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Jessica Bowie Poem
Did you not notice I was slippin,
cause you didnt catch my fall.
Did you not notice I had fallin
cause you didnt help me up...
so I stayed there for awhile.
Did you not notice I was drowning,
cause you didnt offer me your hand....
so I sank to the bottom.
Did you not notice I was dying,
cause you didnt try to revive me.
Did you not notice I was Dead,
Cause you werent at my Funeral.
Did you not notice I was in Hell,
When i would haunt you with my soul caught on fire...
and you didnt put out the flames.
... And im just Wondering how did you not notice?
By.Jessica Bowie
Copyright © Jessica Bowie | Year Posted 2010
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Jessica Bowie Poem
Why do I bother waking up
when everydays the same
life has no purpose
while we are estranged
Why do I bother going to sleep
when all I have is nightmares
Why do I bother breathing
when I just end up gasping for air
Why do I bother eating
when all I want is you
Why do I bother bathing
When everything feels so dirty
Why do I bother talking
when I just feel like screaming
Why do I bother living
When i feel like im dying
By,Jessica Bowie
Copyright © Jessica Bowie | Year Posted 2010
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Jessica Bowie Poem
Im crazy and a bit neurotic
I am beautifully phycotic
Im spectical and negative
because of the past
I am fantasticlly pessimistic
Im angry and im bitter
Because of how this world made me
I am pathedicly codependent
because not many have been there
Im a thinker and a speaker
wouldnt you like to know
I am kind until betrayed than im cold and cruel
vicious and sneaky like a snake to its prey
I am caring ,until you dont care
then ill tear you to shreds
I am loving til you hate me
Then ill hate you to death
I am forgiving of little things
But if you take it to far ill go away
I am a perfect friend and a scary enemy
I mean sleep with your eyes open scary
If your good to me im better to you
If your bad to me im worse to you
There is a reason for everything I am
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Jessica Bowie Poem
I sit here eating vegectable soup
and im really pissed off
Cause I much rather have beef stew
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Jessica Bowie Poem
I loved you cause
I thought I could nurture you and make you grow
I wanted you cause
I thought I could heal you
but that isin't so
I thought I could fix you
But your way to broken
I tried to mend you
but I was mistaken
I thought I could help you
but all we've caused is hurt
I tried to free you
but your way to reserved
I wanted to do all these things
but all has failed
I guess theres really no use
To try to fix a broken man
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Jessica Bowie Poem
I have a feeling
that my dog is so spoiled
that she doesnt like dog food anymore
apperently she want's filet min yung and lobster
well this isint the surf and turf doggie cafe
get your head outa your furry butt
and eat your alpo
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Jessica Bowie Poem
Before I was born you said I wasnt yours and burned down our house
and when I was born one glance changed your mind
cause I looked so much like you
When I was a baby you wrote me letters from a strange place with the name I
wasnt named even though you wanted me to
I remember waiting at the window for you never to come
and when ide call you'd say you were sick again
I remember when you were sick I visited you in a new place
and you made me a bracelet out of some sort of craft material
it fell apart shortly after I left even though you fixed it 3 times already
when I was there you told me you were sick but slowly getting better and that
you loved me
I remember when your cat attacked me
and you didnt believe me
I remember thinking mom knows im not a lair why dont you
when I use to visit you you never knew what to cook me or buy me to wear
so I lived off of cheddar cheese and cereal and candy and ide wear this hidious
purple outfit with snowflakes that I hated
I couldnt wait till I grew outa it which took awhile cause you bought it to big
When I was 13 I was hospitalized and you would visit me
and you and mom got back together and you moved back in
you moved from a weird house with other men
who were all twitchy and some of them were dying
you started drinking more and more
and began to be more and more physically abusive
I hated you I wanted you gone
and when I called the cops on you they looked at me like I was crazy
and in turn I was placed on pins and labeled a problom child
and when we went to meet with my po you cried big crocidile tears when the
scary man said things you didnt want to hear
so while we were gone you packed up and left
and I was happy
but I hated you for years after
when I was 17 we were shortly back in touch
But I still wasnt ready to stop hating you yet
when I was 18 I found out you were in the hospital dying of cancer
so I went to see you hooked up to every machine and more
I told you I forgive you that its ok
they told me you couldnt hear me that you were in a coma
I went to visit you when you were outa the hospital
I reminded you that I forgive that its ok and you said no its not
on october 13th 09 you died
an I never stopped crying
so much was unsaid
I couldnt handle it
so I tryed to kill my self cause I needed to talk to you again evn if it meant
leaving everything behind
I wanted you to leave now your never coming back
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Jessica Bowie Poem
Your like an Onion
Cause you never fail to make me cry
Your like a plunger
I dont really want you
but everynow and then when Shyt comes up
you come in handy
you are verbal stitches
cause you prevent us from talking
your like a chasity belt
cause you keep me from being pleasured
Your like a std
cause you wont go away
Your like a fog horn
cause you always scream at me
your like the government
cause you bestow fear in me
you like hitler
I cant help but hate you
your like
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Jessica Bowie Poem
On my grave stone it will read
"Here lies Jessica full of scorn
she'll never know why she was born
she hated living in a world so cruel
in a world that never cared at all
she wanted to run but she was paralized
she glew in the dark cause no one saw her in the light
she faded away now shes outa sight
no one listened and no one cared
so now she lies underground"
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Jessica Bowie Poem
I am unappreciated by you and you show no remorse
Of couse not you do no wrong
You God damned Sociopathic jacka$$
Your the only one who damn well matters
arent ya ,you pig headed imbusal
Im gonna rip your heart out
oh wait... you dont have one
So guess that doesnt work
Why dont you just go play in traffic,
like some common retard would do
but I guess you fit to well into that catagory
you simple minded fool
How dare you treat me so
How dare you
ill oughta sell your organs on the blackmarket
Im not the one
dont fall asleep ,or it'll death that you reap
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