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Her Desher Hope -The Red One

“Her Desher”-(The Red One) something eerie searches,
For life, a loner, three journeys away from reality and beauty.
Looking for optimism among its adversaries. 
Why the self-affliction as the majestic dust storm blankets it all,
Hiding,making yourself "bloody like death".


“Ares” why do you conquer all the light and choose the darkness?
It must feel like home, comfortable, yet dejected,
Why fear evolution?, Maybe there is aspiration yet,
Drink the “Kool Aid”, it’s never too late to join us, you’re not dead,
At least not utterly.

Simple wonders of profound heights as the mountain peaks proudly,
Highest that any of its rivals,
No fight there, No competition needed, Battle won before it even starts
You can spread your wings and sore through the deepest valley known to this universe,
“Fire Star” your magnificence knows no constraints  there is hope yet.


By SHIVANEE BRIDGEMOHAN

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I Never Got a Chance To Say It

Where are you Tink,When are you coming home?
K missed me more than I knew,
But I was so caught up in work ,with my new life.
It was almost Christmas and I wanted to go home but the stress of work and
adjusting to this new place was tough.

I called K sometimes to make sure she was okay but then I realized had not for awhile.
She was always on my mind,she lived a nightmare taken for granted by her spouse ,
Whom to him she was a burden,
Yet in her fragile state,she had hope,she had love.
A cruel mother who wronged her,without seeing the true colours of the culprit.
It shattered me to watch her suffer from this blood thirsty annihilation called Leukaemia everyday. I wasn't there,I was helpless so far away.

She was strong,stronger than any person I knew ,
Her faith made her the most gentle soul,
She lived for her daughter with every ouch of strength left in her,
Sometimes I called and she was drained to the core
Locked away and kept like a slave.

Holidays came as quick as the breeze but I was so busy I couldn't fly to and see her.
I knew she needed me and missed me ..
I called her on Christmas day and told her I loved her for a moment.

Old Years Morning I woke up a new dawn was near,
I heard the door bell rang, It was my boyfriend all energized,
So early babe to see me ,are you alright?
He took my hand and walked me the table
Sat me down and said to me "I have something to tell you"
Confusion filled my head ,Was he going to propose ?
I knew he wanted to for awhile ,but like this I thought it wasn't romantic.

Out came the words that pierced through my body like a knife,K's dead babe she
died this morning,
I said "Is this some kind of joke because it's not funny ?Then he held me then left me to be alone"
I ran upstairs and sat in the study searched for her picture and cried my life out,
I didn't get to see her or tell her I loved her"
She must hate me because she wanted to see me .

At her funeral on my Birthday as I watched her lifeless body,
So pale and sad,
I would not be able to laugh with her , go fishing,walk on the beach like the old days,
She wasn't here any more I had to face that fact,
What ripped me apart everyday was not telling her on her last days
,How much she meant to me although I am sure she knew, But still
When I wake up sometimes and call her phone I forget she's no longer here and I
cry myself to sleep.
I try to be strong everyday to live for her and not forget,
Never take anyone for granted or you will live in regret.

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Patriarchy-Hear Me Roar

HEAR ME ROAR….

You think you’re better than me,
Trying to dominate the very soul that created you, protected you
Maybe a century ago you could say men had a say,
Only because we were not allowed to, in the law of tradition not principles,
But not now, not this century we have a voice now,
A say, from all this barbaric confusions and war that is implemented in their heads.
We women fight every day for our freedom, for our right, because at the end of it it’s about equality not victory.
We know you can past us by and we don’t care, At least we can control ourselves But we caught your attention obviously you’re so week, so fickle that only a raise of our dress can make them forget who they really are.
Patriarchy is so evident, you wear a short dress you’re a slut, you have a Tattoo you’re a lesbian 
But now we can accomplish the unlimited we can raise the bar and prove them wrong,
There is no limit to success, we have choices ladies, we have freedom and that’s what matters.
The World is at the figure tip no more being treated like a “doormat” we have “rights”.

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Inner Confusion

Am neither here or there,
Caught in a Parallel World in My head,
Make a choice, don’t make a choice,
I am trapped, I am enslaved by Me.

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Drunken Moon

DRUNKEN MOON  




Intoxicating
Peeping from beyond the clouds
keeping my secrets


BY SHIVANEE BRIDGEMOHAN
DATE:07.03.15

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Look Into My Heart Baby

Look into my heart,Look into my Soul,
Tell me what you see please,
Look into my eyes,look into my tears,
There you will find how much you mean to me,
And no matter what you think you know,
And no matter how you think I feel,
You know it's true that everytime I see you,
I can't do without you.

