME LOSE IT U KNOW 
I DON’T KNOW HOW 
BUT I AM OVER IT I TOOK MY MY SLOW
ASS TIME BUT I REALIZED WHAT HE WAS ALL ABOUT 
I WANT TO FIND A WOMEN I CAN BE HAPPY 
WITH AND LOVE AND CHEERISH 
I DON’T WANT TO SOUND ALL SOFT AND SAPPY 
BUT TRUE LOVE AND SOUL MATES DON’T PARISH
IT’S THE REAL DEAL

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Suicide Poem

Dear me
I miss my grandma so bad
Shes the best thing I ever had
And now she can be free	
Of all the pain
And now im stuck goin insaine
I wish I could committee suicide
Just end it all
My heart and soul has died
Im so depressed I just sit and ball
Shes indebted in my head
And I want to be dead
I want the hurt to go away 
And yes I do pray 
What do I do 
Take pills
Cut
If only I knew
Why I get the tremors and the chills
No one knows and gets how this really feels
But 
If they did they would lock me up and throw away the key
But maybe that wouldn’t be so bad for me 
I just know 
That I feel so low 
Nothing is going right 
It’s a constant fight 
A battle every minute
And I wish I was in it to win it 
They say I am strong 
Well they are wrong 
Im so not 
Its just something they are taught 
To say 
Like oh I forgot
I want to die
Yeah right 
All I do is wonder and cry 
Im losing this fight 
I might as well fry 
How long does this have to go on 
How long do I suffer
Where the **** do I belong 
And when do I start to get tougher
I love my dogs so much and my mom 
That is the only reason I stick around
I have 1 true friend and at times I think I bring him down 
With all my depression and whinning 
So when is the perfect timming 
To end this *****
I don’t know yet 
But its getting closer I can feel it 
But I will probably fail at that too again I bet 
 

I DONT FEEL SO BAD ANYMORE BUT THERE ARE STILL DAYS I DO FEEL LIKE THIS MY BIPOLAR U KNOW HOW IT IS

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Normal

MY HAIR WAS PINK 
AND EVERYONE WOULD LAUGH AND STARE
I DON’T CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK 
BUT LIFE ISNT ALWAYS FAIR 
I AM SEVERLY OVERWEIGHT 
HOW TO DEAL 
WHEN IT’S SOMETHING THAT IS SO CONSUMING I HATE
BUT MY FEELINGS ARE SO REAL 
WHY 
DO PEOPLE HAVE TO JUDGE THE OUTTER U 
WHEN THE INNER ME DON’T LIE 
IF THEY ONLY TOOK TIME AND ONLY KNEW 
HOW BAD 
IT MAKES A PERSON FEEL 
TO BE MADE FUN OF IT’S REALLY SAD
I DON’T UNDERSTAND I JUST STAY TO MYSELF AND CHILL
EMINEM ALWAYS SAYS IT BEST IM NOT AFRAID
ILL SHOW EM ALL 
WHAT IS NORMAL ANYWAYS IT’S NOT LIKE IM ALWAYS OUT GETTING LAID 
I HOPE AND PRAY I GET THAT ONE SPECIAL PHONE CALL 
SOMEDAY
SAYING I HAVE BEEN RECONIZED
THEIR HAS TO BE A WAY 
TO BE ME WITH OUT HAVING TO BE DESCIZED
IN THE BACK WITH OUT ANYONE SEEING ME 
BUT I AM SO OUT THERE I CANT HIDE
NOT JUST CUZ IM SO WIDE BUT BECAUSE OF MY PRIDE

Copyright © Heather Main | Year Posted 2012


Book: Reflection on the Important Things