Why Is This Happening?

My path is getting clearer with each and everyday, I came to realize that all happiness was ment to fly away. That I was born here on this earth to be miserable til I die. Which this is acceptable, but I would like to know why. So much life is givin each and every hour, so forever take mine. Am I supposed to kill myself? Please god, give me a sign. Help me figure this all out, what am I to do, please help me. I really don’t want to be here anymore, cant you see? Supposedly our lives our planned out, its called destiny, But if that’s true, then god tell me please why me? Why did you choose to make me so sad, Why cant I live happily every after, not everything go bad. I am simply just looking for the answers to my doubt. So please, send me a sign, tell me what all this pain is about. God, I cant do this on my own, im forced to believe, Forced to believe that you are evil, your game is to deceive. Forever, you torture people, well your time is gonna come a near, Then you will feel all this pain, and forever live in fear.