Baby no matter how much I tried,no matter how much I hide,
I always find my way back to you,
There are times I buried my love until I was numb ,
Then I see you and it starts all over again.
Baby tell me what I want to hear,
Tell me that I am worth fighting for,
Don't give up on me because I never gave up on you.


I ran away to a far away place hoping my heart would get lost,
I hope someones's shadow will cover my love for you like a blanket,
But no matter how much I tried ,No matter how much hide,
I can't stop loving you.I can't help it you know it,
You see it in my eyes,my heart,my soul.

There nowhere I want to be but in your arms,
But I know now, I can't,
I know now you're not mines,
Even if I tried ,
Someone else has your love ,someone else earned that place,
There is no turning back,no running back to me ,
Even though it was I who ran away.

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Craving For Personal Space

Confusion everywhere ,
Can't fine a spot to breathe properly,
I feel tension all over my body,
My personal space has been intruded,
I just want to relax,
Before I go crazy.

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Hi Baby

HI BABY..

Hi baby!!!
Something beautiful about the air reminds me of you,
Something about how it wraps around my body,
So safe,So calm like when am in your arms.
The twinkle of the stars reminds me of your eyes,
That every second you're not here with me i know your're there,
waiting on me ..Thinking of me as much as i think of you.

Remember When Baby..
When we use to to do random silly things,
Just ran crazy through the fields,
Scream until we almost lost our voices,
It was so much fun,
Can we do it again? Soon I hope.

I just want to be in your arms as usual,
No Hassle just want my snuggle ,
I can't live without my snuggle you know that,
So come back to me quickly,
You have to baby..

I can't picture you all alone in that place,
That cold numb hospital ,
In that bed that smells like Meds,
The air so eerie,
It scares me ,
It scares me that anything can happen.


Baby,Please be strong,
You will be my side,
I spoke to my angels ,
They will protect you,
Yes they will.
My dreams are just blank walls,
No pictures No stories.

You are my picture,
You are my story,
Without you i am useful as a 
blank paper without a pen,
Come back to me Baby,
Come back to me..

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Silent Screams

SILENT SCREAMS 


Alone away from it all ,somewhere I wanted to think
To be alone and find myself,
The owls hoot,the cricket chirped,
The howl of the wind outside my Cabin made my heart skip a beat.
I sat there quiet like a lamb reading a book and eating my Alfredo,
I couldn't help but look outside because I felt as if someone was out there,
Maybe I was paranoid to the sounds of the night,
Because I lived in the City far away from here,
I was not accustom,at least not a place like this.


After My dad died I wanted to go away for awhile,
To deal with the pain and to move on with my life.
I didn't want to be alone out here,
But I needed it,Just for a few days.
I knew my boyfriend was coming to see me in two days,
I was reassured and felt safe knowing that.


All I could recall was hearing the door opened with a bang and glass shattered 
everywhere.
Someone was in my cabin and grabbed me by my hair.
I saw two figures in front of me, as I screamed in fear and shouted 
"What do you want from me?"
The tearing of my clothes made me scream inside,
I tried to run ,But they held me down,tying my arms together and gagging my mouth.

I lost my soul when I felt them inside me ,
I felt pain inflicted on my body ,
Tears streamed down as they both had their way .
Raping me over and over again.
They hit me with a metal bar on my head,
Because I was tried to resist.


That night as I lay naked in my blood,feeling my life was over,
They looked at me with evil in there eyes and said,
"A pretty thing like you shouldn't be here alone at nights?"
I tried to scream but I couldn't ,
The Trauma led me into a temporary shock,
I heard a gun shoot,piercing through the night,
The sounds of the wild wolves echoed throughout aware of the sound,
I looked at my chest and saw blood gushing out and I knew this was the end.
The end of this life,a horrible infliction and there was nothing I could do,
I was helpless,I was gone.

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A Familiar Place

You are a memory that was always clear as day,
The night never looked grander,
The waves never sound so majestic,
I sat with you on the shores,
I don't even know why,
You were the last one I would have called,
But I did,
Maybe cause you knew me ,
You understand how my heart "is",
I felt a familiar place ,
The warmth of ur chest as you held me,
You knew I needed it,
It's funny you ware my past ,
You everything that didn't make sense,
But when my world came crashing down ,
I needed you there,
My mystery of the night,
A place no one could find me,
The last place the world would expect me to go,
I would not have expected me to go ,
But I did,
I sat silently on that bench at 5.00am,
The strong breeze blew my hair everywhere,
I felt like I was home ,
The sun rose to its embrace ,
There was no place I would rather me ,
Than here in your arms ,
Near  the sea.