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Julie Rodeheaver Poem
My cat Louie is a most handsome cat
of orange and white fur and
bright yellow eyes
Long white whiskers too
He follows me around the house
Where I am he is sure to follow
He speaks in bird
Which means his meow is more
like a chirp
I swear he has dog in him
The post man comes and
Louie growls at him
When the ring goes off
He first growls and then
runs to check who set it off
He must come to my bedroom
whenever I am in there
He lays out on my bed
and digs his head in my
night clothes
He must be held in my arms
at least a few times a day
If this is not done then he
jumps into my lap and
plops down right there
Falling asleep immediately
Louie is also the destroyer
of many a blind
No blind can go unharmed
for he must see outside
at all times
Louie is my cat
I love him so
He returns my love ten fold
Nothing can change
the connection we have
Copyright © Julie Rodeheaver | Year Posted 2022
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The depression is strong
Sometimes I wonder why
I was even born
I’m nothing but a stressor
in most people life
I make one mistake after
another in life
I keep thinking I found
love just to have my
heart ripped out and
handed me on a silver platter
Why am I here
Why am I even alive
I’m nothing but a burden
to everyone in my life
I’d be better off dead
rather than alive
Yet I am still here
even when I don’t
want to be
I just keep asking myself
these days “Why am I here?”
I would like to know
Copyright © Julie Rodeheaver | Year Posted 2022
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Thanos wanted to bring
chaos to the world
He thought if he could
wipe out half of everything
it would bring balance
Thor tried to make sure
that Thanos didn’t get
the stone within the
tesseract but Loki
gave it right into his
hands and he snapped
his neck in the process
The Avengers tried every
way possible to keep
Thanos from getting the
Infinity stones
Thanos was always a step
ahead of the game
So many of the Avengers
lost to Thanos when
he snapped his fingers
with the Infinity gauntlet on
For 5 years they were
snapped out of existence
Thanos had gotten what
he wanted but was it
all it was cracked up to be
Thanos hid out on a planet
for 5 years after the snap
Eventually Thor, Ironman, Black Widow
and a few others caught up
With him
The Infinity gauntlet was permanently
fused to his hand and didn’t work
anymore. So Thor decided to cut
Thanos arm to get the gauntlet
so Tony Stark could find a way
to restore it
Then Thor beheaded Thanos.
That was not his end though.
That was not Thanos
end game yet
Copyright © Julie Rodeheaver | Year Posted 2023
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Finally found out why
I felt so different for years
Why I felt like I was
always outside looking in
Why my communication
skills were never the best
It only took 43 years of
my life for someone
to confirm this for me
That Autistic is what
I definitely am
I don’t see it as a bad thing
Just an explanation of why
I was so different from
everyone else
It explains why I am not
a leader but always
the follower
Which can get you in
trouble just as well
I’m not mad it took
people this long to figure it out
It’s not doctors fault
they knew nothing about autism
in 1987 when I was going
through tests for dyslexia
and learning disabilities
I am autistic and I’m proud
I support those like me
and love to help them out
I am autistic and I don’t care
what other people think
I am autistic so just deal with it
Copyright © Julie Rodeheaver | Year Posted 2022
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I’m tired of people trying to
walk all over me and use me
I’m tired of peoples lies
to try and suck you into
whatever trouble they
are fixing to start
I’m so tired of all the
rumors and untruths
that people tell just
to get you in serious trouble
I’m just sick of how people
act in this day and age
I don’t got time
for negativity in my
life anymore
I definitely have
no time for toxic people
They can disappear
and leave me alone
Copyright © Julie Rodeheaver | Year Posted 2022
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You can smell Autumn on the wind
as the leaves change from green
to yellow, red and orange
Eventually to fall to the ground
for you to have to rake up
You rake the leaves into
nice, big piles
You decide before you bag them
to have a little fun
You take a flying leap
straight into the middle of
the pile of your choosing
sending leaves of every
color in all directions
It gives you more work
as you rake up the mess you made
But you had fun in the moment
On this cool Autumn day
Contest Title: Fall Flavors Poetry Contest
Contest Sponsor: Regina McIntosh
Theme used: Raking Leaves
Written on: September 6, 2022
Copyright © Julie Rodeheaver | Year Posted 2022
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Replenishing the dry land
And helping to fill the lakes and streams
In the mouth of thirsty animals it goes
Never ending cycle of water
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I have been fighting a battle
One that I have told few about
that sent my life into a whirl spin
Something that caused depression
to rear its ugly head
For the last 7 months I was
in a court battle based on
many untruths
Saying I initiated a relationship
that I did not with a young
autistic man
He actually pursued me and
I fell for every lie that came
out of his mouth
Spent almost 2 days in
jail because of this
Almost got a 9 year jail sentence too
because said young man’s grandmother
said a bunch of lies making it
sound like he was a victim
but in all actuality the victim
in this whole thing was me
During this whole escapade
I went through many evaluations
One of which proved I was an
high functioning autistic woman
with social/emotional issues
Proving also without a doubt
I was the victim in this
whole thing
and he was the perpetrator
Tonight after many meetings
between my lawyer and the prosecutor
They decided to drop the charges
against me and the case is over
The prosecutor finally figured out
I was not the guilty person in this
I was the one manipulated and used
The truth about the matter
finally came out
I’m finally free of all this
turmoil and stress
They finally listened
Now the truth is out
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Sometimes I just feel
I want to be single
for the rest of my life
because of how many
times my heart has been broken
At other times I feel so lonely
I wish I had someone to hold me
Give me kisses on a rough day
Say, “I love you forever and always”
Someone to live out my days with
I know people say you have
your family and friends
But even when they are
around I get that feeling
of loneliness
I want to feel what they feel
Feel that feeling of being loved
by the one you will spend
the rest of your life with
At this point in my life
I doubt that will ever happen
So a loner is what I will
be for the foreseeable future
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You think you found the one
It isn’t the first time either
You trust them completely
You tell them everything
you would tell the one
you thought you would
spend your life with
Next thing you know
everything goes to hell
in a hand basket
Once again love slips
through your fingers
It turns out to be
all a lie once again
When will you ever learn
maybe the one isn’t out there
Maybe your meant to be alone
Love isn’t even real
All it is heartache
One big lie in life
Copyright © Julie Rodeheaver | Year Posted 2022
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