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i loved her in ways i cant explain
it still was,nt enough to heel this pain
i gave her my life over and over again
but she still left me for my best friend
loyal is what she supposed to be
but i guess that did,nt apply to me
wisdom to it all because i been around
i made myself the fool of this town
knowledge to it all i stayed and learned
still cant understand how i got burned
i love her still
and always will
she dont no how i feel
i,ll leave her alone until my heart heal
forgive her and never forget
and remind myself that this is it.
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Am i the man my parents wanted me to be or am i the man the streets made of me
Am i the father i no i can be or am i the father my kids never see am i the husband
That love his wife or am i the one that cheat without thinking twice
am i the man that pack his bags and head south or am i the man that put food in
His kids mouth who ever i am that’s who i will be but i no this much i love my
Family
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I COULD OF DONE THE RIGHT THING
I COULD OF TOLD HER WHAT I MEAN
I COULD OF SHOWED HER OTHER THINGS
SOME OF WHAT SHE HAD NEVER SEEN
I SHOULD OF HONORED OR VOWS
BUT I HURT YOU BAD I SEE IT NOW
I REMEMBER WHEN I SAID I DO
I PROMISED TO HONOR YOU
IN SICKNESS AND HEALTH
POORNESS AND WEALTH
TILL DEATH DO US PART
BUT I GAVE ANOTHER MY HEART
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RIGHT NOW I DONT NO HOW TO FEEL I CAN ADMIT I AM UPSET MAD HURT BUT I UNDERSTAND
THE PAIN IS GONE YOU LEFT SOME BIG SHOES TO FILL BUT I THINK I,M WEARING THEM WELL I
NO I CAN NEVER BE THE MAN YOU WAS BUT IF I CAN GET HALF WAY THERE IT WILL BE A BIG
ACCOMPLISHMENT DAD I ADMIRE YOU SO MUCH THE THINGS I SEEN YOU GO THREW THE
AVERAGE MAN COULD,NT ENDURE I WATCHED YOU BOUNCE BACK FROM SO MUCH I WATCHED
YOU FIGHT THE BIGGEST FIGHT OF YOUR LIFE THE BATTLE WITH CANCER IN MOST PEOPLE
CASE WE PROBALY WOULD OF GAVE UP GOT DOWN ON OUR SELVES BUT YOU DID,NT YOU
FOUGHT IT TO THE END YOU SHOWED ME THE MEANING OF COURAGE I WATCHED YOU BUILD
A LOT OF THINGS BUT THE BEST OF ALL IS OUR FAMILY A STRONG FAMILY STARTS WITH THE
PARENTS AND I THINK YOU AND MOM DID A WONDERFUL JOB CONSIDERING WHAT YOU GUYS
HAD TO WORK WITH 11 KIDS I NO WE WAS,NT THE BEST KIDS A PARENT COULD ASK FOR BUT
YOU HUNG IN THERE AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT YOU SHOWED ME THE TRUE MEANING OF
WHAT A MAN SHOULD BE AND I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY
HEART I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND SPEAK OF YOU TO ANYONE WHO WOULD LESTEN
THANKS POP
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YOU BIRTH HER
I RAISED HER
YOU PUT HER DOWN
I PRAISED HER
YOU PUT HER OUT
I TOOK HER IN
YOU MADE HER YOUR ENEMY
I MADE HER MY FRIEND
YOUR HER MOM
I AM HER DADDY
WHEN IT COME TO THIS CHILD
YOU WAS,NT READY
YOU GO OUT AND PARTY
I STAY HOME AND COOK
I HELP HER WITH HOMEWORK
YOU CANT FIND THE BOOK
I TAKE CARE OF HER WHEN SHE SICK
YOU LEAVE HER TO DIE
I WIPE HER TEARS
YOU MAKE HER CRY
I NEVER THOUGHT THIS WAS THE TYPE
