Selflessness Pt1

The summer.. such a shame. Why am i back here? School has been going pretty well. i maintain my grades and i’m striving to pass with all A’s. Just a month ago, relationships are a pity. i sought interest in a person.. declared negative. Im not supposed to be emotional, why am i this way? i thought i liked him.. declared untrue. A hook tossed into a lake, i thought i had it but it swam away. it all feels like a repeated cycle.. blood sweat and tears wasted, to a boy who blew away the flame. Although it was he who ended, i blame myself for being emotionally attached. i get angered at the time the moment happened.. oh so lucky am i he gave his self a chance to be happy, but what about me?