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Bean Pole Poem
He took me to the altar
His metals all alight
We made ourselves a home
Our future looked so bright
There was that time
Brass bugles they did roar
The music He did follow
Into forever war
He got onto a green bus
To where there was a fight
He wrote me that he’d be okay
That everything’s alright
Chorus
When his country came a calling
He didn’t ask what for
His job was just to fight in
This forever war.
I felt a heartbeat singing
Unexpectedly
New life inside me growing
To love and comfort me
I stayed away from tv
The news was always grim
Our baby kept on growing
While I waited for him
To come home
Please come home
To come home
Please come home
One day they came a knockin
With medals shiny bright
Come all the way to tell me
Things won’t be alright
They’ll never be alright
Chorus
When his country came a calling
He didn’t ask what for
His job was just to fight in
This forever war
Verse 3
Timmy now is older
Than the fight that took my love
He wants to be like daddy
Still watching from above
I wonder when they’ll come a knockin ( will they come a knockin)
With medals shiny bright
Come all the way to tell me
Things won’t be alright
They’ll never be alright
Chorus
When his country came a calling
He didn’t ask what for
His job was just to fight in
This forever war
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Bean Pole Poem
Stimming Towards Euphoria
She be riding on that trans train
Lost her wit and half her brain
Next time that I see her
She won't be the woman I know
All it took was a little gender education
The internet and affirming friends galore
To make her see what she was meant to be
Cause she was born in the wrong body
She was born in the wrong body?
She be riding on that trans train
Lost her wit and half her brain
Next time that I see her
She won't be the woman I knew
In her heart and of her body
I'm wise enough to let her go
Cause its way past time for her to know
She is chasing that euphoria
Till there's nothing left of her
Chasing that best stim of all
Euphoria
She be riding on that trans train
Lost her wit and Half her brain
Next time that I see her
She won't be the woman I know
Society is telling her to go go go
Cut herself to pieces
Drink another cup of T
Till there is little left of the woman she knew
So I'm gonna run run run
Cause I can't bear the damage yet to be done
And if she comes around one day
She won't be the woman I knew
Will I love her anyway?
She be riding on that trans train
Lost her wit and half her brain
Next time that I see her
She won't be the woman I know
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Bean Pole Poem
Old man leaning on a wooden cane
Stumbling down the sidewalk in the pouring rain
People laughing and wondering too
If He might be insane
- [ ] He looks back at them
And sings a happy song
About how soon he be leaving
And it won’t be too long
Death comes to all
Even those who cannot wait
On their bed or in a brawl
Be you crooked or be you straight
He went on down the alley way
The sky turned dark and starless
He turned around and waved goodbye
And disappeared in darkness
Death comes to all
Even those who cannot wait
On their bed or in a brawl
Be you crooked or be you straight
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Bean Pole Poem
Loving you has opened a wound so deep
A wound created past lovers ago
A wound born of jealous grief
Of trust misplaced
Another scar ripped open and infected
Gasping for this poisoned air
With every failing breath I take
This sinking feeling in my chest
My heart pounding with heavy ache
Slowly
In broken rhythm images sight unseen
except inside my head..
This torn scar has failed me
Now Bleeding out
Blinding bloody spout
Now losing sight of you.
Where am I to go with this?
This pain with time has left me weak and tired.
That soft white light once glowed and shared
now dimmed
Now falling into darkness
I cant see you now.
I cant see you now
Love forgive this selfishness
Our innocence near ruined
Alone and howling at the moon.
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You told me a lie
You said that you were gay
Found out you were lying
Now I’m feeling betrayed
Said you were a fem
And that you loved only women
Now you want to explore
That haughty trans woman
I’m hurting inside
Cause I loved the woman in you
Now you say it doesn’t matter
Cause it’s what they told you to do
Said you were fem
You felt it inside
Now a man in a dress
Has taken your pride
I’m hurting
Yes I’m hurting
I’m hurting inside
Cause I luv the woman in you
Your identity
Never meant much to me
It’s the character I loved
Your personality
It was the values that you held
The truths you held dear
You cared for humanity
You fought for the truth
It’s lies you forswear
That drew me, drew me closer to you
Said you were a fem
And that you loved only women
Now you want to explore
That haughty trans woman
He will always be a man
Whatever drugs he takes
His attempt to fool himself
Until he awakes
You told me a lie
You said that you were gay
Found out you were lying
Now I’m feeling betrayed
Feeling outnumbered
So I’ll be on my way
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Bean Pole Poem
I could listen to your voice all day
And into the night
Never heard an sparrows song
That felt so right
Talk to me, sing to me
It’s alright
I can hear what your saying
Cause my My mind is blinded
by the air parting your lips
Talk to me, sing to me
Take me anywhere you wanna go
My eyes wide open on this journey
Tell me everything you want me to know
I could listen to your voice all day
And into the night
Never heard an sparrows song
That felt so right
Stay here with me
Never leave my side
Tell me everything you know
Then start over cause my heart is open wide
For you
So turn up the radio if you must
Still I hear the air leaving your chest
Tell me more cause I really wanna know
The truth you know that I’ve forgot by growing up
I could listen to your voice all day
And into the night
Never heard an sparrows song
That felt so right
Teach me, then teach me again
Everything that I should know
The music in your voice
Lets the luv within me flow
Your voice it makes me un afraid
Of that soft white light that fills these eyes
Where I can see me and see you
And all the stars hiding in the sky
I could listen to your voice all day
And into the night
Never heard an sparrows song
That felt so right
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They all think me more than I am
Must be these songs I sing again and again
Even I’m starting to believe in them
I wish I could start this life over again
Till then I’ll forget these feelings ever happened
Erase these visions from my mind
Perfectly balanced, well read with a killers aim
I die a little with every empty footprint leading to my past
That I can find
Till then I will remember all
Who have touched my soul
Watching them come and go then me moving on
With heavy legs I will keep marching on thru my past
In the end none of me will have ever mattered
Except in my scattered memories
As I only have today for short time longer
This soul within please be kind to me
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