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i found out the shocking news
i was only 14
but i was pregnant
three months pregnant at that
people asked how didn't you know you were pregnant
i simply said i was showing no signs
are you scared they would ask
of course I'm scared I'm so young
four months pregnant now
i start having heavy bleeding i get scared and call my mom
she answers
i sob into my phone
mommy i think I'm losing my baby
what, when did you find out you were pregnant
i didn't want to tell you but i found out a month ago
i go to the hospital
how far along are you
four months can you do anything to help me not lose my baby
the doctor looked at me honey your not losing your baby your just having a period while your pregnant
now five months pregnant
the baby's father and i get into a fight and break up
three weeks later im dating a new guy who wants to help me raise my baby
we are together for two weeks and he goes to florida on a trip
comes back and i find out he cheated on me
i forgive him
he broke up with me two weeks later saying he doesn't think that he can handle being a dad at 17
now six months pregnant
i am scared and alone not sure if even i can handle being a mom
its a common concern since im only 15
the baby is growing healthy
i ponder whether or not to give the baby up
now seven months pregnant
me and the baby's father are back together and engaged
we decide we will keep the baby and move in together
for once we think we have things figured out
now eight months pregnant
i go to my weekly ultrasound
first week is fine
week two rolls around
i go and have my ultrasound
they tell me my baby is dead his umbilical cord strangled him
the admit me to the hospital
induce my labor
i give birth to a 5lb 2 oz 12inch long still born
he is the most beautiful baby i have ever seen
my boyfriend and i ask ourselves why us
we both are so young me being 15 him being 18
we both blame ourselves
fall into a deep dark depression
both decide life wasn't worth living with out Xavier
our attempt were just that attempt
how ever eight months later we are glad it didn't i am now 16 and married
we are so happy and want to try to have kids in the future
we hope and pray we won't have to goo through that every again
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Jennifer Spoores Poem
you promised me you would be there through think and thin
where you now
you said you wanted to help me
but then when things got tough you left
left me alone and scared
i feel like you only wanted to get in my pants
like all i am to you is a sex toy
an object you can choose to play with
or just throw around
I'm not a ****ing toy you know
You told me you loved me
and i believed you
but now i know i meant nothing to you
I was just another one of your toys
well it will be that way no longer
as if not give an once of crap wasn't enough
no you had to turn around and cheat on me
and when i was starting to feel like maybe we would last
i forgave u for what
to get my heart broken again
you broke up with me
we parted our ways
or so i thought
but again i was wrong
you and your brainwashing ways
somehow managed to wiggle your way back into my heart
you manipulated me to get me trust you with my heart
and then like clock work you played me yet again
who knows how many other girls you were with
do I seriously look like a toy to you
do u think you ca get away with playing with my heart
i have feeling you know
i always tried to spare your feelings
why couldn't you do that with mine
what the hell did i ever do to you
i loved you
i made all my plans revolve round you
i gave you my all
i gave you the most fragile part of me
and you broke it
broke it into a billion-trillion pieces
i hope you know it will take years for that to heal
i hope your happy
you will get your karma
its just a matter of time
i can feel it
and i can't wait
good luck
you'll need it
BYE!!!!!< center
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