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Heather Gray Poem
Stealing moments just to spend em with you
Hope we establish a beginning before we realize were through
our feelings are truly mutual
but who's gonna make the first move?
Your probably hoping its me while I'm hoping its you
were not getting anywhere
I'm trying to keep my feelings in the air
the desire in your eyes surprises my soul like wildfires
we've gotten closer recently
i just don't want that to be all u remember when u think of me
u mean enough to me to care
maybe ill give u my better half to share
just need to know if u want to be here
I've been hurt too babe have no fear
the fact that you've been hurt brings forth a tear
you'd never see a tear of mine fall down
even if you were always around
because my tears dry on their own
especially when I'im alone
like i was saying i hope u can change that for me
only one way to see...
Copyright © Heather Gray | Year Posted 2011
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Heather Gray Poem
My head is ringing off the hook yet my thoughts are disconnected
i try bridging the gap to see the big picture
but my view is past due & i have no choice but to respect it
CLEARLY its been neglected & misdirected but to my surprise not nearly what I expected,
& its reputation now has a common misconception of how it is & how it used to be
Even w/o HD the view was clear for me but now my kaleidoscope is filled with lies and false hope..
outta focus, outta sight, outta mind,
outta reach, loss of touch, short of time,
soulless soul trading broken promises for sad second chances but only getting as far as the other failed advances,
the sun & moon dances as they flicker in their light,
at least one fallen star refers to them daily for advice, always listening but never thinking twice..
strength is fading like old shading because life is impaling..me.. but still i stand strong as if i were a tree, because no matter what giving up is not my cup of tea..
Copyright © Heather Gray | Year Posted 2011
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Heather Gray Poem
Meet me on our refuge
I'll be there waiting even if you refuse
Next step or no step
I accept & respect
you for you & your opinion
also your actions that speak volumes, especially when you do so w/your heart in them..
We all start off w/good intentions
especially ones that go unnoticed & unmentioned
most of those are on another level in a different dimension
Who am I to pawn off my feelings upon another soul?
mutual feelings for others often remain untold
Someone wise once told me love was free
yet I can only afford pain's fee..
My heart is one of the biggest Ive ever encountered although I'm quite heartless
never thoughtless, selfishly effortlessly selfless..
My good intentions taunt me like a bad dream
make me feel like my passion for helping others is a bad thing
but..
I'll never stop because my good intentions put bad ones on hiatus & I'll continue to help others strive to be their greatest..
Copyright © Heather Gray | Year Posted 2011
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Heather Gray Poem
I was 4yrs old, was I really that bad? because one day u packed up for the last time & decided not to be a dad,
I was 4yrs old & I understood all to well that life this early on wasn't suppose to be like hell,
all the fighting, reconciling & re-designing the kitchen tile with dishes, really made me aware of the here & now and pray 3 more wishes,
I was 5yrs old & replaced your memory w/reality, new dad loves us deeply & still hasn't gave up on me,
I was 6yrs old when my grandfather took me to a human zoo, hadn't seen ya in over an yr but he said this the only place I could visit you,
ages 7-11, I spent as a fairly happy kid, pushed all my pain & problems aside but never forgot the things u did,
nothing dirty or nasty just dishonest and down-low, not sure how to classify abandonment but that's what is was for sure,
12-17, I can count on 1 hand how many times I saw you, lost all hope & respect during the teen yrs, no desire for anymore broken promises, 3rd chance parenting went in & outta both ears,
by18 I threw out all possibilities, almost walked out on faith after losing a big part of me, gave out my last chance for you to come around but by that time I concluded we no longer had common ground,
21, young, wise & holding on, forever praying & fighting to stay strong, come along way & forgiveness is on my menu, when I was 4, you left me hanging & I gave up on you..
Copyright © Heather Gray | Year Posted 2011
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Heather Gray Poem
The lyrics of your heart are inscribed within my soul
our friendship will never grow weak
even wen were grey and old
the warmth from your smile alone make my days shine
Who knew the day God led us to one another that our paths would forever be intertwined?
no matter the occasion or situation you've always been in the equation
words can't even explain how much u mean to me
trapped by the abandonment of others
until your love set me free
the impact you've made in my life ill never be able to explain
and the love I have for you will never be taken in vain
forever one of the biggest parts of my heart
I know you'll be with me to the end because you've been here from the start
and the point of it all
is that I love you ..
Copyright © Heather Gray | Year Posted 2011
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