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John Diket Poem
Hidden in weeds
heart vavle on squeeze
Watch me not bleed
Even if it cuts deep
Keeps you away from
My boredom pale bule face
Made you see, me
The unloveable me
On a big
screen
undressing this soul
A human floating above
Spirts weak
from night terror screams.
Dark heart beating weak
You stared right though my core.
As my reflection hides and retreats .
Shadows knows you will be bored .
Not fooling me.
Once you see all the stains
I dont succeed .
The odds that were against me.
The unloveable me.
No way you will feel the same
Once you finally see
Our
last kiss,
was from the night before
And nothing makes u miss me
Will it be my last
Don't make it yours
Unloveable me
Hidden in weeds
Smoke and more
When I was slowly drifting away
Into space.
saying no more
You left my hand
Sitting lonely
When you were on your own course,
I wanna land
In my forgotten land ,
Of the Unloveable me .
Thinking of the things we had
In a middle of sinkhole
As earth swallow,
us whole
Searching for another dark tower
that holds the key
You were the one to save me
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Stacking mistakes on top mistakes
Putting everything in its place.
Keeping my Framed Memories.
On display
My heart Hides the flaws
With paint.
Meaningless things filling the room
becoming a hoarder that is hiding you.
Kilos of your love get caught in
hidden traps , i set up.
My numb heart starts
Beating to your sounds,
And the Rhythm Of our
Tambourine bed.
I'm everything you ever
Wanted !
Aslong I get to hold you!
Im whomever you want me to be
Only to show there's no room
Not even for me !
you are my Feeding tube
I need
A Secret Recipe
Its a sickness ,
hoarding all things of you
Hope you never witness
The marks and flaws under all this
When you sand down my shell
I dont know who will peek out
I'm not what you seem
You are chipping away
On a thin Spine of my pain
That Hides me from you
I feel the need to hoard, you
If someone esle finds you
They won't see all things I see.
I'm gonna warn you,
I'm the hoarder that Hides you
from everyone and everything
Praying that another hoarder-lover never finds
And take you away.
I wanta see your face
Everyday
my sickness worsen
Hoarding you for me!
I'm so selfish.
Hoarding you for me
Is that selfish of me?
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Beaches sceams, cursing the night.
"Memories buried in the wravering wash of time".
Forgot what you were calling me that night.
Like sand covering with the tide.
We lost what was in sight,
But knew we're right there
It only takes time,
For bad "Memories buried in the wravering wash of time"
Sand and years cover them.
Let the good wravering memoires
Show our light.
It was most of our life.
I know we will be buried side by side.
We were wash by the tide.
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I Know, Im a grain of sand
Fixated on you.
We are dust ,in this master plan .
Ill just, blow away.
To a never happy ending
If you dont stay.
Let's make this promise.
I Don't wanta stop,
what we do .
I'm fixated on you.
Everything you do ,
is sweet!
While you think,
you
tap ,
your lip ,
and stare at me.
I wanna stay in the world
With you
Let
pattens
repeat.
Never bored of our routines .
Until the day , we blow away.
Until we are gray.
I don't want you to be with
anyone but me.
Love watching
what you become
Learn
how you do things .
Like move so
delicate-ly.
When you step off
I pull you UP .
Things that are beautiful can hurt too.
Hopefully I deserve you.
A novel we started
Sitting on shelf,
collecting dust.
Old, gray and weathering away.
I'm the One
Who
Loves you.
We can collect dust any day.
As we grow and Withering away.
Want the world to know
You have my beating heart and
I have yours too.
We're
Dying
With this Planet.
We made art.
Leaving them behind,
We will miss them too.
Our love turns to dust .
we withering away,
We're in the wind, carried away.
Into the world we only knew
Where our love begins,
we become one with it.
Our art is safe
We will
see each other , one day.
How we started
Back to dust
In the wind
Truilling around us.
Dancing dust
when becoming one
With the planet
we once loved.
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My heart drumming fast
My blood on the freeway
Searching for a place
I'm not sure, it exists.
Not feeling great.
Losing patience,
not brave
Everyone needs a break
looking for this place .
Where can we find it?
Sit calmly
I'll try and let the meds
settle in quickly.
Pretending I'm there
In Comfortable Vill.
Our veins are on the freeway
to freedom.
Our blood is
putting pressure on emptying .
Never wanting to love or to open up.
We are just so uncomfortable
with ourselves.
Still seaching for comfortable vill ?
Does it live in me/is it in you ?
Will we ever be?
