Guilt

Feelings were lost. i feel angry once more but not sad. Only guilt. I hate myself for it. My mental state of cause sent me to beings someone’s interest… when the tables turned No interest was returned i had a sparse of ambition ready to scavenge a new life. The new life i thought i wanted is corrupted at this point right now. WHAT AM I? A MIRAGE? or a pathetic tiny grain blowing in the dust. i shed tears of guilt and anger, none sad. what have i done to myself? why do i feel so torn? i’m tired of this cloak of happiness. my body and mind aches. what have i become?

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Beata Agustin

Date: 3/9/2025 6:35:00 AM

Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.

wayne tolbert

Date: 3/7/2025 7:56:00 AM

Sonti, hang in there and know you are a special creation of God and you are LOVED! Endure the winds of adversity, my friend. Be strong and stand firm...Love conquers all and you are loved.