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Jenna Barber Poem
Follow me into the cave
In the dark that we both crave
The echoes come back at us
Like haunting cries we mistrust
Follow me into the ocean
Where the water feeds our emotion
So we can show our devotion
Call my name and I will follow
Look at me and I will swallow
Like the heavy mountain air
I get breathless when you stare
Follow me and I will show you
The sky’s hues the different colors
show you all the watercolors
Bring them down, give them to you
each and every deepest blue
Let you sink into me
So you can feel my sincerity
I will follow you anywhere
Because I love the way you care
Twirl my fingers through your hair
In your mind I love to share
Words they follow us around
When you sing I love that sound
Like following the great Devine
For this feeling I can’t define
Follow me all of our days
Stumble over the words I try to say
I’ll show you all I portray
The hidden maze inside myself
The old dust that’s on my shelf
Just hold my hand and I will follow
Sit with me so I won’t feel hollow
I’ll send you a message this way
For the love I want to display
But these words I’m scared to say
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Jenna Barber Poem
Hollow caves sit in my chest
I shed a tear but you tell me “give it a rest”
I swallow the lump that forms in my throat
I look around I’m somewhere remote.
With you in the shadows I am not safe
Shovel in hand you’re digging my grave
I sit straight up blank stare on my face
No breaking down I’ll do this with grace
You circle and circle and spit pure poison
Words trickle out but I don’t let the noise in
I’m stoic as ever and let out a grin
You scream in my face as if I have sinned
Do as I’m told, then I’ll be skinned
Down to the bone to redesign
A shell of myself, but I’ll say I’m fine
It’s a loneliness I can’t define.
Alone in a castle, chained to a wall
I want to run but then I stall
Look at my bruises your words I recall
“No one will save you, alone you are small.”
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Jenna Barber Poem
I wallow and sit
My heart a pit
A seedless thing
What do you bring
Can you change
How life is strange?
Can you show
How life will go?
Will you free
Me from the hatred I see?
Will you bind
And change my mind?
These little glimpses
That good accomplishes
A broken heart
Tore me apart
Love healed me so
Till I let go
Will you show
Me how to glow
To be the best
Leave the rest
Take my hand
Help me withstand
The changing tides
Both sides
With no divide
Inside
Show us now
So we can allow
To let love in
And begin
To be the best
Let go of the rest
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Jenna Barber Poem
How my mind slips away
My words I can’t convey
My time is delayed
I try to meet myself halfway
The trees around me fall
The sounds not sweet at all
The leaves trickle off
That’s when I takeoff
I leave the scene behind me
I cross the deep sea
As I watch the debris
Fall all around me
I feel lost in this strange land
I just want to withstand
The hurricanes and storms
The pain that this forms
And hope that I transform
When the rain comes down to meet me
I blink clearly able to see
Changes guarantee
I’ll find life’s key
The hidden answer lies out there
I can’t find it anywhere
I search and search but life falls around me
I try to swim as I musee
The thoughts are not clear
From life I float in fear
That the debris will take me down
If the answer is not found
I call out to Mother Nature for help and guidance
She says there must be a balance
Of love of hate of fear of being brave
She says I must pave
The way for a new day
I must learn how to say not what to say
I must not be the cliche or disobey
For she watches everyday
I learned that all the debris hitting me
We’re lessons I learned to see
The roughness was for me to foresee
The beauty inside of me
I am the one who holds the key
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Jenna Barber Poem
Growing up I was small
I constantly hit the wall
I tried to be the best I could
And always felt misunderstood
I felt so far away
And stuck somewhere I shouldn’t stay
A broken family wildly torn
Later something I would mourn
I chased peaks way to high
And never got to touch the sky
I fought demons in my sleep
In my head they would creep
I punched walls and screamed loud
Did all the things I wasn’t allowed
In the sea I floated away
My heart I just couldn’t convey
My friends watched a darkness take over
All my anger would spillover
I tried to put my feelings in my art
But eventually that fell apart
Luckily I found a new start
I am changed from my past
Nothing ever truly lasts
So I look towards the sun
Broke the jar and said “I’m done.”
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Jenna Barber Poem
I look outside my window and stare
Is it me that feels so unaware?
My head spins lightly moving the pieces
I move them around make masterpieces
The world outside glooms so unkind
I want to grieve but it holds my mind
I shouldn’t be so dramatic
But I can’t help to admire the cinema-tics
I color and color until the paper is brown
I climb and climb and don’t look down
The world goes around as I watch
The puzzle fits but there’s one wrong notch
I push them together ignoring what’s wrong
Try to make them fit but they don’t belong
Sometimes things move too fast
I run and run but the past is the past
It comes like a train howling my name
Crushing the tracks without shame
Then I blink it all disappears
The storms in the background but right here it’s clear
So I stay in the path that I know
Watching the flowers grow and grow
Far from all I’ve left behind
Even if sometimes it crashes inside
I let it go and watch it fly
Watching the madness go on by
Letting my smile reply
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It is a feeling, vibrational healing
Emotion revealing ,pain dealing, karmic concealing
It is touch, to heal the crutch, that holds one back
Their skin will crack, Open wide
To see another side
Vibration thickens. Love stricken. Body condition
The heat wave sparks. A quick remark
You look at me, then you see
My touch of gold, they told me so
I am the healer. Chakra feeler
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I am an ember in the night
Something dark but seems right
I am moss upon the tree
Someone soft, beautiful, but inside me
There’s both dark and light
Sometimes one will take my sight
When the darkness takes over
I am rolling like a boulder
Courageous, dangerous, everything upon my shoulder
I let it go but I’m the holder
When the light shines down on me
I see the gold inside of me
I seek it often but it leaves
When it does I grieve and grieve
I’ll climb a mountain to find the answers
But then my will becomes a cancer
When the light shows my path
I yell out and show my wrath
The darkness folds into its cage
When it opens out comes rage
Lately light has come to stay
Tells me let go of my ways
Shows me the beauty around me
So much light I finally see
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A moment in time
No words I’m a mime
Look all around
Stare at the ground
My face how it sinks
Tired eyes slowly blink
I look down at my hands
The bruises demand
To find another fix
My mind how it conflicts
I see the train coming now
The impact I allow
I don’t see a way out
Sink in my doubt
The tears on the faces
My mind how it races
All I let go
Because I know
The battle was lost
A bridge I can’t cross
My problems they cost
Every way I exhaust
I curl in a ball
Sink against a dirty wall
I cry and I call
A small sliver of hope
A slippery slope
I feel so far gone
But there’s always a dawn
A new day for me
A new way to be
Fixing the broken
Making words not unspoken
Taking a leap
Straight down it’s so deep
I let go and I open my eyes
Somehow I’m on the other side
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Jenna Barber Poem
It is a feeling, vibrational healing
Emotion revealing ,pain dealing, karmic concealing
It is touch, to heal the crutch, that holds one back
Their skin will crack, Open wide
To see another side
Vibration thickens. Love stricken. Body condition
The heat wave sparks. A quick remark
You look at me, then you see
My touch of gold, they told me so
I am the healer. Chakra feeler
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