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Eliana Rivers Poem
I'm broken
Like a porcelain doll
Her straight A's shattered
Along with her perfect image
Society
Has always called me odd
And now there's a reason
But apparently it's not valid
Because for 13 years
I kept strong
But 13 years wasn't enough
Not for them
And not for me either really
My messy hair cut short
My makeup unblended
And my tears refusing to fall
Copyright © Eliana Rivers | Year Posted 2024
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Eliana Rivers Poem
Sometimes I think my friends don't care
They say you speak the truth drunk
And they never ever sober up
And they say I'm annoying as
They do stupid and flirt around
And I shake my head and eat my crisps
Yell at them to get to bed
Tell them they should sober up
They've never really sobered up
Instead they just trigger each other
And get on my nerves
DIY piercings and dresses with curves
Flirt with a boy I call him sir
But he likes this girl he knows from school
Yet he flirts with me anyway
Call it screen testing chemistry
And I was meant to sleep while it was sun
And now it's shade and i can't say
What l need to say to say what I need
So I'll say I'm fine and I'll say goodnight
Lie awake and listen to indie pop
With I could take off this top
Lie on the floor and just rot
Turn myself into ing dust
When I kill myself they'll make me dust
They'll make me dust
I don't wanna be dust
Copyright © Eliana Rivers | Year Posted 2024
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Eliana Rivers Poem
They fvck us
Calloused hands maim soft breasts
They call it genourous
When teeth sink in but don't break flesh
They like our scars
Til they're inflicted by another
They like our hearts
How easy it is to crush them
They make our youth up
Of babies we don't want
They say they love us
Looking at our bodies
They only want our bodies
Copyright © Eliana Rivers | Year Posted 2025
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Eliana Rivers Poem
Cute German nicknames
Germany on map
How many online friends is normal
Is having only online friends ok
How to make friends
Why don't people like me
Autism
Autism free test
Mental health test
How to cope with autism
Am I depressed
Mild depression
Anxiety
Is it anxiety or depression
How to tell if I'm suicidal
Passive depression
Passive suicidality
How to feel better
How to feel worse
Why do I want to feel bad
Self destruction
Self harm
Why do people self harm
What counts as self harm
Plasters
Gloves
Long gloves
Amazon prime
Amazon video
Tiktok
Why is my fyp sad
Bojack Horseman
Where to watch Bojack Horseman
Netflix
Who am I quiz
Who am I Bojack Horsema
Who am I Bojack Horseman
Urges to develop addiction
Why do I want to be fictional characters
Autism and identity
Lack of identity
How to feel like me
How to be myself
Unmasking
Why can't I unmask
How to let go
Fight club
Fight club free
Relating to Marla Singer
Analysis of Marla Singer
How old to buy cigarettes
Fake id
Fake id UK
Prison time for fake id
Where sells Winston's
How to smoke
How to smoke no coughing
What's a normal amount of cigarettes daily
Cigarettes and lungs
How long until my lungs are hurt smoker
Why don't I care about being hurt
Is the suicidality passive
Does passive suicidality become active
Actively suicidal
Cleaning room motivation
Clean room
Why do people commit
Helpline
Why can't I call a helpline
Why don't I want help
Letter writing classes
Is my handwriting neat
Neat writing tutorial
Most effective suicide plans
Feeling better after depression
I feel free after a long time why
How to stop the blood
How to stop bleeding
Help
Copyright © Eliana Rivers | Year Posted 2024
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Eliana Rivers Poem
15 days til 15
15 days
Til 15
15
1
5
One. Five.
15 days
360 hours
21600 minutes
1296000 seconds
That's a lot and so little
15 years
5478 days
131490 hours
I could go on and on
And waste the time
And count the seconds
And listen to the clock
Tik
Tom
Tik
Tok
I don't want to grow up.
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Eliana Rivers Poem
Could you love me
Could you love my chapped lips
Would you kiss them
Could you love my bitten nails
Would you hold my hands anyway
Could you love my tear stains
Would you wipe my crying eyes
Could you love my body
Would you hold me as if I were perfect
Could you love my mind
Would you pretend it was good
Could you love me
And
Would you if you still could choose
Copyright © Eliana Rivers | Year Posted 2024
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