Lonley

SO I AM SCARED TO LIVE ALONE THE REST OF MY YEARS IF ONLY SOME ONE TRULY CARED AND COULD TAKE A WAY MY FEARS MY FIANCE PAST AWAY IN JUNE OF 2010 I MISS AND LOVE HIM EVERY DAY I THINK HOW MUCH WORSE IT COULD HAVE BEEN FOR ME BUT I PRAY I DIDN’T LASPE BACK IVE STOPPED JUST JUMPING IN THE SACK WITH ANY GUY I WANT TO GET TO KNOW THEM IM AN OPEN BOOK I DON’T HAVE ANY REASON TO LIE ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME AND CONDEME ME OF ALL MY UNRIGHTOUSNESS AND SIN FOR NOW I WILL BE OKAY BEING ALONE IS BETTER THAN A LOT OF RELATIONSHIPS I HAVE BEEN IN TODAY I FEEL WILL BE A BETTER DAY I WRITE POEM AFTER POEM TRYING TO GET IT RIGHT I LOVE EMINEM AND HE INSPIRES ME IN THE LONG RUN I WILL BE ALRIGHT IM JUST DOING LAUNDRY AND WATCHING TV I MISS MY GRANDMA ALL THE TIME TALKING TO HER AT NIGHT IM STAYING OUT OF THE LIFE OF CRIME SHE WOULD BE SO PROUD THAT I AM ON THE RIGHT TRACK AND NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO GET FOOLED BY THESE GUYS THAT TRY AND SPIT LINES AND MAC IM SMARTER THAN THAT I HAVE A PRETTY FACE EVEN THOUGH I AM WAY TO FAT BUT THAT SHOULD NOT MATTER OR BE THE CASE I SHOULD BE LOVED AND WANTED FOR ME I AM A GREAT WOMEN A HELLISH PERSON IM IN CONTROL AND IF U WOULD TAKE TIME TO SEE I KNOW HOW TO HOLD A CONVERSATION AND HAVE FUN