Dust- drunk friends

Sometimes I think my friends don't care They say you speak the truth drunk And they never ever sober up And they say I'm annoying as They do stupid and flirt around And I shake my head and eat my crisps Yell at them to get to bed Tell them they should sober up They've never really sobered up Instead they just trigger each other And get on my nerves DIY piercings and dresses with curves Flirt with a boy I call him sir But he likes this girl he knows from school Yet he flirts with me anyway Call it screen testing chemistry And I was meant to sleep while it was sun And now it's shade and i can't say What l need to say to say what I need So I'll say I'm fine and I'll say goodnight Lie awake and listen to indie pop With I could take off this top Lie on the floor and just rot Turn myself into ing dust When I kill myself they'll make me dust They'll make me dust I don't wanna be dust