OF MOTHER YOU WOULD BE
BUT IT IS MY JOB
SHE LIVE WITH ME
I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND
WHAT HAPPENED IN COURT
WHY SHOULD I PAY YOU
CHILD SUPPORT
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OH MAN WHY YOU LYING
YOU NO THEM KIDS AINT MINE
THE GIRL IS WHITE AS SNOW
WHERE IS HER DADDY DO YOU NO
I THINK YOU DONT I AM BLACK AS TAR
YOU NEED TO GO BACK TO THAT BAR
OR THINK OF WHO THAT MAN WAS IN THE BACK SEAT OF THAT CAR
OH DONT GET ME STARTED ON YOUR SON
GAY THAN ALL OUTDOORS IM NOT THE ONE
YOU NO HE AINT MINE
MAN GIRL YOU THINK IM BLIND
STEVIE WONDER CAN SEE THIS
ALL THESE LIES GOT ME PISSED
LETS GET A BLOOD TEST I INSIST
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HOW DID I LOSE CONTROL
I NO THE DEVIL WONT MY SOUL
I WAS THINKING OF GOING BACK TO CHURCH ONE DAY
BUT WHY DID,NT I GO THIS PAST SUNDAY
I RELEASE MY ANGER IN THE WRONG WAY
HURTING MYSELF DAY BY DAY
CONFUSED IN MY THOUGHTS SO TO GOD I PRAY
HELP ME LORD DELIVER ME FROM THIS BEAST
FROM THE DEPT OF MY SOUL HE,S HAVING A FEAST
HE PRAY ON ME CAUSE RIGHT NOW I,M WEAK
HE TORE ME DOWN AS I WAS REACHING MY PEAK
HE HUNT ME IN MY SLEEP
HE HOLD MY TONG I CAN NOT SPEAK
HE CONTROL MY MIND I CAN NOT THINK
THE BELLY OF THIS BEAST IS OH SO DEEP
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I THINK I,M TRULY IN LOVE TO SOME IT WILL SOUND NICE BUT AM I IN LOVE WITH MY WIFE
OR COULD IT BE MY LOVER MY HEART FEEL STRONG FOR THE ONE MY BODY LONG FOR THE
ONE I DO WRONG FOR BUT IF ITS REALLY WRONG WHY DO IT FEEL SO RIGHT SHE BRING OUT
THIS LIGHT THAT SHINE SO BRIGHT SHE GIVE MY HEART THIS RUSH OR COULD IT BE LUST
PLEASE TELL ME WHY IT CANT BE NO US I WISH I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME AND
MAKE HER MINE HOLD HER LOVE HER CHERISH HER AND LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND OH WELL IT
WAS JUST A THOUGHT BUT IT WAS ALL SO GOOD BEFORE I GOT CAUGHT
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LIFE without life there would be no love
love is the breath we take
the steps we make
the understanding in all mistakes
that heart break that heal
that cool feeling that chill
that sweat that tear
that pain that fear
that wonderful feeling when you are near
0PINIONATED as love could be
a perfect example of you and me
through out all the pain you still love me
strong as the roots on a tree
A VISION even a blind man can see
a lost of breath everytime your heart beat
the numbness in your body
the tingle in your feet a
everlasting feeling a wonderful treat
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YOUR TEARS GIVE ME POWER JUST AS WELL IS YOUR VOICE WHEN YOU SPEAK
LET,S ME NO YOU ARE VERY WEAK
CRY THAT,S WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO
I DONT CARE I DONT LOVE YOU
YOU PUT YOURSELF IN THIS PLACE
SO TAKE THAT FROWN OFF YOUR FACE
I REALLY DONT CARE I DID,NT DO IT
I HAVE A WIFE AND YOU NEW IT
HOW COULD YOU LOVE ME I WILL NEVER BE WITH YOU
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE LIKE I ASKED YOU TO
I,M SORRY IF YOU THINK I,M WRONG
PLEASE FIND SOMEONE ELSE AND MOVE ON
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