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Should i have known this was gonna happen to us. They were gonna leave us... all i
was tryna do was save us from this nothing world. NOTHING! now where am i?
I shouldve just stayed back there and not have let you shoot me. I should have just
froze to death. The sun is shining every day//. but for some reason it felt so far
away.
I could have solved my problem bACK THERE in that nothing world...i could have told
him i was sorry for breaking up his friendship and that i hope he understands that
people make mistakes. Am i a person anymore?
I could have....i could have gotten over him...no one stays together forever...
because there is no such thing.
I ......didnt want to...fear took over me.. RAGE took over me! I WAS DONE FOR! that
world ate me alive! I couldve changed but ITS TOO LATE!
where am i? Godd if you can hear me i ask that you forgive me. i Am not
perfect.Dont leave me
(whats that light in the distance? wait is that God? He is...wait is he shaking his
head?) .....oh no=\
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How could The willows blow without the wind ,
With no Oxygen, my life with you would Not have begin.
Your experiences in this world Is unfair and Cruelty,
It's amazing if How hurt you are instead you choose me.
Choose me over Every girl. Oh, how lucky I feel,
How i feel so wanted. Wanting to be a heal.
Heal your heart and protect it from Hurt and misery.
Changing It from Me and You, To we, DaMir DaMir D Barry,
My love For you Grows stronger Every day I see.
I am Greatful to wake Up now Instead of fall Back asleep.
You opened My eyes To something better, and I knew it was true.
And for that I say Thanks, No, Thank You.
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Tears are falling from my eyes,
as I sit and cry at night.
blood is dripping from my heart,
as I try to write.
I have so much pain,
I'm hurt a lot,
I can't explain all this,
I'm just falling apart.
no one understands,
I don't know where to start
and I don't know where to end.
love hurts so much,
like a thousand stabbing knives,
especially when you have all this pain,
that you wish you could deny.
I'm so sore right now,
my heart is racing fast,
I wish I could forget all this,
and leave it in the past.
but there will always be a memory,
a memory of us both,
how we both loved each other,
and in my heart I'll hold.
I will always hold this memory
even though you won't care,
and the scar you left in my heart
will always be there.
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Love like honey,
Drizzling down my back.
His soft touch,
Pierces me as a sharp tack.
His fingers explore,
my body galore.
And he arises to see,
that the one he loves is me.
I fulfill his wants,
and every little need.
My life stops in its tracks,
Its pushing inside of me
Faster and faster,
up and down i go.
Now im on bottom,
He steals the show.
My life flashed before me,
as the pain was intense.
He stares at me,
And i think to myself how much he means.
His love like honey,
The raindrops dripping on me.
Baby i love you,
I know you would never hurt me.
The raindrops came down,
and they came down hard.
He pulled out, We were done.
Another wasted condom to discard.
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Either you come to your senses or theyll leave you in the cold.......
..I felt as though if i never knew him they would still be frends...If i was never in this
world,, if that abilical cord was tighter around my neck ,,they would still be
frends.....,they ..I did it 2 myself he didnt do anything..but its not about me now.....
They are going to leave you....We can find our own way...
He loved me and because of what happend i left him...heartbroken and alone...i cry
every day for him...but ITS ALL MY FAULT... now im practically kicked out of
school...leaving who truely loves me behind....and wrecking frendships between
best frends..ITSS ALL MY FAULT! i want to give back..its church 2marow and im
going...or planned to...
...Come on before they find us and kill us..we have to escape this disturbed
world...to something better..Take the gun.Its only two bullets.
He said he loved me...i thought it was a teenage dream but now i know its
real...this is real,, i just want the chance to tell him i love him one more time....one
more....touch....but its over,, ALL OVER! I left him! is that all you want to know..okay
i left him!!! heart broken and practicall dead...and ill be there with him.....
He will know why i did this!!!! POWW!!! !!!POW!!!!
(THIS IS OFFICER ROBERT. WE HAVE A CRIMe scene two dead, both gunshot
wounds to the head.. I need backup)
**Dedicated to all the happy people**
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I sit here wondering how it came to be,
My life without you no one but me.
I always thought you'd be by my side,
With you in my life I didn't have to hide.
......
Somewhere along our journey I lost my way,
And now I understand why you chose not to stay.
Now I wonder what tomorrow holds,
Looking to the journey and how it unfolds.
From this point forward I try to live only for me,
Never forgetting how it came to be...
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A warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes
My soul
As I lay there hoping the moment
Will never end
Calling for you
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation
Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where I went
Wrong
Calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love
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the heart may freeze
or it can burn
the pain will ease if i can learn
there is no future
there is no past
I love this moment as my last
Death keeps me away
From loving you everyday
i count the times
i wish to reach out
and turn your sad pout
into a foolish smile
then i remember
love to me is dead
cold like december
snow that just falls lifeless
my heart is black
just like the moonless night
there is no light
im dead
love is nothing
I loved Mr.Wrong
but what i didnt know
was it wasnt real
Now "Mr.Right" comes
And i remeber Mr.Wrong
I remeber how i gave him everything
And now what do i have to give
What do i have to give?
Nothing
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Don't think that no ones loved you,
because they've turned away.
Don't feel they didn't care for you,
because they couldn't stay.
Don't damn the world for not returning
the love you feel you've given.
Don't hate the one that you were yearning for,
because he couldn't make a commitment.
Just think of him as experience,
and think how much you've grown.
Think of him as the sacred prince
who placed you on a throne.
Think of all your times together,
feeling closer since you're apart.
Think of your plans of now and forever,
and hold them in your heart.
And don't let yourself feel so much hate
when he's no longer your other.
For when you're both at Heaven's gate,
that man will be your brother.
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I want to scream but I dont,
I want to cry but I wont.
I want to be happy and smile,
but I just sit here with sadness for a while.
I know if I hold in my tears it would be worse,
but I'll hold it in with all my force.
I want to take my anger out but I stay quiet,
I want 2 throw things and start my own riot.
My passion is music and writing,
instead of throwing things crying or fighting.
Maybe ill show my tears, just maybe,
NO! Im a strong woman not a baby.
You ALL hurt me but I'll show no fear,
by the time you know it ima be gone forever, not just for 1 year.
I cant show you that im sad,
I cant give you that pleasure,
but its hard to hold this all in with all this pressure.
KARMA will get you for all the pain,
I will LAUGH once you hold your head down for all your shame.
Holding my tears back has coused ANGER & HATE,
but you would NEVER make it up,
its to mutha fuking late.
I will show you my AGONY, PAIN, and ANGER
and you would ask me "why?"
Its because
you didnt...... LET ME CRY
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