Angel In the Smoke

Mid January air against my body, smoke fills my lungs. Talking to angels; this is how protection begun. I surrender to my lord, worries aside. My blessings will soon collide. Evil thoughts try to take space in my mind. Angels- please make this darkness get left behind. Trauma from the past, damn how long that pain lasts.. I’m trying to heal, piece my piece. Bleeding internal wounds, leave the pain to be released. Released to the surface, not being able to choke it down anymore. I need therapy, love, and the lord. Complex and sensitive and overly empathic. Makes small things seem so drastic. God I pray that I am healed one day. Angels please make these feelings go astray. Astray into the light of the lord. Arch angel Michael is protecting me with his sword.