Let Me Cry

I want to scream but I dont, I want to cry but I wont. I want to be happy and smile, but I just sit here with sadness for a while. I know if I hold in my tears it would be worse, but I'll hold it in with all my force. I want to take my anger out but I stay quiet, I want 2 throw things and start my own riot. My passion is music and writing, instead of throwing things crying or fighting. Maybe ill show my tears, just maybe, NO! Im a strong woman not a baby. You ALL hurt me but I'll show no fear, by the time you know it ima be gone forever, not just for 1 year. I cant show you that im sad, I cant give you that pleasure, but its hard to hold this all in with all this pressure. KARMA will get you for all the pain, I will LAUGH once you hold your head down for all your shame. Holding my tears back has coused ANGER & HATE, but you would NEVER make it up, its to mutha fuking late. I will show you my AGONY, PAIN, and ANGER and you would ask me "why?" Its because you didnt...... LET ME CRY