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Quote unquote friends i have made since he.
How do they see me now? Was i just a sign on a highway? Just looking and cruising me by.
Its good that my peers know how i operate yet, it unsatisfied me that they know who i am
i think of it quite useless.
It’s always “young and free” but i don’t feel free. countless days and nights entrapped in four walls. my social skills are torn and low, i’ve wrapped myself in isolation
I don’t feel happy.. but i feel peace. enough peace to not become so faint and cruel to this world who showed no remorse.
I’m uneasy and ready to rest.
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I’m nowhere but in my mind.
this year is ending and a lot of things have come to my senses. My love life has been going in a spiral, no one really appreciates my love.
Yet , I yearn and desire to fall deeply in love. I never can win when it comes to relationships because in this society, love isn’t a word.
Lust seems to fit more , it is rather quite sad cause some people are not for such foolish things.
I am the percent of people .. not because people don’t love, the fact i have been bind to receive no love.
My heart has been filled with hatred and anger for years. Yet, within me there is so much love to give.
My eyes burn with seeing the reality of life. Some come and go as natural. Ah , for those who see you to your fullest are the ones you cherish.
I’m watching a new path of life come before me, will i walk on it ? I would hope so to see what is in store.
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The summer.. such a shame. Why am i back here?
School has been going pretty well. i maintain my grades and i’m striving to pass with all A’s.
Just a month ago, relationships are a pity. i sought interest in a person.. declared negative.
Im not supposed to be emotional, why am i this way? i thought i liked him.. declared untrue.
A hook tossed into a lake, i thought i had it but it swam away. it all feels like a repeated cycle..
blood sweat and tears wasted, to a boy who blew away the flame.
Although it was he who ended, i blame myself for being emotionally attached.
i get angered at the time the moment happened.. oh so lucky am i
he gave his self a chance to be happy, but what about me?
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Feelings were lost. i feel angry once more but not sad. Only guilt. I hate myself for it.
My mental state of cause sent me to beings someone’s interest… when the tables turned
No interest was returned i had a sparse of ambition ready to scavenge a new life.
The new life i thought i wanted is corrupted at this point right now.
WHAT AM I? A MIRAGE? or a pathetic tiny grain blowing in the dust.
i shed tears of guilt and anger, none sad. what have i done to myself? why do i feel so torn? i’m tired of this cloak of happiness.
my body and mind aches.
what have i become?
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Who are we as one? Will we suffer or fight for life? Arise, speak, let your words be heard. No time to be discouraged, parallel your chin to the ground. Have faith
We are family, my brother and sister.
Everything is ours , declare and keep heed of it ! All is ours with the glorify and power of Him
Unity is one, unanimously we are just as strong. Express all amplification and justice will be served
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I’m tired of feeling bottled and useless
I begged and pleaded for you
I gave up my pills for you..
On the floor with my head spinning
Every day of the week I yearn
to see your face
I’m not her.. I dislike being Valerie
Countless nights of tribals and tribulations
On Friday? What a way to end the week
I’m so sorry I’m not good enough
I’m not perfect, i’m corrupted
please mercy me.. i don’t wanna be a Valerie
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Together we are one, the dust isn’t
anything but an obstacle.
Help me see the light, lead me away
from darkness. My heart is with you.
Souls merged in connection for the sake
of serenity. Please.. please.. please…
Mercy me… provide the peace I cannot
bare.
I am with you, my entity integrated for a
caused called interlink. Your mind wants
to be free but you can’t let go.
I can’t let go…
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How could you do me this way?
I thought you said you liked me..
Ever since the first glance my heart felt relief
I guess I was fooled, what an imbecile
I felt it coming? Why so soon? I wasn’t enough?
WHY WONT YOU SPEAK? YOU KNOW WHO I AM..
Sigh, trapped in my mind. Everything replays.
I think about you and hope you come up to speak
My heart wants it but my mind knows
Why did you leave me.. you gave me up
Named Person you hurt my heart. You knew it was pure
You may read this very poem and know who you are
I tried my best to keep you in grasp. All in the end..
“I’m sorry” with verbal explanation would free me
As long as I see your face, everything turns to a blur
Named Person what didn’t I have that made you leave?
I tried being beautiful for you everyday. Even if I made
a mockery of myself. Ah, you don’t see that cause I’m supposed to be “happy”. fuxking foolery
My heart is scared.. you killed me boy
Even in the mist of all my feelings
I still love you , I’m sorry for myself and hate it
Named Person..
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Are you really my friend? What have I done to you?
I thought this was real. Background check, this is incorrect.
“Help me , help you” was the statement.. seems like I have been lied too. I would have done it for you, why isn’t the favor returned? Have I been blinded?
Bottled feelings of anger are seeking to burst in a spiral. Yet, I choose peace in this hard cruelty. Support only goes into such use of terms. Why haven’t I been noticed?
I feel betrayed.
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