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Heidi Polczynski Poem
Breaking the chains-
Required lots of pain,
Starting from young age.
Mom died when I was 16
Dad passed when I was 23.
Their demons danced together,
over 25 years ago.
Demons that neither could drown.
And those are what made them
Prematurely leave this earthly realm.
It’s through Devine intervention,
I’m not their replica.
It’s by grace given protection,
that I’m even alive.
The cards were so stacked against me.
And here I am-
Now, I rise.
The universe decided;
to break their generational curses
through me.
Starting with chronic intense pain
Since I was 3.
Growing up I felt like a suffocated rose-
Trying to escape beneath heavy mud.
I traumatically gained knowledge,
In order to grow.
I am the one with the strength
to break the chains.
God knows.
My parents demons danced together-
while through a dark realm,
the enemy was watching.
Darkness saw the potential the product
The evil enemy WANTED me to be.
He foresaw the greatness God had in store
for me.
I think in those moments a deal was made?
Which ever side I choose on earth-
I will become.
And I will master it-
Master it beyond comprehension.
The darkness led me into so much destruction-
I never knew how to properly function.
The devil and angel were on each shoulder.
Both had equal will.
But, the LIGHT has ultimately possessed me
More than the darkness can ever steal.
God, I love you. God, I thank you. God, I trust you. God, I praise you.
The shackles of pain and addiction,
are off of my parents now-
they are heavenly guiding me.
Their demons died when they did-
Now they wear a halo like a crown.
Their minds and hearts were cleansed.
Feeling so free, at ease, peace and blessed.
They Are Fiercely and gracefully
living through me.
Protecting me.
I have to serve out their purposes
that they couldn’t.
That’s a big job, for one soldier.
But a big destiny for a prophet.
Copyright © Heidi Polczynski | Year Posted 2023
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Heidi Polczynski Poem
Your ocean eyes haunt me.
Brings back the memories of falling recklessly in love.
A beautiful disaster. Love so powerful I thought it could with stand through a war over and over again
and wouldn’t be broken.
It was broken.
I was broken for 7 years.
I lost you and my mom in the same year.
I broke.
I bled.
I suffered.
I endured.
I break. I fall.
I was scared to fall Inlove with someone new,
because of you.
I was scared to ever let someone have a piece of me, the way you still do.
Love is eternal.
And I learned that with you.
No matter what I will always love you-
I always did and always will.
But You broke me.
Unbearable pain for 7 years!!
And you were unfazed.
You lied about why you left.
I blamed myself for so many years.
I broke your trust in simple way,
While you were out cheating and having 3 ways..
and that’s something I’m adiment about now.
no trust equals no relationship.
I came to another realization.
I will still love you the same- whether I see you every Tuesday, or never again.
And that will always kill me a little bit.
But it was divine intervention that ultimately knew,
we we called to go our separate ways.
Sincerely, Your first love.
Copyright © Heidi Polczynski | Year Posted 2023
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Mid January air against my body, smoke fills my lungs.
Talking to angels; this is how protection begun.
I surrender to my lord, worries aside.
My blessings will soon collide.
Evil thoughts try to take space in my mind.
Angels- please make this darkness get left behind.
Trauma from the past, damn how long that pain lasts..
I’m trying to heal, piece my piece.
Bleeding internal wounds, leave the pain
to be released.
Released to the surface, not being able to choke it down anymore.
I need therapy, love, and the lord.
Complex and sensitive and overly empathic.
Makes small things seem so drastic.
God I pray that I am healed one day.
Angels please make these feelings go astray.
Astray into the light of the lord.
Arch angel Michael is protecting me with his sword.
Copyright © Heidi Polczynski | Year Posted 2023
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