Named Person

How could you do me this way? I thought you said you liked me.. Ever since the first glance my heart felt relief I guess I was fooled, what an imbecile I felt it coming? Why so soon? I wasn’t enough? WHY WONT YOU SPEAK? YOU KNOW WHO I AM.. Sigh, trapped in my mind. Everything replays. I think about you and hope you come up to speak My heart wants it but my mind knows Why did you leave me.. you gave me up Named Person you hurt my heart. You knew it was pure You may read this very poem and know who you are I tried my best to keep you in grasp. All in the end.. “I’m sorry” with verbal explanation would free me As long as I see your face, everything turns to a blur Named Person what didn’t I have that made you leave? I tried being beautiful for you everyday. Even if I made a mockery of myself. Ah, you don’t see that cause I’m supposed to be “happy”. fuxking foolery My heart is scared.. you killed me boy Even in the mist of all my feelings I still love you , I’m sorry for myself and hate it Named Person..