First Love

Your ocean eyes haunt me. Brings back the memories of falling recklessly in love. A beautiful disaster. Love so powerful I thought it could with stand through a war over and over again and wouldn’t be broken. It was broken. I was broken for 7 years. I lost you and my mom in the same year. I broke. I bled. I suffered. I endured. I break. I fall. I was scared to fall Inlove with someone new, because of you. I was scared to ever let someone have a piece of me, the way you still do. Love is eternal. And I learned that with you. No matter what I will always love you- I always did and always will. But You broke me. Unbearable pain for 7 years!! And you were unfazed. You lied about why you left. I blamed myself for so many years. I broke your trust in simple way, While you were out cheating and having 3 ways.. and that’s something I’m adiment about now. no trust equals no relationship. I came to another realization. I will still love you the same- whether I see you every Tuesday, or never again. And that will always kill me a little bit. But it was divine intervention that ultimately knew, we we called to go our separate ways. Sincerely, Your first love.