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Kim Smoe Poem
So much confusion so much pain and numerous lies,
And where are they?, they’re hiding behind my disguise.
I am truly scared of this life crashing down around me,
Everything good, fails, and its my fault can’t you see?
I hide behind the walls of my mouth, my defense,
I’m so confused and well I don’t think this all makes sense.
Why are we here to just struggle then, eventually die,
It all seems like torture to me, so I constantly am asking why?
Is this some sort of sick game someone is trying to play,
Like why am I stuck in this situation day to day?
It just isn’t making any sense to me what’s so ever,
I might eventually succeed, but guess what, it won’t last forever.
We all have to die, so why even try, it just seems so dumb,
Why am I living in so much pain, please just make me numb.
What I mean is don’t make me continue to try so hard,
I am not happy, in this life as it is, so let me make my own life card.
For now on, I’m going to do me, and decide my own fate,
I’m not doing what is thrown at me, cause success can just wait!
No, never mind, my success is going be me happy,
Cause that’s what I want is to be happy, now can’t you see?
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Baby this is it, the only thing that will matter,
nope no more does your heart shatter.
I will be your hero, im here through the highs and the lows,
I hope the love that I have for you always shows.
I don’t want this feeling to ever go away,
The feeling of wanting to live each and every day.
The feeling like I belong to something so true,
It’s like now nothing else will matter but you.
You are all I want and all I can ever ask for,
You are my other half, my love, and everything more.
You are the sky on a cloudy day,
The endless ocean that seems to never fade away.
You are so truly amazing, all that I can see is you,
With every smile, and everything you do.
That’s how I know that its all right,
I just can’t wait to watch you fall asleep every night.
I know that we are meant for each one another,
I love your more than anything or any other.
You are my perfect soul mate,
I just hope that our future will be great.
Baby for once in my life I know what to do,
I know that the only thing I can do, is love you.
And I always will because this love is pure and true.
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You put on a fake smile to hide what's buried deep into your eyes, you try and portray
this picture perfect life but it's only your disguise, cause if we only knew there's no
telling what you'd do, you'd probably want to load that gun and put it to your head, but
only to discover your already dead.
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I wish I didn’t cry, I still love you and I don’t know why,
This heart break hurts enough, to make me want to die.
I wish that you could see how much that I care,
What your doing to me just isn’t fair.
Just take my hand, lets fly away,
I promise you baby I’ll always stay.
I can’t give up, I just cant do it to us,
Baby I know that we can gain that trust.
You said you wouldn’t give up on me,
I promised the same, can’t you see?
I truly believe that its meant to be….
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As i sit here and write this poem its becoming very clear to me, clear that this world
just isn't for me. How could I ever think that i could once fit in, considering my whole
life is just a sin. Maybe what people tell is really true, maybe suicide is the best thing
to do. I'm pretty sure if i committed suicide, no one would even shed a tear, no one would
even notice that I'm not here. As day turns into night, i still dont feel like anything is
right. I think this is my time to go, so consider this a goodbye, but now its finally my
time to die.
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I beg and I plead, but I never succeed!
Asking someone to take my life away,
I’m sick of living torturously day to day!
I never give up, getting on my knees and pray every night,
to not wake up, not to live to see the next day light.
My only goal in life is to die,
I don’t really understand it all why?
Why do I only want to die, why am I sad,
I have so many mixed emotions It just makes me mad.
I cry at least once a day, not wanting this pain anymore,
I struggle to succeed and do my best, but what for?
It’s all gonna end sooner or later, so why try?
Everyone saying I have to succeed to live is a lie!
It’s easier to not do anything and live my life with a smile,
Then try and try, and never succeed only for a while.
A whole day goes by and I’m still laying in bed,
Asking for relief and happiness, just asking to be dead!
If I only had a gun, this would all be done,
As the blood drips and a tear falls, just one!
Everytime I fantasize about it I grin,
Waiting for it to happen, but when!
It’s never going to happen and it blows,
I guess this is how life goes.
You suffer you cry, just hopin to die,
But I gotta wait it out why?
Let’s just kill myself now,
I just gotta figure out a way how!
But I’m never giving up getting on my knees every night,
To not wake up, to not see the next day light,
And now I understand why.
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My path is getting clearer with each and everyday,
I came to realize that all happiness was ment to fly away.
That I was born here on this earth to be miserable til I die.
Which this is acceptable, but I would like to know why.
So much life is givin each and every hour, so forever take mine.
Am I supposed to kill myself? Please god, give me a sign.
Help me figure this all out, what am I to do, please help me.
I really don’t want to be here anymore, cant you see?
Supposedly our lives our planned out, its called destiny,
But if that’s true, then god tell me please why me?
Why did you choose to make me so sad,
Why cant I live happily every after, not everything go bad.
I am simply just looking for the answers to my doubt.
So please, send me a sign, tell me what all this pain is about.
God, I cant do this on my own, im forced to believe,
Forced to believe that you are evil, your game is to deceive.
Forever, you torture people, well your time is gonna come a near,
Then you will feel all this pain, and forever live in fear.
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