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Shermaine Smith Poem
You telling me this
You telling me that.
Let me sit back and let you in on a fact.
I saw you with a guy that wasn't me
Kissing and hugging in my Disbelief.
In your defense, I was the one to blame
You played at both ends, but you lost the game.
Lose my number, Get me outta your mind.
I'm not Helen Keller, I'm not deaf, Dumb and Blind.
You're two-faced and a self Centered *****.
Us getting back together is one hopeless wish.
Copyright © Shermaine Smith | Year Posted 2013
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Shermaine Smith Poem
I hit rock bottom, slowly losing my
mind
Looking for hope, seems hard to
find.
Picking up the pieces, posting them
for the world.
Depression making me sick, started
endlessly to hurl.
Pushing for a better life, I'm
begining to look down,
Saying to all my loved ones, this my
status now.
Please understand the pain, fighting
with my all,
I'm shermaine smith, and I'm
writing my rise and fall.
Copyright © Shermaine Smith | Year Posted 2012
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Shermaine Smith Poem
Mindset
I cry till there's nothing left
My future is blinded by pain
Self-Control is my Sword
I have nothing to gain
This is my life's marathon
And I can't seem to race. I'm eating all my Words
Found out they have no taste
So I'm looking to find happiness
To Where I don't know. Why Is love my dark Mindset?
Hope This Depressing Feeling Dies!
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Shermaine Smith Poem
I counted the days that we will be
together,
The answer to you told me that it
was going be never.
Nights i stayed up, and thought
about our past,
Dreams i saw that we will never last.
Pain in my soul started to fail,
That the love i had for you was
going to hell.
my emotions cried out, where does
is begin.
When is this depression ever going
to end?
So I say to the heavens, Why me,
Why?
My heart burns feel like I want to
Die.
Sadness is my only dark point to
this cause,
Why did I fall in love with the Never
Was?
Copyright © Shermaine Smith | Year Posted 2012
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Shermaine Smith Poem
Tick, Tick, Tick....Losing my cool.
This seems not to be the real me.
Why do I feel like a fool?
My feelings are dull, stress is a habit.
Floating away in emptiness, life has put on a red light.
What am I doing here....is this a sick joke?
Killing my mood with Childish rage, laughter is bliss.
Shining light clears my thoughts, I still have little hope
Tick, Tick, Tick......this is the sign.
To my self-conflict and selfish mind..
Tick Tick Tick......BOOM!
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Shermaine Smith Poem
I cry without knowing,
Sadness seems to cloud my pain.
Love is a hopeless dream,
Death wheels its self-gain.
Emotional daggers thrown left and
right,
Life flips for endless time
War starts as a sick joke.
Peace begins a picture in a child's
mind.
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Shermaine Smith Poem
As I sit cross the room,
Staring at our love die.
Seeing you leave outta my life,
makes me cry.
My emotions is shot, falling into the
sea,
I didn't know how you really felt
about me.
Heart is broken in two, and You
don't seem not to care.
I thought you wanted to have a life
that we both can share.
Lay down all my feelings on the
table....To show you what I see.
Every second of every day....I pray
to let our love be.
Is the end of What we had, Is this
how you feel?
To be honest, I still love you. But in
the back of my mind..I can't seem to
deal.
In time...My heart will start to heal!
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Shermaine Smith Poem
I'm going to be the teacher,
and put myself to the test,
To all who knows me well....I'm not
better than all the rest. Not the
smartest..or the coolest....the
person with self-hate Even after 25
years of life...can't even get
into....the social gate.
I have self esteem issues that can't
go away,
Meeting the coolest people in the
world, but they can't seem to stay.
I always rise to the top....to find my
place in the world, with each step
that I climb...my pain starts to curl.
I do make big mistakes that I try to
fix in my life, Every-time I think i get
it...I kill it with a rusty knife. So far, I
hurt the ones who i love most of all,
they can't seem to trust me..and
that's the writing on the wall.
My feeling are so dear to me, I don't
know what to think. Sitting alone
with no support......mind and heart
can't sync. So I ask this question
....To those who live, Is it so hard for
those to Forgive?
Copyright © Shermaine Smith | Year Posted 2012
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