The Gun 2

Should i have known this was gonna happen to us. They were gonna leave us... all i was tryna do was save us from this nothing world. NOTHING! now where am i? I shouldve just stayed back there and not have let you shoot me. I should have just froze to death. The sun is shining every day//. but for some reason it felt so far away. I could have solved my problem bACK THERE in that nothing world...i could have told him i was sorry for breaking up his friendship and that i hope he understands that people make mistakes. Am i a person anymore? I could have....i could have gotten over him...no one stays together forever... because there is no such thing. I ......didnt want to...fear took over me.. RAGE took over me! I WAS DONE FOR! that world ate me alive! I couldve changed but ITS TOO LATE! where am i? Godd if you can hear me i ask that you forgive me. i Am not perfect.Dont leave me (whats that light in the distance? wait is that God? He is...wait is he shaking his head?) .....oh no=\