No one to blame ,
where you are .
Uncomfortable Vill is in your own skin.
You are wearing it.
Comfortable Vill,
only exists
If you let it in.
Is there a wish list,
to be accepted?
Am I crisp , aren't I clean?
It's so prestigious!
Would we ever leave Un-comfortable Vill?
Comfortable vill
Come to me?
Got my heart in craze,
drumming and beating
With the band on fat tuesday.
Trying to find my place
With no signs and no E.T.A
No resting ground for guilds
No losers found.
Right after shaky ground
You maybe older when found.
You may make it to Comfortable vill.
Why do I have to wait?
I wanta speed up, get there with you.
You're right, Where u need to be .
It's not to late.
Comfortable vill,
Is
Loving you
Exists in your own
Skin.
Comfortable within.
Let us live and breathe
With no sin.
In Comfortable Vill.
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She stole my heart
What's left of my walls.
gutted and hollow
floating hearts
Sinking away in the gutter lane
Of bad memories.
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I was a poor boy from New Orleans.
Living in fear.
No one taught me how to steer.
My A.D.H.D made be focus on the fear.
The O.C.D made me re-live all the worst years.
Always told myself I was better ,
I was a knight.
Still being pierced, by all the spears.
Thrown though me.
Always being judged for missing pieces.
Im puzzle -man .
World pulling me apart.
Kings and Queens taken tiny bits
without my consent.
Castles where I wanna be ,
Reconstruct me.
Never understanding the skin
of my border
I wanta see the picture of
me, that was order
When Its completed.
I'm a puzzle- man.
All of me,
I'm right here
Where , I wanna be
My depression makes me weak.
I reek of suicidal thoughts,
prozac doesn't help me.
When I was younger, I wanted death.
Now that I'm older, Im scared to death.
The perception in limbo
screaming mix match pieces
where am I ,
meant to fit in?
I'm a puzzle man.
Where is all of me?
I'm right where,
I should be .
I wanna see,
What you see!
Do see all the burdens' I bring?
This defeated pawn
The one that screws up everything .
I'm Mixed
Shaken,
on a surface .
My earth
expose to all my secrets.
Nothing is left to me.
Other than my last missing piece!
my heart skipped a beat.
When you were walking towards me.
I'm a puzzle man.
Come rearrange me
So we both
Could fit in this puzzle world , that we don't belong in
Are you my last missing piece?
To be complete.
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A feather floating away from your brain.
As he is whispering your name.
Pushing all your feelings away from me.
Landed on a box, In a solitude
Sea
People scooping up things they don't need.
Whining, that their boxes never ring.
Missing package that should fill a void?
No one's coming
looking for me
With no life ring
in a solitude breeze
Across the sea
A feather floating in the breeze.
No one's missing me.
A gust of uncertainty,
My emergency contact is blank.
I landed right where I should be.
With the rest of the forgettable things.
Trash, even my mother told me.
I belong in the solitude sea.
Floating from everything.
Stuck on tape sinking down with a box
Of forgettable things.
Bottom less solitude sea
waiting for me.
People reorder their forgettable things
She's thinking of him when she's not with me.
Im not on anyone's brain.
Forever in a solitude sea.
Floating around careless free.
Washed from gutter Im not clear.
Wishing, I was unforgettable .
from you brain
Definitely don't want to be
floating away
I'll get stuck on tape
sink to the bottom.
Feather got away.
Just like my mama told me
I will always be in a solitude sea.
a gust of wind took me
to a solitude sea.
No breeze .
No life ring!
Im forgettable!
sinking.
unloveable
Just hoard things to fill my void.
Dust and tide covers me.
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You only see me on the screen.
How do you know you wanna be with me?
You list all the shower scene, from your favorite movies.
My inadequate sweat on my forehead, hope you cant see.
I want to know what's your favorite ice cream?
Would you give me a taste of your lips, with cream.
Point me in the right direction for gods or spirits .
to explain.
The birds , the bees.
Whats come over me.
Im not a sinner
Only when you are with me.
Dark blurry night
In my apartment
wishing we are together .
Counting the days until we see
Each other in the flesh.
we say good night,
screen goes dark
I think
Your sweet
Voice whispering through the smell of my pillowcase
Pretending the neighbors are you and me.
The ones who are
smashing their bed
frame
into my space.
Keeping me awake,
Wishing for you here
to put me to sleep.
Only wanting your lips with cream.
For now it's you and me
on the screen
at
2am
Eating your favorite ice cream.
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